T. Calderone
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Hi, I'm going to move this to Mental Health and hopefully, people experienced with this drug can help.
Just hit me , the weight of the sadness as the invega wears off. . . It's like as the nerves come to sensitivity again the gravity of life missed and pain of life misunderstood hits hard
I'm movin' on and life goes on
I hope that I do too
What symptoms do you experience? Do you know people who have gotten their thoughts and emotions back?
i can now see how the dopamine the poison targeted has worked against every one of us from the beginning. they targeted the wrong receptors and combination sequences. this mental and physical fatigue is the same one when i was first starting the pills before the injections. the poison is out of our system a long time before we feel better but it has trained the receptors, manufacturers and other process of the workings of our brains in a negative way for the long run. this is why whoever is taking invega needs to stop right away. switch to another med, do something else just stop invega immediately. the sooner anyone quits, the sooner your brain goes back to it's original way of functioning because it is no longer has to go against what it already knows to do naturally. they did mess up, this is one of the wrong ways to help someone correct an inner working problem.
i am going through the very last of it finally and all the things we have discussed on this thread are making more sense and becoming clearer, everything concerning and connected to this topic is. the days stop moving past us and we start living in the moment again. i can feel and think the last remaining bits i've been waiting on, even more than a few months ago when i was doing better; while still going through this fog of fatigue. the old and new ways are opening back up. i can push myself so much harder again. i'll see you all when it's done, until then it's time to get rid of some nastiness this poison has left me dealing with for far too long. heal quickly. peace.
You can force yourself to change your habits. I have gotten a job and it's only been 3 months off for me. It's really not that horrible. I sleep pretty late too but I did that before invega. We will all heal, I would like to know how recoveries are going as well.Yes. My life is ruined because of this. I accept this. I am only 26 and I have the chance to get better but this is stupid. This is the prime of my life. I should be fucking girls at clubs and smoking weed at midnight looking at the moon. Instead, I literally lie around like a 60 year old. Because of the Invega I don't even care.
I do think I have the chance to recover. I found a website to order coca leaf tea. I am going to get the anabolic steroid anavar, alertness drug modafinil, bromantane, semax and a number of ayurvedic herbs to speed my recovery as I start to go to the gym every day. After that, who know, maybe I will get better (into incredible shape) and become an overseas english teacher.
I have 3 years of a college degree I never finished. I still want to be a teacher somehow . . . Just some job where I can travel and work, if I ever get the desire again.
Let me know if you have questions about the recovery regimen.
@Invega User, please let us know how you recovery goes . . . . don't back out like the other "recoveries" who never show up
your right, invega makes you develop really bad habits . . . I sleep until 1 and IDGAF
lol it seemed to cause diarrhea with frequent urination for me.Anyone know why invega makes you constipated, along with urinating less?
http://www.aboutlawsuits.com/ismp-antipsychotic-risk-study-119410/#respond
A recent article on atypical neurolepics.
Itd be cool if someone did ibogaine for invega recovery and reported back. It has been said that ibogaine caused GDNF increases induces what has been called a "second neurological childhood."
Maybe I will eventually... $700 and getting a hotel room some place nice for a 36 hour trip. . .
https://www.ibogainealliance.org/ibogaine/therapy/parkinsons/
http://reset.me/story/could-ibogaine-be-a-promising-new-treatment-for-parkinsons-disease/
^^Do the math, if ibogaine resets, reshapes, and reprograms the limbic system to its original state not only for extreme addiction , but also for helping parkinson's patients , I think there is a real chance if could help us. Well worth the price if you love your life, as Crosby Stills Nash & Young would say, what do you have to lose . . .
This is what I like to hear. How long have you been off it? I forgot.Just thought I would post about my recovery. I am feeling a lot better now. Yesterday was an amazing day for me. I walked a 5k, organized my home, enjoyed TV and Youtube. I cooked a pizza. I read a chapter in a book.
And today I feel mainly the same, I'm just bored, really bored. Not bored in an anhedonic way, just bored because I'm home alone with nothing to do and it's been raining most of the day. I am getting better about doing nothing though. I did take a really long nap today out of boredom, which isn't good. Guess I'm still having a bit of a difficulty filling my time. I thought about going to the gym, but I don't think I'm quite ready for that yet. I decided to get a little high instead. I think weed is a problem for anhedonia because it disrupts the normal reward system and convinces the brain that it can only get a high from weed, so I've been trying to tone down my smoking to a minimum.
I started taking 900mg St. John's Wort a day and I'm going to get some Fish Oil soon. I've also started mindless meditation, where I meditate and clear my mind of all thoughts for as long as possible for 10 minutes. Also, early on when I was feeling really bad I forced myself to do things I know I used to enjoy, despite those things seeming boring. I try and get sunlight everyday if possible as well.
Try and bring about your own recovery, don't just sit and do nothing. I know it takes all the energy you can muster, but start off with baby steps. Try and just set a goal of showering, flossing, putting on clothes and not getting back in bed. Dabble in things you used to enjoy. Meditate.The damage from Invega can be repaired, don't lose hope.
Why would you assume that you'll have another episode of psychosis? I wish you the best. How are your other symptoms doing? I never really gained weight, so I'm hoping that means a quicker recovery. I have been off the med for only 3 and a half months and I am finally/already seeing some minor improvements. The first couple months I would cry uncontrollably and nearly took myself out. My life has become managable. I still have anhedonia but no longer is it to the point where I just stare at the wall and don't even attempt to entertain myself. I have slowly been getting better. I am able to enjoy things very slightly now, and while that sucks, it's better than not at all!I've had everything tested for Metabolic Syndrom (Syndrome "X") and everything has come back within the "normal range."
This includes cortisol, blood sugar, A1G, Insulin and others.
It's been just under 7 months and I am still unable to lose any weight.
I totally get the frustration of not knowing what this medication does to your body.
Unfortunately for myself I will likely undergo another episode relatively soon and have to start a new medication. I very dislike the thought of starting something new when I am still trying to rid myself of the side effects of a previous medication. I hope to have a positive update on coming off of Invega sometime soon.
Best of luck to everyone
Why would you assume that you'll have another episode of psychosis? I wish you the best. How are your other symptoms doing? I never really gained weight, so I'm hoping that means a quicker recovery. I have been off the med for only 3 and a half months and I am finally/already seeing some minor improvements. The first couple months I would cry uncontrollably and nearly took myself out. My life has become managable. I still have anhedonia but no longer is it to the point where I just stare at the wall and don't even attempt to entertain myself. I have slowly been getting better. I am able to enjoy things very slightly now, and while that sucks, it's better than not at all!