Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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Day 92

Coming back from hell. I can finally work out. My strength is 80% what it was. I have weird thoughts but I can live with them.
I don't know about you all but my sex drive is stronger than it should be. And being sexually stimulated by looking at a girl is not funny. I hope it goes back to normal.
 
Just for confirmation : after 6-7month off invega I am back to myself 100%. I go to fitness almost everydays and I gain already 4-5kg muscles.
 
Thanks for the insider @invegauser on sleep medication, I'm desperate for a good night's sleep so I'm willing to try anything. It's not so much the length of time I'm asleep that is bothering me but the quality of sleep that I'm chasing. It's such a light sleep and I wake up at the drop of a dime. Actually, a couple more hours of sleep a night wouldn't hurt. Exercising after work seems to help with getting to sleep a little earlier so I'll stick to that routine and If I couple that with the medication you suggested I'm sure I will have positive results. Cucumber slices for baggy eyes makes sense to me so it's worth a try and after I'm finished I'll toss them in a salad. Lack of sleep and nutrition has caught up with me today so I've come down with a flu and called in sick for work. I've been so busy lately that my diet has gone by the wayside. Does anyone know if invega impedes your immune system? I haven't been sick that many times this year so I'm undecided on that theory. I haven't read anywhere that dopamine or serotonin is linked to your immune system.
 
Does anyone know if invega impedes your immune system? I haven't been sick that many times this year so I'm undecided on that theory. I haven't read anywhere that dopamine or serotonin is linked to your immune system.
It seems to. In my time on Risperdal and Invega (respectively) I wound up getting food poisoning a handful of times as well as sinus infections a couple times. I stopped sharing my cigarettes and haven't gotten a sinus infection since. I'm not really sure if the two are mutually exclusive, though... kinda weird. There was this guy I knew who was always either bumming or looking for a drag off someone's cigarettes. Eventually caught on. Took a couple times though. Never happened with weed, though, which makes it even weirder. Smoked him up loads of times.

To the room, I'd like to eventually piece together a bit of info that people can resort to (like newcomers and whatnot) with general ranges of how long the poison might be in their system for following their last shot. If anyone else is fully healed I'd love to hear your story. If not, I can just dig up the information on my own.
The problem, however, is most of the people who posted about their recovery seemed to also be those who only received a loading dose followed by another dose before quitting.

If I'm to piece together this sort of info I need more recovery stories from those who were unfortunately loaded with multiple shots.

Seems a bit daunting doesn't it? Most of the recovery stories so far are from people who only got between 1 and 4 shots. Therefore, in theory, we can almost assume that it takes far more time for the poison to exit your system if you were given it for an extended period of time, like years. I for one - might have to dig up my notes and journals, but - received almost 2 years worth of shots.

But all the more reason to post a graph or something for people to get a general view of how long their in for before being fully healed.

Fortunately (but not without a bit of dismay) I kinda know what to watch out for in terms of healing because I already came off of Risperdal Consta years ago. At this time I'm starting to see some of that progress.

What's fucked up is I saw that progress (after Risperdal) sometime after about 9-10 weeks (off) - which as a matter of factly actually matched up with some of the calculations I was doing with half-lives. I tried crunching some of the numbers with Invega Sustenna but didn't ever expect I'd have to wait this long! But that's precisely why I think we need a diagram to make this shit make sense. Make sense?

Since I've been around here a while I kinda know what to expect with this so here's my 'prediction'... 1-2 doses - 4-6 months. 3-5 doses - 5 months - a year. 6-10 doses - 1-2 years. 11-20 doses - 2 - 3 years.
 
^ roughly accurate to previous postings and my own model. eerie. godspeed on your endeavor. anything i can do to help let me know.

@robe11: personally i have found it compromises or reduces the immune system, tolerance to drugs and general well being. hence another reason calling it "poison" is most accurate. a few others in the past have said as much themselves.
 
Day 93

*reminder: I only had two Xeplion loading doses 100 mg and 75. (Invega sustenna 156 mg and 117 mg). I'm 90% healed. Working out is very helpful. I'm not talking about a few squat sets. I'm talking about a complete workout with 12 sets per muscle groups. After my training yesterday, I wanted to puke. Which is definitely partly coming from the withdrawal. I'm still irritable but it is a lot better than it was a month ago.
 
^ roughly accurate to previous postings and my own model. eerie. godspeed on your endeavor. anything i can do to help let me know.

@robe11: personally i have found it compromises or reduces the immune system, tolerance to drugs and general well being. hence another reason calling it "poison" is most accurate. a few others in the past have said as much themselves.
Will do. Maybe a random reminder every once in a while not to overdo it on the caffeine.

I found the compromise on the immune system to be a bit blocky for lack of a better word. Like I would go months without any problems and suddenly just have one sickness after another. But what I mean by blocky is it seemed like my immune system and nerves would shut off or act funny at times. Invega seems to interrupt the natural flow of energy in the body so that it gets sliced into sections and doesn't move properly. Lack of nourishment or energy to these [sometimes] vital points gets all screwed up and then they randomly turn on at times so as to make your body and chakra network like a set of blinking Christmas lights without any readable pattern. I think this is, in turn, what causes the wave and window effect. The poisons design starts working against itself, leaving openings for raw energy to just shoot into one of these channels, thus creating the illusion that we're healed without actually being there.

I wish I could put that in layman terms but I don't even qualify as a medical assistant let alone a doctor.
 
Feeling suicidal today, did a full week of exercise and activity recently but now cant look past the feelings of retardation and nothing is worth doing
 
@DrAzTiK: no easy thing getting past this trial, enjoy living your life poison free and congratulations!

@iridescentblack: your assessment, Dr. Black is an accurate one. some have found it to be this way (me included) and some from a few batches ago if you recall, did not have this problem while we still run into the occasional one that is completely run down for most of the healing process.

almost like a breakdown and a back flow on the system that ended up backfiring on the poison. a negative to counter act the poison, very similar to a poison counteracting a poison. a self destructing poison almost. good thing energy and chakra have a natural flow that re-establishes itself to a degree, otherwise kiss one's posterior goodbye. experimental substances are not fully understood for a long time sometimes. this one we all could have definitely done without but brain, body, heart and soul could not be stopped by it. very hard to describe indeed and a good reminder to science you don't mess with mother nature, she fights back and just as dirty sometimes.

random reminder: don't over do it on the caffeine.

@zack365: just got done pushing myself running errands and doing some manual labor. pain in the muscles feels good again. it's been so long i was worried i was going to eventually never see my toes again. haha.
 
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@zack365 yea a whole year on it fucking sucked. I literally have been working out atleast 90min a day since last october. The first 7 months i needed my adhd medication to help me power through, otherwise i wouldnt have been able to do that. Ive lost the 70lbs i gained on the drug, so i look the same except my eyes look weird. I wish i was like u with only 2 shots, im guessing by the time ur ?pre-invega? ill still have a couple months to go. I definitely got most of the invega out tho. Some days i get so angry that my body hasnt returned to what it was and then the next day im fine. Thats me today: i got so mad i dont look like i used to look- i remember bitching about this like 3-5 weeks ago and people were like ?yea we get it?. Id say i can handle the withdrawal from hereon out but if i didnt exercise every day i dont know where id be mentally. I feel great after working out, i now take cold showers too bc it gets all the crap out of ur muscles. Sometimes after working out tho my pupils are small and i can tell its like my body is metabolizing the rest of the invega... alright im done rambling
 
I'll give it a try, I read good things about it, I already take so many supplements that I look crazy xD which dose should I get? Is 500mg ok?

I take various supplements to sleep it's not funny.

Yes 500mg ips a good dose you'll experience burning, itching but that went away for me after three nights. I was pissed cos I enjoyed it kinda like an opiate itch.

Oh, and you can feel drugs again when you take it but only take drugs if it wasn't the cause of you're illness.
Peace.
 
@iridescentblack can I be a pain in the ass for a second? I'm not here to judge and I absolutely don't want to interfere with people's life, I'm not saying what to do or not to do, this is just my opinion ok?

I think you metabolized all your Invega one year/one year and a half after your last injection, your current enemy I'm afraid is Zyprexa... There is no safe antipsychotic, they all have the same goal, that is blocking receptors... If you google "Zyprexa anhedonia" you will find plenty of results.

Again this is just my opinion, sorry if I bothered you with this post.
I have only one thing to say to: you're wrong.
 
Day 94

Feeling 90% healed from the poison. I initially had a depression before being put on invega and now it is more noticeable as invega withdrawal effects are very small.
What remain now from invega are a little irritability and also I don't sleep as well as pre invega but it is definitely ok.
 
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