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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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If I read this all by Paolo Coelhy I realize that I have made many mistakes. "Dont listen to others when it comes to making big decisions. Your inner voice has the answers." When they put me on these medication I should have listened to my inner voice who desperately said NOOOOO, should have never agreed Well they forced me but I should have stayed more energetic and said "No" and i should have threatened them with a lawyer. I cant turn back time and thats too bad.

“Adversities, no matter what they are, simply don’t hit us as hard as we think they will. Our fear of consequences is always worse than the consequences themselves.” This quote is not true. The consequence of taking paliperidone is so hard that noone can imagine this. It hits a few people much harder than others but to me its unbearable.

I just wish that anxiety and panic would disappear so I could enjoy life again. I am desperated and sorry to tell you guys always the same. If i look back on my entries I am always very negative about this med but thats how it infected me. Noone can imagine it how bad it affected me - only if you were myself than you could imagine. I Had so many dreams in my life, moving to the U.S., marry a guy, have kids, work (I loved the work in the kindergarten). And now it s all gone.
 
Everybody tells me to keep fighting...For what???? - if I dont even know how long it lasts. It really could last forever.
 
Zombie Mad: were the quotes you sent me against psychiatry?? yes right i do like that its a true quote thank you
 
Always look on the bright side Tina, you could be Zombie mode and still getting forced the poison
Your sounding better than when you first came on here, you could just be a slow metaboliser, but every day your a day closer being recovered, your time will come
Try and come back with your recovery story when it happens
 
Holy S#*T! Read Bloodrush's posts from # 11-36! That guy recovered in 2 months with his treatments! Thanks for sharing Gdvffh! I want to do the same treatment but I have no idea where to find that in America
 
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Aiden21 said:
Ill look into ces and try his medicine. On a side note, anyone had luck with vitamin D?
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I've been getting a lot of sun, particularly on my face. Wound up with a massive headache on one occasion, but ended up getting a lot of energy. Last week was even better. Got a lot of sun (on my face) [again] and it was like the medication ceased entirely! Might try this again sometime after the shitty weather this weekend.
 
Been supplementing vit D since a blood test at Christmas showed mine was low.
If your getting enough sunlight you probably don't need it, but even getting outside is a problem when the poison is at its strongest.
 
Wanted to let everyone know that at the 210 day or 7 month i had my plasma tested for invega and i had 3.3mg left in it.Before the invega i had a real good metabolism and it seem like every 2 weeks i gain some thing back my energy and motivation is getting stronger everyday but i still have some goodday and baddays.withdraws seem to be getting a little easier for example i played basketball and soccer with my 2 sons but then that night i had shortness of breath that lasted 2 days makes me wonder if its because i wore the poison off and my brain wants more so a withdraw occors then i takes a feel days for my brain to adjust.I've been going threw this it seem like every 2 weeks but its usually somthing different.for month now if had joint pain and constipation bloating wich i think is due to my thyroid being messed up cause if your receptors are blocked the prolactin raises and your thyriod quits working.I had my testosterone tested and at 3month stage it was 296 now at 7month it went up to 436 so my body is fighting back wich is good libido still low but is getting better hope fully by 9 to 10month i be my old self again.i do gett pleasure out of music now and it seems when i go for walks when the sunn going down im like wow that looks pretty and i gett smells that make me excited it all the little things that this poison takes away that are comming back.(feel awesome) it makes me happy that the plasma test showed some poison still left in me because i been telling my pdoc that i think its the invega and he say i dont think any will show up now i have proof and still think there more then 3.3mg cause im sure there some still traped in my muscle but at least i no its still in my blood.i had a 236mg in the arm and a 156mg in the rearend. just wanted to give everyone a update and wish everyone a speedy recovery
 
Good news Jmorin ! :)
Your recovery will be soon, you're on the last stages of your withdrawal. Your blood analysis only show the amount of drug in your blood but not the one stored in your fat (which get touched by your bloodstream). That's the reason why everyone should exercise regularly to speed up your recovery !

There's hope :)
 
Theres a place that does ces in my city. I'm pretty excited. Hopefully they respond soon.

Im at week 99, still have involuntary muscle movements, inability to resensitize, slow metabolism
 
Aiden21 said:
Theres a place that does ces in my city. I'm pretty excited. Hopefully they respond soon.

Im at week 99, still have involuntary muscle movements, inability to resensitize, slow metabolism
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So you are still having symptoms almost two years later?!?!? How is that even possible.. What a fucking horrible drug..how can they do this to people? Especially to people like me, who was misdiagnosed with bi bipolar, when all I had actually was temporary psychosis do to drug use.. What was the amount of poison that was injected into your system and for how long? Also, what was the reason for your recieving the injection? Are you still having symptoms of anedonia and lack of emotions and willpower to do anything? Are you able to go through your daily routine and if so how many months after your last injection did this take to happen?
 
Aiden21 said:
Theres a place that does ces in my city. I'm pretty excited. Hopefully they respond soon.

Im at week 99, still have involuntary muscle movements, inability to resensitize, slow metabolism
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Where did you find somewhere that does CES? I googled it but could only find information about it, not where they actually do it.
 
Invegasucks said:
So you are still having symptoms almost two years later?!?!? How is that even possible.. What a fucking horrible drug..how can they do this to people? Especially to people like me, who was misdiagnosed with bi bipolar, when all I had actually was temporary psychosis do to drug use.. What was the amount of poison that was injected into your system and for how long? Also, what was the reason for your recieving the injection? Are you still having symptoms of anedonia and lack of emotions and willpower to do anything? Are you able to go through your daily routine and if so how many months after your last injection did this take to happen?
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I think it was the 234 if not then the 156. Only had 1shot. My psychosis was more due to emotional/social stress. Basically family deaths/college stress/wrong people around me. i should have gone home for a few months surrounded by good people.

My biggest problem is resensitizing. I don't do anything anymore, dropped out of school, quit my jobs, and i dont see anyone really except a therapist 2 times a month. I play video games all day or watch tv off my phone. Invega is horrible and should only be used for people experiencing schizophrenia 5+ years. All I had was an episode. You made $2400 off injecting me and ruining my life.
 
NotAPsycho said:
Where did you find somewhere that does CES? I googled it but could only find information about it, not where they actually do it.
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CES is done by a few physical therapists. It was hard for me to find it too. I reccommend calling each of your local physical therapy centers to find who might have it. When I googled I only found one place that has it in my city but there might be more.
 
Aiden21 said:
I think it was the 234 if not then the 156. Only had 1shot. My psychosis was more due to emotional/social stress. Basically family deaths/college stress/wrong people around me. i should have gone home for a few months surrounded by good people.

My biggest problem is resensitizing. I don't do anything anymore, dropped out of school, quit my jobs, and i dont see anyone really except a therapist 2 times a month. I play video games all day or watch tv off my phone. Invega is horrible and should only be used for people experiencing schizophrenia 5+ years. All I had was an episode. You made $2400 off injecting me and ruining my life.
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Wow that is crazy..I can't believe you have had symptoms last that long. Did you ever experience anedonia and have loss of your feelings and human emotions? Also, are you doing anything as far as taking any vitamins or supplements to help you speed up the recovery process and staying away from all recreational drugs and alcohol? I just cannot imagine having to live life with no emotions and no drive to complete task or do anything new andesign productive.. It is no longer called living, instead it is just simply existing.. Has anyone experienced any kind of improvement from this horrible drug within a reasonable time frame? This empty existence is unbearable and beginning to really take its toll.
 
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