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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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start off with small amounts because you will have to shit the first few times you take it, and you might get light headed too. start off with the recommended dose for heartburn of half a teaspoon every two hours 3-4 times but after that you can build up to multiple mouthfulls a day.
 
After how much time you felt Something? I think in my head nothing workes and this ist soo bad.
 
I don't think quick recovery is possible at this point... I tried everything this time around. I don't want to sound like a downer, but I think I will just carry on with what I have got at this point. ...Accept what it is. My ability to succeed and be good at what I do is not diminished. Although severely effected and will be for some time. At worst 2 years max.

During this time I can probably finish school with C grades and start a decent job in less than a few years. It can be very useful for you guys to develop a social group, and work with people around you to get yourself going after classes are done. Never the same, but still better eventually.

Bottom line is that full recovery isn't possible. You may get lucky if you had a little bit and escape with slight damage. But the longer you are on it... there will be some improvement, and you could probably live a "fulfilling" life. If you look at it that way.
Again I am not being a downer. If you continue on, you can still do A LOT! So its not worth wasting you life over.

Update 4.75months: my muscles don't get sore, and my 9 inch erection doesn't even hit 5 inches now. I think I needed to state this as part of the update to inform on how my libido is. I do produce semen and I do get feelings, it doesn't feel like rubber. Been like this for quite a while tho, with very small improvements. Although there is very slow improvement in strength over time. My mind is just getting worse by the days tho. Cognitive wise I feel sharper in some places, and duller in others. My language and speaking abilities are improving, ever so so, for example and so is my memory. My emotions are still blunted. I never feel happy or sad. I do not get angry, but still do a little bit at a time. I don't get nervous or anxiety when I think I would a little, tho I do not feel as confident.

Add-in: There is still plenty of improvement. though the amount of time is takes is frustrating. That is why I am posting this. This takes forever! and I am just being pessimistic atm. Good thing my career is going to be pretty easy. And the best part, coding doesn't even requiring high functioning thinking. Its fucking easy. Yes I Will Get Way Better! Better than ever before!
 
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@invegauser. you are right. I am chugging out of frustration, that's all. I do notice many small, but still significant improvements. Its the repetitive thought of this crap, and how I was wronged that bothers me.
 
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@invegauser how long did it take for the pain to go away? Mines so unbearable that i just want to kms... How did u manage to cope with it? Did you take anything that numbed the pain?
 
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Update: My heart rate is down to about 75-80 range. this is significant improvement from a month ago where my heart rate was anywhere from 90-110. This is a strong sign of improvement. I was really just venting my frustration now, because this ACID burned a lot of my brain and I have to regrow the brain cells.
 
Sooooo I'm waiting on test results for my prolactin as my gyno hasn't gone away really as I am losing weight kinda I just love food.

My report is I can feel the full effects of weed as of like 5 months ago but I guess I have to stay away from really strong stuff as I did have a panic attack with wax for a full maybe 10-20 mins but I had a mini panic attack less than a minute when watching a movie with a friend the anchorman morphed into a lizard. Like the ones from the reptilian humanoid conspiracy theory. Never had a visual hallucination ever in my life, much less panic attacks.

What a wonderful drug this is, as I have symptoms of psychosis that I never experienced before the drugs.

I do fully believe anti psychotics do make you psychotic
 
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@Room @invegauserUpdate: My heart rate is down to about 75-80 range. this is significant improvement from a month ago where my heart rate was anywhere from 90-110. This is a strong sign of improvement. I was really just venting my frustration now, because this ACID burned a lot of my brain and I have to regrow the brain cells.
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Can these brain-cells regrow?
 
@Bonn556 Yes, I had/have pain at the injection site. This is where the muscle was damaged and was unable to repair. It has given me a lot of trouble with hip movement. There is a lot of numbness at the injection side as well.

@Rosi71 Yes. Given time it heals bit by bit. As long as your brain is functioning then your brain will eventually recover fully.
 
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So I have to wait eight months for my Libido to come back cos that's the half life or could it come back sooner. I've had about two years of no Libido from psych meds. I NEED IT BACK FOR TWO REASONS. They don't give a shit if you have no Libido.
 
Crippling headaches every time I wake, broken unsatisfying sleep, limited cognition, lack of energy and inspiration, loss of personality, internal turmoil, trapped soul, intense anxiety, inability to feel music, dead eyes and low voice, loss of pleasure from exercise, isolation from society, zero joy, intense boredom, stuck in bed all day. How can anyone not be suicidal dealing with all those every day!?

Just spoke to injury lawyers, my case sounds absurd I shouldn't have been injected but then again no one should crazy or not.
 
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Crippling headaches every time I wake, broken unsatisfying sleep, limited cognition, lack of energy and inspiration, loss of personality, internal turmoil, trapped soul, intense anxiety, inability to feel music, dead eyes and low voice, loss of pleasure from exercise, isolation from society, zero joy, intense boredom, stuck in bed all day. How can anyone not be suicidal dealing with all those every day!?

Just spoke to injury lawyers, my case sounds absurd I shouldn't have been injected but then again no one should crazy or not.
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The lawyers office told you your case was absurd? I wanted to look into a lawyer. If we could get a group of people to go to one lawyer I bet that would peak there interest. I would love to see something done to the maker of this drug. I have never experienced anything like this. It's hell.
 
Overzealous forensic psychiatrists looking for any excuse to bash patients heads in with drugs and downplaying the effects of the drugs. I would love to see the doctors injected with the poison, makes me so mad thinking we have to live like this while they continue their lives as normal
 
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