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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Kaatrina said:
Yes, someone I had been talking to in the hospital started yelling at the staff after trying to talk to me after I got the injections because I couldn't connect anymore...it was like being Randle McMurphy in real life. Lol. I was being gaslit so much by my psychs and family that it took me a couple of months the to fully realize what the drug had done/was doing to me
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Were you like this through all six of your injections?
 
Invegatorture said:
Were you like this through all six of your injections?
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No, I got worse as the injections went on. Akathasia and insomnia became unbearable, I ended up suicidal in the ER after my 5th injection. I only took one more after that but things didn't improve for me until I got off invega
 
I really want to know how the hell do you measure the improvement!!?
Do you feel emotions?
Do you enjoy sex? Such as before?
Do you sleep well?
Are u able to talk normally? Fluent?
For what I ve seen, these are symptoms that no one ever recovers after at least 1 AP injection. So please, tell me how the hell did you recover after 6 (SIX) fucking injections??! I suggest you define to us your understanding of RECOVERED. Because right now, while I am bedridden I can tell you I am recovered and that I can “walk” “meet my GF” “eat” but that doesnt mean you can recover the things you have been stolen with this shit, the small things, such as a good conversation, feeling high, enjoying simple things such as sitting down in the outside, that doesnt come back, dont lie to this poor people, Kaatrina. I know you have a family and thats fair enough to behave the way you do, but some people here are in their 18,20s, like me, and I dont want to have a false perception of my future. NO ONE RECOVERS FROM AP INJECTION THE WAY YOU WERE BEFORE IT. IT IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN ME OR ANY OF YOU THINKS. It interfers with genes, proteins, mitochondria, DNA… its hell
 
Rulomaner said:
I really want to know how the hell do you measure the improvement!!?
Do you feel emotions?
Do you enjoy sex? Such as before?
Do you sleep well?
Are u able to talk normally? Fluent?
For what I ve seen, these are symptoms that no one ever recovers after at least 1 AP injection. So please, tell me how the hell did you recover after 6 (SIX) fucking injections??! I suggest you define to us your understanding of RECOVERED. Because right now, while I am bedridden I can tell you I am recovered and that I can “walk” “meet my GF” “eat” but that doesnt mean you can recover the things you have been stolen with this shit, the small things, such as a good conversation, feeling high, enjoying simple things such as sitting down in the outside, that doesnt come back, dont lie to this poor people, Kaatrina. I know you have a family and thats fair enough to behave the way you do, but some people here are in their 18,20s, like me, and I dont want to have a false perception of my future. NO ONE RECOVERS FROM AP INJECTION THE WAY YOU WERE BEFORE IT. IT IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN ME OR ANY OF YOU THINKS. It interfers with genes, proteins, mitochondria, DNA… its hell
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We aren't taking about walking and eating. We are talking about sleep, emotions, and sexual function. There are two other people on these last two pages who say these things came or are coming back for them, but you ignore all of them...you cannot name the "effects that no one recovers"...every effect we speak of is measurable. Even things like "sitting down outside"..I floated in my pool Saturday and got high off the sun yesterday watching barges on the Mississippi and I felt that "drowsy happy" feeling you cannot feel on invega (and I can't even have a drink) what the fuck reason do I have to lie about that
Rulomaner said:
4 months off and nothing improves
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That's normal. Some people see improvement around months 6 or 7 but I don't expect any until months 9-12.

Its an injection that uses nano-particle technology that takes a long time to dissipate from your system. Calm the fuck down
 
I mean really do you think I come here to constantly recall the worst year + of my life just for fun? I come here because I know how hopeless it is at month 4 or 5 when you still see no changes and you can't think of anything every day except for the fact that you may live this way forever. I remember what torture that is & I come here to help see the light at the end that I & so many others found but is so hard to see at that time. I don't come here to fucking lie to people and keep them holding on for something fake, what would be the point, if rather just forget about invega forever and leave this forum at that point
 
I certainly don't gain anything out of someone here telling me that it's all in my head, I'm actually not happy, and that I'm chemically damaged forever and just don't realize it. If I wanted to hear that shit I would just go see a psychiatrist who would happily tell me that to sell a perscription
 
Kaatrina said:
We aren't taking about walking and eating. We are talking about sleep, emotions, and sexual function. There are two other people on these last two pages who say these things came or are coming back for them, but you ignore all of them...you cannot name the "effects that no one recovers"...every effect we speak of is measurable. Even things like "sitting down outside"..I floated in my pool Saturday and got high off the sun yesterday watching barges on the Mississippi and I felt that "drowsy happy" feeling you cannot feel on invega (and I can't even have a drink) what the fuck reason do I have to lie about that

That's normal. Some people see improvement around months 6 or 7 but I don't expect any until months 9-12.

Its an injection that uses nano-particle technology that takes a long time to dissipate from your system. Calm the fuck down
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Its not nano particle technology, it binds to the proteins, and modifies them
 
Rulomaner said:
Its not nano particle technology, it binds to the proteins, and modifies them
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Send me a photo of your face, and show me you dont have colored eyes, or you dont have the neck and back modified from a normal person. Mine is really fucked up, as well as my back acne
 
Guys something else to think about

If and when you recover you will be a different person, partly because what you've gone through and the fact it takes so many months to from invega
 
Rulomaner said:
Send me a photo of your face, and show me you dont have colored eyes, or you dont have the neck and back modified from a normal person. Mine is really fucked up, as well as my back acne
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What do you mean neck and back modified? Since my injections my shoulders are rolled over. My posture isn’t what it used to be. I hope i can reverse it with exercises
 
Rulomaner said:
Its not nano particle technology, it binds to the proteins, and modifies them
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Not mutually exclusive, it discontinues any modification until when leaves the body
Rulomaner said:
Send me a photo of your face, and show me you dont have colored eyes, or you dont have the neck and back modified from a normal person. Mine is really fucked up, as well as my back acne
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"eyes colored"? I have always had "colored eyes"..I have mild scoliosis and I'm 8 mos pregnant so I probably don't have a posture you want to judge in relation to invega

I have plenty of photos on here over the years from when I'm fit post invega and my posture is fine

If you want to believe I have permanent shit posture because of invega fine, just stop saying me, risingson, beastboi, and the other guy who posted this weekend are all liars when we share our mental and physical recovery experiences - it makes you look delusional

If you're worried about your shoulders take up swimming or lifting and you are capable of surpassing yourself pre-invega once recovered
 
As I said before, I could say I am recovered aswell from my POV but you know you are not when you look in the mirror and have the face of a fucking panda bear, you can say whatever you want but there are some symptoms that can be denied
 
You just have to keep pushing. Going to the gym is tough, but it can be done with strong willpower. Lift as heavy as you can, take care of your strength. Don’t let the invega lethargy overcome you. Drink a pwo and hit the weights. What is there to lose
 
Rulomaner said:
As I said before, I could say I am recovered aswell from my POV but you know you are not when you look in the mirror and have the face of a fucking panda bear, you can say whatever you want but there are some symptoms that can be denied
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Wtf are you even talking about
Just wait five months and judge your own life bro
 
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