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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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iridescentblack said:
They were probably just commenting to those parts you see in yourself.
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I remember ur name from when I was religiously reading all the invega threads.

Near a certain date I noticed all these Mandela effects. Most noticeable was the bee gees song how deep is your love it is now I REALLY MEAN TO LEARN but it was always I REALLY NEED TO KNOW.

That’s when I thought I was travelling multiverses and I probably was but my mistake was probably to go to a Protestant Church when I sensed a “underworld” energy around me. Or I went too late because the date before was really dreamlike. Like I was awake but felt like dreaming everything. And peoples irises were spinning.

There I was touched by Jesus’ energy and I cried out loud. The people in church said I had a “special story” and we were just about to begin praying when the mental ward sought after me. When I had to go out of church I thought this was the end of the universe I tried to commit suicide jumping in front of a truck.

That’s when they sectioned me for almost 15 months. They lied a lot though about me being catatonic which never happened and they drew blood against my will.

But that’s not the freakiest thing the freakiest thing is that people seem to knew me and knew something was wrong. Some guy knew my name and I never told him. Some evil guy quoted my childhood thoughts and dreams and was being sarcastic about them.

Serhat96 said:
Are you okay just abit worried about you, you seem abit delusional
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I’m not delusional. I never thought I was special until that date were I thought I was in the underworld. Anyway I still have to see a psychiatrist and use medication so in that sense I am “okay” and “treated”.
 
Whathappened123 said:
I remember ur name from when I was religiously reading all the invega threads.

Near a certain date I noticed all these Mandela effects. Most noticeable was the bee gees song how deep is your love it is now I REALLY MEAN TO LEARN but it was always I REALLY NEED TO KNOW.

That’s when I thought I was travelling multiverses and I probably was but my mistake was probably to go to a Protestant Church when I sensed a “underworld” energy around me. Or I went too late because the date before was really dreamlike. Like I was awake but felt like dreaming everything. And peoples irises were spinning.

There I was touched by Jesus’ energy and I cried out loud. The people in church said I had a “special story” and we were just about to begin praying when the mental ward sought after me. When I had to go out of church I thought this was the end of the universe I tried to commit suicide jumping in front of a truck.

That’s when they sectioned me for almost 15 months. They lied a lot though about me being catatonic which never happened and they drew blood against my will.

But that’s not the freakiest thing the freakiest thing is that people seem to knew me and knew something was wrong. Some guy knew my name and I never told him. Some evil guy quoted my childhood thoughts and dreams and was being sarcastic about them.


I’m not delusional. I never thought I was special until that date were I thought I was in the underworld. Anyway I still have to see a psychiatrist and use medication so in that sense I am “okay” and “treated”.
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There are some tough cases out there in psychiatry it seems...
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
There are some tough cases out there in psychiatry it seems...
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Trust me I had a paranoid delusional episode where I thought certain things which they sectioned me and had the Invega shots which made me brain dead and suicidal and they sectioned me again for suicidality. That’s when the real weirdness started.

I must have upset the holographic matrix universe or “leaked” universe code/DNA into the Greys/robotic or mechanical animals/insects where they took advantage of it. I had a close relationship to plants and insects which may have quantum entangled me with them.

How about consciousness? Maybe I am the Alpha and the Omega. I am a dreamer. I sincerely believe I dreamed this place and my brain is a quantum computer and the universe birthed me to set things right but the insects took control.

I am the brain that was created in the void and everything lives in it.
 
I’m just speculating the people that seemed to knew me wouldn’t talk to me directly anyway the church and the Holy Spirit is involved. I saw ppl with black eyes injecting me with Ativan or zyprexa

I had one guy telling me to go to court but if I tried to escape the police would catch me
 
Merek said:
I’m suddenly starting too feel pretty good like 80% recovered from invega almost 5 months off the muscle weakness I had seems to have gone away I worked out today and did 6 sets of bench press 105x8 115x8 125x8 135x8 145x8 155x6 I can also definitely feel dopamine flowing through my brain again.
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You will know more accurately after 2-3 more months, this is most likely some temporal rush so dont be disappointed afterwards. Invega works weakest on dopamine type responsible for movement so moving more is useful. I suggest calculating your % of recovery on weekly or monthly basis and it should be average of everything.
 
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@paranoid android i dropped the acid today and I’m tripping sack the come up was insane I was pretty paranoid and anxious nothing like psychosis though the come up gives you the sensation like you’re on a rollar coaster lmfao.
 
Whathappened123 said:
Trust me I had a paranoid delusional episode where I thought certain things which they sectioned me and had the Invega shots which made me brain dead and suicidal and they sectioned me again for suicidality. That’s when the real weirdness started.

I must have upset the holographic matrix universe or “leaked” universe code/DNA into the Greys/robotic or mechanical animals/insects where they took advantage of it. I had a close relationship to plants and insects which may have quantum entangled me with them.

How about consciousness? Maybe I am the Alpha and the Omega. I am a dreamer. I sincerely believe I dreamed this place and my brain is a quantum computer and the universe birthed me to set things right but the insects took control.

I am the brain that was created in the void and everything lives in it.
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Now im curious ,what makes you think...you re the creator of the universe ,sorry but its a bit funny tho...thats a solid delusion bro, but still you can be a messenger of most high, maybe you re recieving some kind of esoteric signals from the 5.th dimension ,but you still cant encript it,thats the only sane scenario,there was a lot of lunatic so called christ and will be ...dont fall into confusion bro...its a mind game,trust me..
 
This injection makes you mentally and physically weak, while being on the injection it's like you can't do the things you use to do before Invega, this be gaming, travelling, cooking and just in general you feel like you're not good enough
 
LSD lowers prolactin and stimulates the D2 receptors in your brain which are blocked by invega people say acid and shrooms can cause psychosis but to me I feel like when I’m on acid it’s the opposite of psychosis.
 
I’m feeling a lot better after taking LSD i can think clearly and I’m more motivated too work harder on my goals but guys if you’re gonna do LSD make sure you test it so it’s pure LSD based on research ive done and personal experience pure LSD can’t cause psychosis fake LSD can for sure it’s worked well for me stay safe y’all.
 
Serhat96 said:
This injection makes you mentally and physically weak, while being on the injection it's like you can't do the things you use to do before Invega, this be gaming, travelling, cooking and just in general you feel like you're not good enough
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For me, Xeplion took the ability to do the hobbies and things I loved to do before, because it robbed my patience.
It's like I wanna play a game, but when I sit and try to play it, I lose patience and interest immediately.
Before the injections, I could sit and play for hours all day everyday.

Do you suffer from the same thing?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
For me, Xeplion took the ability to do the hobbies and things I loved to do before, because it robbed my patience.
It's like I wanna play a game, but when I sit and try to play it, I lose patience and interest immediately.
Before the injections, I could sit and play for hours all day everyday.

Do you suffer from the same thing?
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Yes I do, I use to play World of Warcraft for hours 12+ before the injection, now I can't play it for 10mins I lose interest and just shut my computer.
I wonder when this feeling is going to go, is this called anhedonia?
 
Serhat96 said:
Yes I do, I use to play World of Warcraft for hours 12+ before the injection, now I can't play it for 10mins I lose interest and just shut my computer.
I wonder when this feeling is going to go, is this called anhedonia?
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As far as I know, yes, that's fucking anhedonia we're talking about here.
This is one of the worst side effects.
It put a barrier between me and the things that dear to my heart.
I give it 6 more months to improve.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
As far as I know, yes, that's fucking anhedonia we're talking about here.
This is one of the worst side effects.
It put a barrier between me and the things that dear to my heart.
I give it 6 more months to improve.
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How long have you been off the injection?
 
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