They had the ac blasting in our ward it was like 50 degrees in our unit that’s definitely better then it being boiling hot cause atleast you can just put warmer clothing on, when you went in voluntarily in may did you go to a different psych ward?
Why did you decide to go back to that hell hole?
Ah gotcha how did they know you were psychotic?
Ya igy what was going through your mind in psychosis that made you think you were dead?
when I was in my psychosis I thought the psych ward was a place where people got judged either they die and go to heaven or hell, or theyre allowed to leave and go back to earth in my psychotic state I thought I was sent there cause the system caught onto me being a criminal (I’m not a violent criminal but in my delusional state I thought I was cause I thought playing video games meant you were controlling another world and I played lots of shooter games) and they would decide my fate I thought they were trying to send me to hell one of the guards walked up to me and was like “Merek you know were supposed to throw you out the window right” he said it in a calm tone like they wouldn’t do it if I cooperated with them, that shit made me believe my delusions even more it felt like some people there could read my mind I do believe some humans have the ability to read other peoples minds but only a select few some people might think I’m psychotic saying that but there was just too many incidents like for example I thought in my mind I think this guys mad at me cause of something I did and every time I thought of that he’d say out loud “you think I care about that bro” it happened like 10 times, there was also a few times where I had the delusion in my head that I was gonna change the world but it felt so hard to do so I’d think in my head “maybe all this shit isn’t worth it” then these two guys would look at me every time and throw their arms up like they were so disappointed.
As far as I know, you hold on to your directive and present it to the hospital or doctors if you are ever admitted. I gave my mom a copy just in case I am unable to communicate for myself. I'm pretty sure that handing out your directive before anything is happening would be futile and it would probably just get tossed in the garbage.
this happened too me too recently but it went away, I think that means that the invega is almost completely out of your muscle and your muscle is used to having the drug in it so you might feel a little bit of pain, when it was happening to me it was when there was basically none left in my system I would get this weird buzzing feeling in my arm with a little bit of pain.
I had this lack of appetite(but I forced myself to eat) until around 13 months off, then it suddently fully went away. Weird how it stayed that long.
So for me it will probably take longer to subside? I had like 8 shots...
Maybe it wont take longer, but time for body to get rid of 8 shots out of body is not x4 longer than to rid of 2 shots, it is most likely x1.5 longer.
Yeah, it's not directly increases I think.
I’d say 2 years off the injections you should be fully recovered not 2 years from now.