Kaatrina
Bluelighter
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I'm not taking any other antipsychotics or psychiatric medications now and my mental health is stable. I had psychotic delusions, which lasted a few years, before starting invega. They haven't come back. I hope that I will be able to recognise it if they ever return. I think I've learned to think more critically and to definitely not just believe a thought because I *feel* it to be true. I am less spiritual, but this is actually a good thing, because my spirituality and imagination were deeply emneshed when I had delusions and I could not differentiate between real and imagined.
I have really good family support, which I'm very grateful for. We've talked a lot about what we'll do if I become unwell again (hint: no injections! and antipsychotics only for a short time...).
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Learning to think critically and the simple advice "just because you think something doesn't mean it's true" from my therapist was key for me as well. You can also get a paper signed with your therapist detailing what treatment you want in case of relapse that can be released to your doctor if that time ever comes. Do watch out for relapse - I was fine at six months off with no delusions and didn't have a psychotic relapse until 12 months off. I was not able to be spiritual at all at six months off. At two years off I felt able to explore my feelings of spirituality separate from delusions of grandeur. I can even read the book of Revelation safely without thinking it means anything to me personally or that I have special "deciphering" capabilities.
Someone in the closed thread asked how many episodes of psychosis I had. I had one in October 2018, which stemmed from delusions I had built up over that year. My last shot of Invega was in January of 2019. I had another episode of psychosis in March 2020. After that, I decided that I had to do something proactive besides waiting and hoping that I could spot my telltale thoughts before they resurfaced (I thought numbers on the clock, dates, and acronyms had special meaning when added in the right ways and attributed to certain numbers, for example). I started work with a therapist over the phone in April of 2020 and dealt with a lot of issues that I didn't know I had. That helped immeasurably. I've had no issues with psychosis since then. I think it's interesting to read about people who were never psychotic before AP's who then experienced it after getting off of them-- sometimes I do wonder if there is some sort of boomerang effect when the brain receives the ability to process dopamine again.
I've been off for almost three years and I'm fully recoveredSomeone who has been off Invega from more than 12 months? Anyone recovered or to close to recovery?