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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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masamune1 said:
I get morning wood but I have sexual dysfunction. Anyone else the same?
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I also got the same thing, sometimes I get morning wood, but my dick is still numb.
It takes me a great effort to reach orgasm and cum, and when I do, the semen volume is low and mostly watery.
I hope I'll recover from that as well, it's been 73 days off for me and on no meds.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I also got the same thing, sometimes I get morning wood, but my dick is still numb.
It takes me a great effort to reach orgasm and cum, and when I do, the semen volume is low and mostly watery.
I hope I'll recover from that as well, it's been 73 days off for me and on no meds.
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I'm experiencing the same thing, and I'm off around 73 days also. I want to cum like I used to, but my penis doesn't work that well, and it takes too much effort, so it's not worth it for me.

I also have to deal with feeling very tired and some head pressure from time to time (which is getting milder by the day).

If I had my sexual function back, I would be very happy, since everything else is tolerable, and it seems like sexual function returning would be a good indication of recovery.

I wonder if it'll return in a few months, or if we have to wait a year.
 
masamune1 said:
I'm experiencing the same thing, and I'm off around 73 days also. I want to cum like I used to, but my penis doesn't work that well, and it takes too much effort, so it's not worth it for me.

I also have to deal with feeling very tired and some head pressure from time to time (which is getting milder by the day).

If I had my sexual function back, I would be very happy, since everything else is tolerable, and it seems like sexual function returning would be a good indication of recovery.

I wonder if it'll return in a few months, or if we have to wait a year.
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I read someone on the V3 thread that took him about 6 months to fully recover sexual function. Who knows, might be different for us.

What I suffer the most right now is anhedonia and this feeling that it's hard for me to stay idle, I still feel restless. Like laying in bed or sitting in a chair without doing anything is painful and I feel like I must do something all the time.
Do you suffer from this too?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I read someone on the V3 thread that took him about 6 months to fully recover sexual function. Who knows, might be different for us.

What I suffer the most right now is anhedonia and this feeling that it's hard for me to stay idle, I still feel restless. Like laying in bed or sitting in a chair without doing anything is painful and I feel like I must do something all the time.
Do you suffer from this too?
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No, I don't suffer from restlessness or akathisia right now, but I had akathisia the first month. It was really bad, to the point where I couldn't sit still. I constantly felt like I had to pace, but it disappeared after 35 days. I'm scared that it might come back because it's the worst feeling, but I haven't felt it in like 1.5 months. Right now, sexual dysfunction, mild head pressure, and feeling very tired are my biggest issues. I used to be a very horny person, and it all disappeared.

I remember your first post here and you said your akathisia went away too. Did it come back for you? I hope not.
 
masamune1 said:
No, I don't suffer from restlessness or akathisia right now, but I had akathisia the first month. It was really bad, to the point where I couldn't sit still. I constantly felt like I had to pace, but it disappeared after 35 days. I'm scared that it might come back because it's the worst feeling, but I haven't felt it in like 1.5 months. Right now, sexual dysfunction, mild head pressure, and feeling very tired are my biggest issues. I used to be a very horny person, and it all disappeared.

I remember your first post here and you said your akathisia went away too. Did it come back for you? I hope not.
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I had to be more accurate tbh, it went away almost completely, but I'm left with the feeling that I described above. I'm restless, not so much akathisia for me anymore, if that makes sense.

I used to be extremely horny too, especially when I practiced semen retention, almost every girl I used to see got me aroused. lol.
It's all gone now, hopefully it comes back 100%.
I don't want to just get better, I want myself 100% back to how I was.

Anhedonia drives me nuts, I lost patience for everything I used to love doing. I could sit for 16 hours a day playing video games before the poison, now I can't even 10 min.
I don't get addicted to anything anymore, and if I try to do something I used to love doing, I feel an urge to stop and do something else.

Also, the magical feeling I used to get from just staring at nature out the window is gone.
The best way for me to describe it, life now is like a cooked meal without spices.
Xeplion took the spices of life from me.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I had to be more accurate tbh, it went away almost completely, but I'm left with the feeling that I described above. I'm restless, not so much akathisia for me anymore, if that makes sense.

I used to be extremely horny too, especially when I practiced semen retention, almost every girl I used to see got me aroused. lol.
It's all gone now, hopefully it comes back 100%.
I don't want to just get better, I want myself 100% back to how I was.

Anhedonia drives me nuts, I lost patience for everything I used to love doing. I could sit for 16 hours a day playing video games before the poison, now I can't even 10 min.
I don't get addicted to anything anymore, and if I try to do something I used to love doing, I feel an urge to stop and do something else.

Also, the magical feeling I used to get from just staring at nature out the window is gone.
The best way for me to describe it, life now is like a cooked meal without spices.
Xeplion took the spices of life from me.
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I have similar problems like loss of patience and anhedonia. I think that our recovery will be determined by the return of our sexual functions. That's the way I'm thinking of it at this point. It seems like there's a long way to go.

I was the same with girls, just wanted to have sex all day with most girls I saw. Now, I can't do anything and do not get aroused.

Right now, I'm also gaining a bit of weight and I am not even eating that much.

I'd be concerned with the restlessness you are experiencing. You said it felt painful too. I am not experiencing pain, but I experience a lot of boredom.
 
masamune1 said:
I have similar problems like loss of patience and anhedonia. I think that our recovery will be determined by the return of our sexual functions. That's the way I'm thinking of it at this point. It seems like there's a long way to go.

I was the same with girls, just wanted to have sex all day with most girls I saw. Now, I can't do anything and do not get aroused.

Right now, I'm also gaining a bit of weight and I am not even eating that much.

I'd be concerned with the restlessness you are experiencing. You said it felt painful too. I am not experiencing pain, but I experience a lot of boredom.
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The restlessness is not painful physically, but the fact of sitting doing nothing drives me crazy.
Before the injections I could sit all day doing nothing and it didn't bother me, I found it to be enjoyable.

Sexual function is a good indication for recovery, yes.
But that's only the physical aspect of it, the mental like anhedonia will probably take longer unfortunately.
I find myself extremely bored with this anhedonia, so for me, I'm hoping it will be resolved first.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
The restlessness is not painful physically, but the fact of sitting doing nothing drives me crazy.
Before the injections I could sit all day doing nothing and it didn't bother me, I found it to be enjoyable.

Sexual function is a good indication for recovery, yes.
But that's only the physical aspect of it, the mental like anhedonia will probably take longer unfortunately.
I find myself extremely bored with this anhedonia, so for me, I'm hoping it will be resolved first.
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I see what you're saying now. I can relate with your situation a lot, we're like on the same boat.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
You're lucky to just get 2, I got 7.
You'll probably recover sooner than me.
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I can't believe the doctor wrote me a prescription to take it monthly after I got discharged. I am just glad I didn't get court ordered. I didn't even go to any doctor ever since getting discharged. One thing scares me is ending up in a psych ward again, because they can inject me with their poisons against my will.

I don't think I'll recover sooner than you. I think what matters is the time off from last shot. So we are on the same boat.
 
masamune1 said:
I can't believe the doctor wrote me a prescription to take it monthly after I got discharged. I am just glad I didn't get court ordered. I didn't even go to any doctor ever since getting discharged. One thing scares me is ending up in a psych ward again, because they can inject me with their poisons against my will.

I don't think I'll recover sooner than you. I think what matters is the time off from last shot. So we are on the same boat.
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I hope that's true.
 
Has anyone ate pistachios recently? Every time I eat it my brain goes numb. I did some research and it contains melatonin, which is anti-dopamine, so it might be lowering what's already low.

Do certain foods make anyone else feel like shit?
 
masamune1 said:
Has anyone ate pistachios recently? Every time I eat it my brain goes numb. I did some research and it contains melatonin, which is anti-dopamine, so it might be lowering what's already low.

Do certain foods make anyone else feel like shit?
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I don't think dopamine is low, it's just that the receptors are blocked, so almost no dopamine binds really.
 
I'm bored as fuck. Nothing entertains me anymore, I have to force myself to do everything. That anhedonia shit is the toughest of all side effects, trust me.
 
Hey Y'all IF YOU ARE HERE AND YOU GOT SHOT WITH INVEGA SUSTENNA, TRUST ME YOU ARE LUCKY AS FUCK. I WAS HERE A WHILE AGO. YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN BY GOD FOR A VERY VERY GREAT CAUSE. YOU ARE BEING PREPARED FOR SOMETHING GREAT. YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN! THE LUCKY FEW. TRUST ME, I WAS HERE A WHILE AGO. YOU ARE LEADERS. THE END OF YOUR SUFFERING IS NEAR. GIVE THANKS TO GOD. MAY GOD BLESS YOU MY BROTHERS. I LOVE YOU ALL.
 
Koolio254 said:
Hey Y'all IF YOU ARE HERE AND YOU GOT SHOT WITH INVEGA SUSTENNA, TRUST ME YOU ARE LUCKY AS FUCK. I WAS HERE A WHILE AGO. YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN BY GOD FOR A VERY VERY GREAT CAUSE. YOU ARE BEING PREPARED FOR SOMETHING GREAT. YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN! THE LUCKY FEW. TRUST ME, I WAS HERE A WHILE AGO. YOU ARE LEADERS. THE END OF YOUR SUFFERING IS NEAR. GIVE THANKS TO GOD. MAY GOD BLESS YOU MY BROTHERS. I LOVE YOU ALL.
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I wouldn't say lucky.
 
Syntax said:
yo what makes you say that? what happened? you recovered from your shot?
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Yes I did, easily. But it was hard work. I got shot 4 times in early march 2021. I suffered for one year straight: no sleep, no rest, anhedonia, suffering, humiliation, basically anything and everything you can imagine happened to. I'm from Kenya, Africa so you can imagine. Then, after all was said and done, I was ready to kill myself. Then, God came and picked me up. He introduced to a healer, a natural healer. But my body was too exhausted to do anything. Before we did anything, I had to check into a rehab centre. That was December 21st 2021. I stayed there for three months with my fellow patients.It was sort of a hotel/resort/holiday area, I think. While I was there they gave a concotion of pills: mainly seroquel for sleep, vitamin c i think for increasing appetite. It didnt do anything to dispel invega from my system, but at least I could sleep, lie a human being. While I was there we got taught the word of God for three months(comedy comes in threes lol), and I was taught positive thinking. When I left the rehab I met with my healer with had met back in December. He told me one thing which changed my life for ever: as above so below, as within. Basically what you feel inside or what you think is what you create outside of you. I was introduced to the works of Hermes Trismegistus ( https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=The+Kybalion ), ( https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=the+golden+tractate+of+hermes+trismegistus ), ( https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=the+most+holy+trinosophia ). So I set out to change my thoughts from negative thinking to positive thinking, period. ALL day every day. I sought to fight invega tooth and nail. It takes 21 days to form a habit, and 90 more days( 3 months to make it subconcious. I stayed away from all media including phones. It was an ordous, no work for frail hearts. I started noticing changes one and a half months in. My cells began to vibrate from positive thinking; I noticed when I would go to the toilet to piss I pissed white precipitate bubbles in powdery form of invega sustenna. I never missed a single day. I was exhausted, but I was happy. I had HOPE , which pushed me forward. It has been 6 months now. Im completely healed. I sleep effortlessly, Im back to my best, infact even smarter. You can tell by my writing. Infact there's more my people! After all is said and done you discover a new power within you, my people. I'll reveal to it you later. I'm here to tell you that healing is possible; infact the speed of healing is up to you. Once you realize that things happen for you and not to you. Ask yourself: Out of 7 Billion how many people have really with shot with invega? How unlucky are you. Actually it is the opposite; you are one of the luckiest people ever. There is no one who is fatherless or motherless in this universe. Infact everyone who has ever stepped in a psychiatric hospital is a genius in one way or another. I beleieve it will be easy for you to understand the works of Hermes Trismegistus, unlike other people. I can go forever. You are on of the few chosen ones. Feeling and thoughts is everything according Quantum Physics. I have proven this for myself. I love y'all to death my brothers. Soon I shall the kiss of peace f peace to my brothers. As within, So without. Shalom.
 
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