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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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Gdvffh said:
So ive been off meds since like may and ive taken an injection for a year due to cto. I might be doing better idk. Now i go for at least an hour a walk a day. More like hour 20, i just started this week doing 6 sets with a 20 pound dumbell, like bicep curls and tricep curls. I also try and go to the sauna every other day. I want to wuit smoking too as i think its bad for you. I dont think im recovered or wnything but i have.more willpower to do things. Even if it may take some time for me to go for that hour walk.
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Your slowly getting there bro. Great job on getting out there and walking when you can. Your winning the fight keep going! I believe in you that you can quit smoking successfully too. The fact that you have more willpower means your brain chemistry is making positive progress. Even if it takes you some time to hit up that walk your a fucking champion dude. Much respect and love and healing sending your way. You got this, it’s only going to keep improving for you. Thanks for taking the courage to share what’s going on with you.
 
Dre87 said:
I went out to the bars and other places last year and got 4 numbers, none of them went anywhere though, they were all decent looking. I used to be into that PUA pickup artist shit a while ago, this whole last year when I was on the injection though all I really did was work at Subway for like 5 months and then jack shit, I'm just now coming back to life right now. I didn't have the balls to leave the state and be homeless, but now Im still alive and I want to just start fucking shit up, I've been robbed of years of my life..I don't want to even be a victim about it.

If nothing else I can work at the moving company I was doing stuff part time before, as well as this other small one this dude has, I can see if I can do something with software testing just online from home since I got the certificate some months ago just didn't do anything with it yet. Maybe try to get SSI disability for my 'disorder', though after all those injections maybe I am really mentally ill now, ha..Now maybe they can pay for it in that way, and find a way to scam it where I can still work a job as well as get the disability checks, go to check cashing places and use cash only or only card up to a certain amount or something. I can change my last name to my mother's last name and when looking to get a job and doing a background check, where they ask if you've ever had any other last names just don't say anything, are they really going to come out and arrest you for that? Doubt it..Start a new life as secret agent man..Hey this is the post-Covid world remember that, this is not regular world anymore..
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Just an FYI, in the US you can receive Disability payments and still work. They limit your income from work to something like $1200 to $1300 per month. If you earn more than that from a job, they will allow it to occur for 9 months before taking away your Disability benefits. If you work and your income is taxed then it is pretty much impossible to circumvent this system because Social Security has access to records on your taxable earnings.

If you changed your name to your mother's last name and not also your social security number, then that would be a waste of time. My recommendation is to be honest and keep under the maximum allowed income and see if it's enough to survive on that.
 
I've tried to do some pull ups today, I could barely do 2. Before the injections I was highly active, I could do at least 15 pull ups and was working out on a regular basis.
It seems that Xeplion makes you weak physically too.
I hope that by the time I recover, I'll also win my energy and physical strength back.
 
Hey guys! I’m 2 months & 26 days off the shot, & I actually feel a little better. From what I’ve read it’s not common to see any improvement yet but I’m excited! My Anhedonia is definitely still there, but is like half as bad as usual, I’m getting to a point where I can talk normal-ish, & I don’t feel quite a crushing dysphoria. Physically my body doesn’t hurt quite as much as it was, & I’m not really noticing anymore Akathisia, but I still have no energy. I started feeling better after I took 10mg of hydrocodone, but I’m not sure if that is why or not. It’s been like 5 days since.
 
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27th July was my last shot of invega. I have not slept a night since then even with high doses of Melatonin and magnesium. Just last week I started on Aniracetam a kind of smart drug, and although it has left me with some confusion, I have managed to sleep every second night for a few hours. Dreams are all over the place. Worth a try if you are struggling with insomnia.
 
I hope next year weed will start working on me again. But I think we might get out of here very soon.
 
It is very disempowering to identify with any mental disorder label and diagnosis that they give you, also telling people out in public or at work or anywhere that you have a mental disorder is usually never a good thing..Everything that they tell you is wrong.
 
Just for record i got recommended to take agmatine. They say it helps with motivation. I do do more in the day so perhaps its the agmatine helping me out. I bought like a 2 month supply for 28 bucks canadian. So you guys might want to try that.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I've tried to do some pull ups today, I could barely do 2. Before the injections I was highly active, I could do at least 15 pull ups and was working out on a regular basis.
It seems that Xeplion makes you weak physically too.
I hope that by the time I recover, I'll also win my energy and physical strength back.
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You're right. I feel physically weak also. I can't walk as much as I used to and my body feels heavy.
 
Gdvffh said:
Solo per la cronaca mi è stato consigliato di prendere l'agmatina. Dicono che aiuta con la motivazione. Faccio di più durante il giorno, quindi forse è l'agmatina ad aiutarmi. Ho comprato come una fornitura di 2 mesi per 28 dollari canadesi. Quindi voi ragazzi potreste voler provare quello.
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and a vasodilator I tried for natural bodybuilding. similar to atginine and citrulline. I don't think it's useful for the adverse effects of poison
 
Maybe this site has too much 'toxic masculinity' in it and is a bit to the right of Marx..
 
Dre87 said:
Maybe this site has too much 'toxic masculinity' in it and is a bit to the right of Marx..
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Only thread i follow is this one, i hate words like toxic masculinity. It just censors speech and makes everyond walk on eggshells.
 
What is your guys' dose of st John's wort? I am currently taking 600 mg per day. Want to get this poison out of my system ASAP but without overdoing it with SJW. I weigh 180 lbs btw.
 
Okay everyone, we need to tone it down. Using vulgar words to refer to women needs to stop yesterday. If you want to talk about "red pill" conspiracy theories, take it to The Dive. If you want to post music videos, we have a thread for that here in The Dark Side.

We need to all stay on topic and keep this thread on the subject of Invega. Off topic posts are subject to editing/deletion and after this warning, repeat offenders are subject to infractions. Thanks for your cooperation.
 
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