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Comin off ain't no joke!!

Your welcome, I find talking to other opiates addict during our hard times is the best, my husband gets it but not really.... I'm working on getting into a detox, maintaining until then unfortunately.... I'm so glad I found bluelight, now I have a world to vent to about everything, lol... Stay strong
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Ive got a girl who is also an h addict so she gets it but she only gives me sympathy in person cause like, if Im writhing around on a bed thrashing about shes gonna rub my back, but if i hit her up looking for support like shes my sponser ,"i had to be sick and take care of a 2 year old." yeah okay I get it< dont bother me with all the things i dont bother you with> but ya know, only an addict knows how hard it really is and how much pitymongering can be a factor.
 
I feel u man...you're fortunate, I can't even get mine to give me a backrub lol. But in her defense, she's holdin down the financial part of all of this by workin 12's in a factory, so I can't expect much on that end of it, I get it. But for God's sake, have a little f'n empathy. Sorry, got carried away & had to vent
 
damn how many days a week, when i was really cakin i was doing between 10 and 14 hours a day seven days a week cutting meat at a steakhouse. i rode a bike or walked there too, shit was like 2 miles away. That was right before i started using every day. That didnt come till i was reunemployed.
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, empathy is golden.
 
Yeah, empathy is golden bud! Can't get it @ home lol. Anyhow, I can relate, trust me... I'm a Building Inspector ( on short term disability now). I just had to take the time off of work to heal my mind/body. There was no way I could function @ the level I needed to in order to perform properly. I think I'm up to like 3 weeks since I've been to work & I miss it....got cabin fever bad. Sounds like you've got a similar situation, with the up's & downs of all this shit & the girl probs to boot. Today's gonna be a bad day here...no sleep last night due to no mj & and a crying baby lol. I ordered some red kratom that's supposed to be here tomorrow, sure hope it works! The mj is the ONLY thing that's keeping my shit together right now & I'm out to boot ? Got any advice on what's worked for you?... Stay strong my friend!!
 
I never tried it but a friend of mine swears by immodium, I generally turn to weed Xanax, seroquil to sleep, I feel like there's really nothing better than subs. But uh.. Good movies to distract you. It's so hard to get past the tantrum you throw in your head when its time to quit and you don't really want to but I say get past that and the restless limb part and you're pretty well off to a good start.
 
I'm new here… and a long term opiate addict as well. I hope the kratom helps you out! I have personally found some decent relief from large doses of Imodium and good quality kratom. I'm pretty far into the paws stage by now… but continue to take kratom daily. It is slightly addictive in its own right. But I gotta do what I gotta do to keep from relapsing… so far it's working great! Kills the paws!
 
Glad you guys can relate. I just recently got some of the red vein kratom strain, & found that about 6 grams does the trick in the morning. Unfortunately, due to the short half-life, I have to resist taking any more until bed time. I agree with you Karma, IMO there are some mild withdrawals, but definitely not as bad as the hard stuff. It seems to greatly help with the mental part of paws! Also eases my physical pain (although how much of that is psychosomatic I'm not sure. Mix some of that with some good indica, and enjoy the ride! ?
 
Glad to hear it helps you! It's been a real life saver for me. Just wish I knew about it earlier on…
 
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