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Comin atcha from near Baltimore, MD. Trying to control my pain, I fell for drugs!

Slinky1119

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Oct 3, 2012
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Location
Bel Air, MD
It started back about 6 years ago when I suffered from constant tension headaches. My mom gave me some Lortab, and my life changed. It was pretty then, quickly got ugly after finding a doc who writes your scripts like he's taking your order at a restaurant. Cleaned up for a while, my dad dies, followed by my mother and brother in two, separate, horrific tragedies. It was my right (albeit DUMB) to sink back into a downward spiral of Opana, oxycodone, Dilaudid, soma, any benzo I could get my hands on. Another wake up call and I'm already done my Suboxone treatment (it did help temp) ... too much testing, I like to enjoy an occassional "slip"... especially with weed and coke. I just need to stay away from the devil Opana... looovvveee that stuff! Resigned to 2 mg Klonopins 3 Xday now.... yes, I take the 30 days worth in two weeks trying desperately to get a buzz, yes I snort them... I love the way their minty coolness feels. I tend to abuse my vyvance at the same time to keep me from getting sleepy.. Besides that, 40 mg of Remeron and 200 mg of zoloft allow me to give no fuck. Trippin on my snorted ambien when all else fails!
 
just started suboxone 4 days ago,feels good being fresh,but im already planning a few days off,so i can head into the city and have "fun",haha.
 
Well, I hope you enjoy BL and find some helpful info as well as people. There is no lack of either around here. ;)

I just relapsed after finishing up 2 rounds of inpatient treatment for IV heroin/opiates and drugs in general. I'll be starting suboxone via a legit Doc next week. Good thing is he allows patients to smoke pot and take benzos if already prescribed by a knowledgeable Dr. I think I will do pretty well with this plan. Good luck to you in your current and continued transition.
 
Wow, u been thru a lot , but u already no what yr doin, I spend a lot of time in "the dark side" check it out if you get a chance, a lot of support there :!
 
hey,maybe you can help me,im new and having quite a lot of trouble finding the heroin threads,is there a specific area dedicated to kit and its users,or ex users?
cheers


Well, I hope you enjoy BL and find some helpful info as well as people. There is no lack of either around here. ;)

I just relapsed after finishing up 2 rounds of inpatient treatment for IV heroin/opiates and drugs in general. I'll be starting suboxone via a legit Doc next week. Good thing is he allows patients to smoke pot and take benzos if already prescribed by a knowledgeable Dr. I think I will do pretty well with this plan. Good luck to you in your current and continued transition.
 
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