It went well. I took 15 mgs and had a wonderful trip. Although my good time was followed by an un-usual event during the come-down....
Ill try to describe this experience. I have another
thread about this feeling.
Every time I have taken a hard drug since Christmas it has done this weird thing to my body, psychedelics or stimulants or whatever else it does this same thing...
First it feels like all of my senses become one, everything blurs into everything. I cant feel my body anymore, the only thing i can feel is air not passing through me. I feel like an empty shell with hyper senses. There doesn't seem to be gravity but im still stuck to the ground. touching myself feels the same as looking at myself, as does pain, hunger, thirst, my pulse, and my oxygen levels.
I filled my mouth with water and i couldn't feel anything besides the outer layer of skin that was only felt because air couldn't pass through it, I felt the water floating where my mouth should be and it didn't exist in a certain spot when i moved my tongue.
Also I put a cigarette in my mouth, i couldn't feel my lips pucker around it, or my cheeks suck in when i puffed it, nor could i feel my tongue. My lungs were only felt when they were full and then they vanished again.
It felt so alien.... Honestly it felt like the only things that existed were my 5 senses, and the rest was physically there but I could not feel it....
Being a living organism is so much more than 5 senses, without proper unbalance in these senses it is VERY difficult to function properly.
I can go into further detail if you wish but it seems to reset my body. After I went to sleep and woke up all of my muscles had 0% tension. [including my heart (This scares me)] Its really good though, it feels like i have greater full control ever everything inside me. Also my energy is perfectly distributed. I feel like I was reborn.
During the rebirth process i can feel random tiny fragments [that feel to exist more than my other senses] PAINFULLY rebuild themselves all over my body and once they begin to fully take shape my senses unbalanced themselves to normal again, leaving me relaxed and refreshed.
I am worried about how relaxed my heart is, I still have a heartbeat but it seems softer than normal.
This has happened maybe 5 times now on different substances my body is familiar with, I have never had a problem with them prior to Christmas.
I think i'm quitting drugs though as even marijuana seems to be really messing with my heartbeat...
Also I have lost the pulse in my chest where it should be, it seems to be like hiding behind the muscle and it feels abnormal.
I can feel my pulse in my wrist and my neck a lot clearer and my heart seems to flutter frequently.