It's not so much that I feel the dope right after, but it makes me stop feeling shitty from the subs. I really do think it was a placebo effect. I expected to get sick without dope and therefore I did. I was always afraid I didn't wait long enough after doing dope and read all the horror stories about PW, so I convinced myself it was happening;
It wasn't getting me high, so in answer to your question, yes I want to stop using dope, I just couldn't handle being sick. I have an extremely demanding job - 7 days a week, 10+ hours a day, and essentially run the company answering only to the owners. So I really can't afford to be dope sick
That being said, I think I'm over the hump - yesterday was pretty good, and today was a breeze with 4mg in the morning and another 4mg in the afternoon. I don't want to feel high from the subs or dope anymore - just not miserable
I also picked up all the OTC "miracle" remedies too - Immodium like you said (loperamide), some Thera Flu (DXM), and some sleep aids (diphenhydramine). If I have another panic attack I'll swallow a bunch of that stuff to get through it
Let me know how the loperamide works out for you
It wasn't getting me high, so in answer to your question, yes I want to stop using dope, I just couldn't handle being sick. I have an extremely demanding job - 7 days a week, 10+ hours a day, and essentially run the company answering only to the owners. So I really can't afford to be dope sick
That being said, I think I'm over the hump - yesterday was pretty good, and today was a breeze with 4mg in the morning and another 4mg in the afternoon. I don't want to feel high from the subs or dope anymore - just not miserable
I also picked up all the OTC "miracle" remedies too - Immodium like you said (loperamide), some Thera Flu (DXM), and some sleep aids (diphenhydramine). If I have another panic attack I'll swallow a bunch of that stuff to get through it
Let me know how the loperamide works out for you