I also get mildly euphoric in the first 30 minutes after vaping. But it never comes back with redosing. So after taking many hits (about 200-300mg in 6 hours), I really was bugged by the rather strong stimulation, but unlike amphetamine, it provided no positive energy which i could have used for learning, or anything else. The euphoria from amphetamine is quite a subtle, but distinct one, which makes me do many things I have been procrastinating.
After waiting 4 hours after the last hit, I decided to pop 6-APB. As I am currently taking antidepressants (40mg Citalopram daily) I was of course very careful with dosing, especially, because there was yet another stimulant in my system.
T+00: Split a "benzo fury"-pellet in two halfs and swallowed half a pill (about 50mg).
T+30: feeling cold shivers and start yawning quite heavily, definite come-up.
T+60: The effects should have unfolded yet, but they did only very mildly (mild visual distortions and mild euphoria). Not bad for 50mg, but I of course wanted the whole experience.
T+65: My pulse is getting quite high (150 bpm), I decide to take 0,6mg Lorazepam sublingually.
T+80: Still not satisfied, I take the other half of the pill.
T+120: Now visuals get more pronounced and nice euphoria settles in. I decide that this is still not what I have been searching for (usually my experience with 6-APB was much more intense). I begin feeling to feel really confused and can not make a straight thought, but in a good sort of way. Reading becomes very difficult.
T+130: My temperature is concerning me, as I feel really hot. I check it, it is at about 38°C, which is not unusual for MDMAesque drug.
T+135: After I give up reading random threads in Bluelight, because it got so difficult, I search for something involving less intellect, so I end in a night-long porn-wank session.
T+180: Add another 50mg to my intoxication. Walking and physical balance are very challening at the moment, but I'm not sure, which drug I shall contribute this to. Propably it's the Lorazepam.
T+220: Feeling very euphoric and out of it completely. Cannot think a straight human thought, all is very psychedelic and confusing. Still watching my porn.
T+240: Swallow the residual 50mg, plus another 0,6mg Lorazepam.
T+280: euphoria stays constant, but I get even more confused. My temperature seems to have risen again, so I check it. It is at 38,5°C, so nothing to worry about. Pulse is at a constant 120 bpm, so not that bad either.
T+285: Go to the toilet, but urinating is not possible.
T+305: After waiting 20 minutes, I finnaly accomplish urinating with quite an effort.
T+325: It is already 5am, so I take another 1,2mg Lorazepam, as I want to have some sleep in the morning.
T+345: Now having a huge lack of motor control.
T+380: Go to bed and fall asleep after about 20 minutes.
When I wake up, I feel quite refreshed, no after-effects whatsoever.
The time scale is propably not exact, as I did this completely from my memories and did not write an actual real-time trip report.
I still wonder, why in my whole trip, I have been so out of it and confused. Is it the lorazepam, or the combination of 6-APB and and an antidepressant?
