cold, old and alone.

[rewiiired]

Excuse my wary heart
and my broken, spinning mind.
I feel a clock wind down,
am I running out of time?

Do you see me there, pale and
transfixed beneath the moon,
covered by an iris of stars
that scream out to me and you?

I'm so thirsty, dear, and
it seems you have what I need:
a beautiful mind behind beautiful eyes
and emotions and a body all which
drive me fucking crazy.

Every time I get close,
why do you push away?
Every time I give up and dream,
why do you come back and
kick me awake?

This fucking hurts,
and you know that I want you,
but it seems you don't want me,
then it seems you do.

Excuse my wary heart
and my broken, spinning mind.
I feel a clock wind down,
and I'm only twenty-five.

I may live on forever, but
there's something dying inside
something on it's last leg
that I want you to revive.

Do you see me there, burned but
there beneath the blazing sun,
cradled by an iris of clouds
free and forever young?

I don't want to be cold, old and alone,
and I'm afraid I might need someone.
I don't want to be cold, old and alone,
sometimes I think you could be the one.

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

I almost always read your work and I awlays enjoy it, its so "just right" sometimes that I don't actually know what to say. This one really hit home for me, had I this clarity a long while back things may have been a whole lot different for me.

Thank You.

 

[cherub]

Lovely put.,.. rewired you have always had a way of making words flow together well with a deep meaning behind all of them.

Figuring out our future and questioning what happens seems to be a norm in life. Great work!

 

[RareForm]

I really like this, I've been feeling a bit of this myself lately...

 

[Rollingrrl]

Absolutely beautiful. So many things weigh on my mind when I read this, and something jerked in my heart at the last lines. thanks for sharing. {{{{rewiired}}}

 

[neverwas]

I'm so thirsty, dear, and
it seems you have what I need:
a beautiful mind behind beautiful eyes
and emotions and a body all which
drive me fucking crazy.

Every time I get close,
why do you push away?
Every time I give up and dream,
why do you come back and
kick me awake?

hun, your writting is one of the top peoples i like to read in here u always write with truth and honesty and emotions. i think everyone who reads ur work takes a lil bit out of it for themselves somehow. thats what makes a good writter