coke and how if I dont stop it will ruin my life.

[a bad nice guy]

so I got a guy whos getting me some great fucking coke. (Id say like 90% pure, not hard to find great coke in Peru). and now before I IV it (i IV coke, btw), I take a dramamine and I almost dont get a comedown, at least not a nasty one.
but this will ruin my life, im feeling, because its so good its hard to stop using...
I dont know what to do, how to stop? Im seeing, when im not high, that my life will become only cocaine and I dont want that.
maybe the shot I have already prepared will be my last. Ill try.
sorry if this is in the wrong section or something...
btw, any tips on stopping hard (that produces too much pleasure/rush) before you get addicted? I guess im only psychologicaly addicted to it right now...

 

[_a_A_C_c_]

i am going to send this over to the dark side. there is a really supportive group of people there who can help you get over the psychological aspects of using.

if you need to respond to this thread, you can post in anon posting. just make sure you mention that it is a response to this thread.

 

[tackyspiral]

there really isnt much of a physical addiction with cocaine unlike opiates however i have been struggling to its been harder for me to come by opiates and then i turn myself into a pincushion with iv cocaine which isnt good either and i want more now not gonna lie

 

[DonStatus]

Yes it will ruin your life eventually, I've spent 10's of thousands of dollars while I was a coke head. Not that you'll get carried away like I did, but it's best to avoid it if you can.

 

[pastelcircus]

narcotics anonymous. http://www.na.org/ stop while you're ahead.