Codphish66
Greenlighter
Good morning everyone 
My name is Steven and new to this site and I figured this would be a good place to start . I have been an active user for 14 years and I am now at the age of twenty eight . The first few years of use was recreational with a little ganja , meds ,cocaine , and alcohol . Then falling deep down the rabbit hole into the underworld of drugs . For the next ten years I would stay awake on almost an endless supply of amphetamines with the club drugs thrown into the mix it has left me socially withdrawn , slightly paranoid , and in constant need of something to keep my serotonin and dopamine alive . After one conviction and my next serious infraction ( distribution and manu) related . I am now finally clean off the harder substances (11 months clean time) and left with a hardened liver and damaged heart . I am currently using maintenance drugs for my anxiety and pain . I stopped going to pain management in last month and tapered off my oxycodone because I was finding that I could never have enough and ultimately I was hurting more with the meds than without . Up to an average of 160 mg as primary oxy and 20 mg of methadone for breakthrough pain I began to become miserable . Not able to function and going into terrible withdraws if I didnt have what I believed to be a substantial and unnecessary amount of medications . I am now currently searching for healthier ways to feel good and avoid feeling like SHIT All the time . Ive been looking into some research chems and maybe natural remedies to get my health and energy up . We all have our stories many similar to each others . I hope this is helped you understand a little about mine . Much Love , Peace , and Live Well 
My name is Steven and new to this site and I figured this would be a good place to start . I have been an active user for 14 years and I am now at the age of twenty eight . The first few years of use was recreational with a little ganja , meds ,cocaine , and alcohol . Then falling deep down the rabbit hole into the underworld of drugs . For the next ten years I would stay awake on almost an endless supply of amphetamines with the club drugs thrown into the mix it has left me socially withdrawn , slightly paranoid , and in constant need of something to keep my serotonin and dopamine alive . After one conviction and my next serious infraction ( distribution and manu) related . I am now finally clean off the harder substances (11 months clean time) and left with a hardened liver and damaged heart . I am currently using maintenance drugs for my anxiety and pain . I stopped going to pain management in last month and tapered off my oxycodone because I was finding that I could never have enough and ultimately I was hurting more with the meds than without . Up to an average of 160 mg as primary oxy and 20 mg of methadone for breakthrough pain I began to become miserable . Not able to function and going into terrible withdraws if I didnt have what I believed to be a substantial and unnecessary amount of medications . I am now currently searching for healthier ways to feel good and avoid feeling like SHIT All the time . Ive been looking into some research chems and maybe natural remedies to get my health and energy up . We all have our stories many similar to each others . I hope this is helped you understand a little about mine . Much Love , Peace , and Live Well 
