the_ketaman
Bluelighter
I am a young male living in a low-middle class area on the east coast of australia, i moved here from sydney when i was a naieve 11 year old. Now many years later i have learned a great deal of things. I learned at age 12 that i liked alcohol and specifically smoking pot. Age 13 brought speed, DXM, MDMA and valium.
Age 14 brought codeine, xanax, ketamine and probably other drugs too. And age 15 brough me Oxycodone and LSD my saviours.
I sit here reminiscing, thinking of my life, good and bad, listening to music i would usually say is "gay" or some other immature word, the reason i can identify this is i have had 120mg of codeine ( a dosage i would probably call gay too).
i think opiates can really bring you back to earth. All the stress that I and most other humans living in this world go though can sometimes get to your head and create a continous cycle of depression, whether it be because they dont like their job, family or relationship problems sometimes its drug problems and other times its finantial. Taking this codeine has made me realise who i am and has broken the cycle of depression and destruction, it almost sounds like something a psychedelic would do to your mind, but i am remembering so many aspects of who i am and what i live for, sometimes i can act so hypocritical but i believe people shold stick to their choices and beliefs but i cant say i do, i wish i could.
I was at a friends house before, a few other friends were also there. It felt great to talk to everyone and i had a big smile on my face the whole time. codeine is a good social drug I think. I told my friends that I took codeine and the reaction was much different than when i had oxycontin, with oxy i was a junky, but everyone wanted some of my codeine, too bad none left, if i had more i would have taken a much higher dose.
Smoking pot with codeine is also nice, somepeople get headaches but i have been smoking pot the whole time and it almost makes you nod, but still so far away. After 3 hours Im starting to get the codeine itches which i have never expierienced before, if i was sober the itching would be driving me crazy but its not worrying me too much.
Marilyn Manson is playing, and it sounded quite flat, as im typing this the song changed to some oldschool Greenday and has set an excellent mood, itching has stopped and euphoria is setting back in, head has gone from itchy to nice and tingly. time for a bong.
I am really stoned now, its hard to lift my fingers to type, im smashed thats all i will be able to think for a few minutes...
...my mum just called me and started going crazy for some reason(not coz im high) usually i would have either been angry or depressed during and afterwards but i feel no anger, no depression and no anxiety which i think is excellent, let her go and be sad, you can only let yourself feel the emotion you want to feel.
From now on i think i will just go to sleep, ive got some whipped cream can, i might have a go with them. hope its not too crummy but this is what i feel and what goes through my mind when i take codeine. thanks for reading.
Age 14 brought codeine, xanax, ketamine and probably other drugs too. And age 15 brough me Oxycodone and LSD my saviours.
I sit here reminiscing, thinking of my life, good and bad, listening to music i would usually say is "gay" or some other immature word, the reason i can identify this is i have had 120mg of codeine ( a dosage i would probably call gay too).
i think opiates can really bring you back to earth. All the stress that I and most other humans living in this world go though can sometimes get to your head and create a continous cycle of depression, whether it be because they dont like their job, family or relationship problems sometimes its drug problems and other times its finantial. Taking this codeine has made me realise who i am and has broken the cycle of depression and destruction, it almost sounds like something a psychedelic would do to your mind, but i am remembering so many aspects of who i am and what i live for, sometimes i can act so hypocritical but i believe people shold stick to their choices and beliefs but i cant say i do, i wish i could.
I was at a friends house before, a few other friends were also there. It felt great to talk to everyone and i had a big smile on my face the whole time. codeine is a good social drug I think. I told my friends that I took codeine and the reaction was much different than when i had oxycontin, with oxy i was a junky, but everyone wanted some of my codeine, too bad none left, if i had more i would have taken a much higher dose.
Smoking pot with codeine is also nice, somepeople get headaches but i have been smoking pot the whole time and it almost makes you nod, but still so far away. After 3 hours Im starting to get the codeine itches which i have never expierienced before, if i was sober the itching would be driving me crazy but its not worrying me too much.
Marilyn Manson is playing, and it sounded quite flat, as im typing this the song changed to some oldschool Greenday and has set an excellent mood, itching has stopped and euphoria is setting back in, head has gone from itchy to nice and tingly. time for a bong.
I am really stoned now, its hard to lift my fingers to type, im smashed thats all i will be able to think for a few minutes...
...my mum just called me and started going crazy for some reason(not coz im high) usually i would have either been angry or depressed during and afterwards but i feel no anger, no depression and no anxiety which i think is excellent, let her go and be sad, you can only let yourself feel the emotion you want to feel.
From now on i think i will just go to sleep, ive got some whipped cream can, i might have a go with them. hope its not too crummy but this is what i feel and what goes through my mind when i take codeine. thanks for reading.
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