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Same basic facts about myself: I'm 15 yrs old, Israeli,and very intresred about psychoactives, the connection and affection between the mind and body and bio feedback therapy. This is my first trip report, hope you enjoy
Last night my grandparents celebrated 50 years of marriage at a nice small resturant filled with good food, nice elderly guest and of course an open bar
The following morning we came over for some breakfast with them to celebrate in a more intimate manner. Now I assume that you all know by now that old people always have the best medicine, and after receiving permission (from grama) to look around a bit. I decided to hit the medicine cabinet. After an intensive investigation the only slightly 'rec' drugs I found were a few packs of lorazepam (a mediocre benzo to my taste). Now I know everyone has got a different stand when it comes to stealing medicine from people. I personally would never ever steal someone else's medicine if I knew that they need them in order to get by or if they where expensive; luckily I'm almost positive grama isn't addicted to loranzepam, and additionally she had hundreds of them (from a long time ago they where all dust and shit, you could tell she hasn't touched them in years. So hey, what the fuck.
I took 16 1mg pills out of the pack. I do not use benzos regularly but a little to often, so I still have some mild tolerance, I guess. right away I swallowed 10. The next two hours where spent playing cards with grama and just talking about what's on our mind, meanwhile I dissolved the other six under my tongue, who ever new chemicals could be so yummy. Prior to this event the most benzos I have consumed at once was 4mg colanzepam. I knew I might have aimed a bit too high with the dose, but besides mood improvements and slight differences in my coordination. I was also being much more talkative then before and even sometimes went a little overboard with a few remarks, but thankfully I managed to maintain basic control. I remember lying down on the coach with my i pod on and listening to some Dylan and Janis jopplin with a huge smirk on my face, I was feeling relaxed, not tired and happy, nice for a change. The only thing that bummed me out was the lack of euphoria. One of good friends had some codeine at his house and was more than willing to hook me up. About an hour later (after my parents drove me over to his, its a few kilometers, defiantly not a walking distance) he greeted with a smile and 220mgs of codeine, what more could you ask for? I downed the codeine with some freshly squeezed grapefruit juice and went downstairs to chill with him in the basement. His basement is the coolest fucking room in the world, psychedelic wallpapers on the walls, amazing modern art every corner and architecturally (sp?) very bizarre. Since the walls aren't white it also has a very dark tone to, it truly looks like something out of a David lynch movie. looks like a great place to trip sometime. I put my I pod on and played Yes- close the edge (brilliant album)
I hope I never forget the feeling that I felt; amazing. I think at this point I started "nodding", and although I have no idea what nodding exactly is I think it's what I was experiencing. I felt as though I was awake and asleep at the time. On one side I would close my eyes and "dream", yet on other side I felt fully aware of my surroundings. I think I actually held a conversation with my friend while "dreaming". It felt like a ying yang of some sort; the perfect balance between the "real" world and the dream world. I felt as if I was at the point in which the two worlds meet(the dream and the real), and as if instead of attacking each other they empowerd and feed off of each other(just like us 'humans' should be doing).
Though I was having a great time my parents where coming to pick me up in about an hour and had to sober up so I snorted 40mg IR ritalin which certainly helped me pick myself up a bit and get ready. I usually avoid stimulants because I hate the side effects, but since I took 16 mg lorazepam I assumed the comedown won't be too bad. I sure was right, no come down at all. I feel as though my Saturday binge somehow turned out to be a lot more thought provoking then I was expecting, maybe even eye opening is a way.
I have taken 200mgs of codeine before, but have never seamed to gain much out of it in my past experiences; I think the grapefruit juice and the ativan made a huge difference. Over all I'm very satisfied with the experience. Thank for reading and feel free to crtisize
) Well, sorry but the confusion that has been made. I would appreciate it if you'd give my report another shot Same basic facts about myself: I'm 15 yrs old, Israeli,and very intresred about psychoactives, the connection and affection between the mind and body and bio feedback therapy. This is my first trip report, hope you enjoy
Last night my grandparents celebrated 50 years of marriage at a nice small resturant filled with good food, nice elderly guest and of course an open bar
The following morning we came over for some breakfast with them to celebrate in a more intimate manner. Now I assume that you all know by now that old people always have the best medicine, and after receiving permission (from grama) to look around a bit. I decided to hit the medicine cabinet. After an intensive investigation the only slightly 'rec' drugs I found were a few packs of lorazepam (a mediocre benzo to my taste). Now I know everyone has got a different stand when it comes to stealing medicine from people. I personally would never ever steal someone else's medicine if I knew that they need them in order to get by or if they where expensive; luckily I'm almost positive grama isn't addicted to loranzepam, and additionally she had hundreds of them (from a long time ago they where all dust and shit, you could tell she hasn't touched them in years. So hey, what the fuck.
I took 16 1mg pills out of the pack. I do not use benzos regularly but a little to often, so I still have some mild tolerance, I guess. right away I swallowed 10. The next two hours where spent playing cards with grama and just talking about what's on our mind, meanwhile I dissolved the other six under my tongue, who ever new chemicals could be so yummy. Prior to this event the most benzos I have consumed at once was 4mg colanzepam. I knew I might have aimed a bit too high with the dose, but besides mood improvements and slight differences in my coordination. I was also being much more talkative then before and even sometimes went a little overboard with a few remarks, but thankfully I managed to maintain basic control. I remember lying down on the coach with my i pod on and listening to some Dylan and Janis jopplin with a huge smirk on my face, I was feeling relaxed, not tired and happy, nice for a change. The only thing that bummed me out was the lack of euphoria. One of good friends had some codeine at his house and was more than willing to hook me up. About an hour later (after my parents drove me over to his, its a few kilometers, defiantly not a walking distance) he greeted with a smile and 220mgs of codeine, what more could you ask for? I downed the codeine with some freshly squeezed grapefruit juice and went downstairs to chill with him in the basement. His basement is the coolest fucking room in the world, psychedelic wallpapers on the walls, amazing modern art every corner and architecturally (sp?) very bizarre. Since the walls aren't white it also has a very dark tone to, it truly looks like something out of a David lynch movie. looks like a great place to trip sometime. I put my I pod on and played Yes- close the edge (brilliant album)
I hope I never forget the feeling that I felt; amazing. I think at this point I started "nodding", and although I have no idea what nodding exactly is I think it's what I was experiencing. I felt as though I was awake and asleep at the time. On one side I would close my eyes and "dream", yet on other side I felt fully aware of my surroundings. I think I actually held a conversation with my friend while "dreaming". It felt like a ying yang of some sort; the perfect balance between the "real" world and the dream world. I felt as if I was at the point in which the two worlds meet(the dream and the real), and as if instead of attacking each other they empowerd and feed off of each other(just like us 'humans' should be doing).
Though I was having a great time my parents where coming to pick me up in about an hour and had to sober up so I snorted 40mg IR ritalin which certainly helped me pick myself up a bit and get ready. I usually avoid stimulants because I hate the side effects, but since I took 16 mg lorazepam I assumed the comedown won't be too bad. I sure was right, no come down at all. I feel as though my Saturday binge somehow turned out to be a lot more thought provoking then I was expecting, maybe even eye opening is a way.
I have taken 200mgs of codeine before, but have never seamed to gain much out of it in my past experiences; I think the grapefruit juice and the ativan made a huge difference. Over all I'm very satisfied with the experience. Thank for reading and feel free to crtisize
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