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Cocaine Snorted .7 Gram - Experienced - Why?

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I started writing this about 20 minutes after i snorted my first line. I probably did .2 of 'good' quality before i started writing. Let me know what you think please, i tried to capture the experience, thought, and feeling as much as possible. This is my first trip report on anything.

5:45 Why?

Is this good?

My head feels good. Numbish. Im too scared to leave my room.

It's hard to concentrate on one thing but i want to concentrate on everything.

5:50

I want to know everything... Dont I?

Am not I above every other person?

I sure feel smarter, better.... above. The logical part of me knows that isnt true.

5:55 I think ill take another bump.

7:00 (matchstick size line)

I feel it instantly. That... pull, smell, overwhelming...

While Im doing this its all i am. Coke enter brain. Brain feel.....?

I don't know the word but whatever it is, its fading into a plateau that i was at previously.

6:05 Why?

I keep asking if this is worth it.

This is what i strive for. This is why i bought it. This is why i put it up my nose.

Why?

Tomorrow will I think otherwise? I'm trying to do the math.

$25 for a .7 of 'good stuff', a "high" (whatever that means), a crash, a runny nose, a further damaged nose. A neurochemical 'shake up' that will take a day or two to go back to normal. Possible damage neurochemicaly based on how you define it.

Paranoia.

6:10 Ill do some more (another match tick line a little bigger then the one before)

Why cant i do this? Why am i not allowed to? Why do i feel so guilty?

Im finishing up my last semester of community college a semester early.

Im transfering to an ivy league school next fall.

Im goiing to be off from class for 9 months since im taking next semester off though, that is what i fear. That this is all i will do.

6:18 ill do more, more then before for sure (did 1.5X previous amount)

6:21 Im there and.... there it goes...

Why do i feel so guilty?

I am a functioning member of society. I go to class every day, help out when i can, do what i can.

Im honest, a seemingly rare characteristic for somebody "like me" But then again in my ultra narcissistic state of mind anything goes.

Who am I? Do I want this?

I crave more now

6:27 let me finish it off (i finish it)

It was worth it. The equation was + EV

I feel it.

I am there.

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I want more.

I know Im going to buy another bag. I know i am but i dont want to.

Im there. Thats why.

I feel it. I dont want it to go away.



"wont you stay the night... cocaine... all around my brain"

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Nice report style.

I know how you feel, but if your going to do cocaine, or any drug for that matter, you need to say "fuck it" and not fight the drug. I used to be extremely paranoid with weed highs but once I realized not to fight it everything became much more enjoyable... especially the weed. Unless something goes wrong, and as long as you aren't pushing aside commitments, if you have already bought the drugs you should relax and save evaluation for once its over and your out of stash. If you have an urge to repeat then your a fan of torturing yourself.

Also, if you blow through .7 grams of cocaine in one hour (5:15- 6:15) your doing way too much too fast. It also sounds like very low purity cocaine.

Why are you doing coke at 5pm all alone? Weird.
 
IntergalacticMagic said:
Nice report style.

I know how you feel, but if your going to do cocaine, or any drug for that matter, you need to say "fuck it" and not fight the drug. I used to be extremely paranoid with weed highs but once I realized not to fight it everything became much more enjoyable... especially the weed. Unless something goes wrong, and as long as you aren't pushing aside commitments, if you have already bought the drugs you should relax and save evaluation for once its over and your out of stash. If you have an urge to repeat then your a fan of torturing yourself.

Also, if you blow through .7 grams of cocaine in one hour (5:15- 6:15) your doing way too much too fast. It also sounds like very low purity cocaine.

Why are you doing coke at 5pm all alone? Weird.
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Thanks for the reply.

I do hear what you are saying, and it sure seems like i am 'fighting' it instead of letting it be and enjoy it.
I actually think that is a major problem i have when i do drugs. Whether it be coke pot or psychedelics, i get too fixative on 'fighting', making sure that nothing goes wrong that i end up paradoxically doing just that and scaring myself. Ultimately ruining the entire experience.

The coke isnt that good quality, i'm sure there is better around. It does happen to be better then the previous batches i have gotten though so i can only imagine what i have been snorting before this guy. Can't be that good.

It is coke though, there is some in there and i am able to go to bed after an hour or so, so i am pretty sure its not just some sort of amphetamine.

As for why alone at 5pm?

Well certainly doing any drugs, ESPECIALLY coke by yourself is bad, much more addictive. I know this but i for some reason prefer it this way. I guess that just goes with my introverted personality type.

Is .7 in an hour (give or take 100mg and 15 minutes) really that much? From what i read people claim to do gram size lines and 8-balls in a night. Maybe they are just dick sizing but it doesnt seem like that much, please let me know if it is.

Again thanks for the reply.
 
.7 is a bit in an hour unless it's shitty coke. a quarter of a gram of good blow will last me an hour or more
 
You people...
Coke isn't the kind of drug where you take a dose, and then write a journal about your "trip."
That kind of gay stuff is for psychadelics.

Here. I'll give you all a standard, end-all, cocaine "trip" report.

T: 0:00 snort a line, ouch kinda burns, kinda smells like nail polish.
T: 0:10 "Wow, I feel great. And that chick looks really hot. I should go talk to her."
T: (sometime next morning, or how ever long it takes you to run out of money) "Wow, I feel like shit. I sure wish I had more blow. And who the fuck is this nasty looking chick lying next to me?!?!"
 
^^ Watch out, it's the thought police! If you don't conform, he'll label you homosexual!

Don't talk shit in here... it's not the place. If someone wants to write a trip report about what they thought about while on coke, so what? What does it matter to you? I fail to understand why you bothered to respond if that's the extent of what you had to say.
 
Binge Artist said:
You people...
Coke isn't the kind of drug where you take a dose, and then write a journal about your "trip."
That kind of gay stuff is for psychadelics.

Here. I'll give you all a standard, end-all, cocaine "trip" report.

T: 0:00 snort a line, ouch kinda burns, kinda smells like nail polish.
T: 0:10 "Wow, I feel great. And that chick looks really hot. I should go talk to her."
T: (sometime next morning, or how ever long it takes you to run out of money) "Wow, I feel like shit. I sure wish I had more blow. And who the fuck is this nasty looking chick lying next to me?!?!"
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You can say that for any drug trip report. that is why the only good ones are for some rare drug or crazy combination, or some well written report. im not saying mine is, i just wrote it becuase i was high on coke and couldnt think of much to do, so i wrote. not having something to do while on coke isnt really that good.

here is one on heroin that im sure if i UTFSE i could find one thats nearly identical

I insert the syringe into one of the few patches of working viens i can find on my right thigh, it takes about 5 pokes beforre i hit it but once i do pull baack the plunger and i see the blood flowing, i shove back down and nearly instantly the euphoric plesaure comes on again and its just so great.

X amount of time later

Im vomiting shaking cant seem to sleep, getting dem junky legs, the monkey on my back the monkey on my back
 
^^^Relax, guys. I enjoyed the report. I was just pointing out that doing coke and then blogging about it is fairly unusual. After all, blogging is a solitary activity, and I can't imagine doing anything of the sort while under the influence of coke. I guess I'm the only one???

Also, the author wanted to know if he captured the essence of a cocaine trip. And my opinion is, even though it was well written, it misses the essence of cocaine, paradoxically, because it WAS written.
 
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I enjoyed it as well.. I haven't used in almost 8 weeks, and I've stayed clean on my own.. and reading this makes me remember what coke really does to you. And I'm glad someone was actually able to put their thoughts into writing (if sometimes I didn't understand them :) ) but that's the whole point. coke jumbles all your thoughts.

I remember one time I did almost half an ounce in one Sunday (day and night)... And I remember feeling exactly like that!! I sat there pretty much monday morning... looking at my bag.. sitting there wondering how i went through that much coke in one day. I remember it wouldn't even go up my nose anymore i was so clogged, and bleeding, and in pain and miserable. atleast you didnt have to experience that bad of pain. But I definitly felt with you. Felt as if I sniffed the line with you :)

Thanks for your insight!
 
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