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Cocaine - New Experience - The Waiting Game

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ilovescripts

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As of late, I've craved a new feeling and couldn't quite place my thumb on it.

Background info: Early twenties, slim female, not very experienced. What I've tried/use: weed, e, shrooms, crack (a 2 day binge about 3 years ago..I don't plan on repeating that ever again....), pipes & various prescriptions. I don't smoke nicotine, and am a social drinker.

I was tired of drinking (so expensive, even when you're a light girl like me! I have a pretty high alcohol tolerance), I didn't want to smoke weed, or pop a benzo. I didn't feel much like rolling so, E was out nor did I want to feel that 'dirty' high that I get from prescription amphetamines so that was out too.

While contemplating my situation, I sought out a new connection. I managed to make a new connection and decided to try them out - I purchased my first 2g.

At first! I was so worried that I'd been shorted, as I can't eye out 2g in little baggies stamped with playboy bunnies. (I'd almost wished that I'd purchased an 8-ball even though I KNOW that would probably be overkill with my tolerance! I just wanted to feel that I'd made a significant purchase. What a silly thought...:)

Upon opening the baggies I didn't notice any distinct chemical smells. In each bag there was 1g (I weighed it with my bakers scale when I got home lol) in the form of a large white rock, with residual white powder that had broken away from the white chunk. I chopped up my stuff and cleaned it, laid it out to dry and called over a friend who 'knows his coke' to join me the following night.

The following day: He chops out some lines. I end up having about .5 chopped up into 4 lines, which I split into half when railing. It feels good in my nose, fluffy with no burning which I was expecting. My initial thoughts after my first line:

Very.
Anti climatic.
Novocaine flavored drip.
Colours are vivid...
I don't feel any more awake than usual?

I end up finishing my .5 in a little over an 1 hour and a half while watching a movie. My feelings didn't change much during that period of time, although I feel that I had a great appreciation for music once my .5 was finished.

Final thoughts: Meh. It's okay. I would use it again but try more to see if I'm missing something. My experienced friend said that it was good stuff....however his lines were much larger than mine, and he finished them in one go instead of splitting them as I had. Maybe I'll do more? We'll see.
 
Seems like you got mostly or if not all novacaine cut coke. Happened to me. But if ur friend says otherwise I might be wrong. Maybe your body just doesn't like coke and you won't get a good from it unless you treat dangerous waters. People OD on this stuff, remember that.

Good coke feels like this:
very euphoric minutes after the line
you feel like talking and doing lots of things
you fell very good body wise
numbness doesn't mean its coke
I always felt like dancing or cleaning or doing whatever as I had such high energy. I was basically burting outta my skin to move and do stuff and had no visuals.


I've done it a few times and can right away tell if the coke is good or shit. Obviously, I advise against repeating the experience, but if you do get a better connect if possible and at least somehow pure coke. It is a fantastic feeling especially the first many times you do it. It's very addicting if its good. I had some weekend binges dew years ago and abut 6 months ago with good coke and let me tell you, what you wrote sound nothing like I experienced on good good. Not that I am advertising doing it or anything.
 
Yeah it sounds like you got weak coke. However, the first time people do coke it's common for them to say "That didn't feel like anything, all I got was numb and jittery". You kind of have to mess around with it a couple of times and get used to the effects - then you really see the umphh of coke.
 
I have tried cocaine on both sides of the states, and although it is better on the west coast, overall I do not like it. I mean sure, who would dislike 20 minute blasts of euphoria.... but to have to endure four hours of hell thereafter, it is just not worth it.
 
Thanks for the replies! It's interesting to hear what other people experienced their first times.

I do feel as though I was jacked because of my underwhelming experience however, I have heard from other casual coke users that the first time isn't as emcompassing as described in trip reports etc. While it is a very underwhelming high ( being a person that likes mild stimulants) I did feel more social, empathetic and appreciative of my company when I was high. I did notice my change of perception but it was nowhere close to what I'd wanted! (I read about godly feelings, notions of being invincible and I want to feel that!) It was very subtle though and for that sort of coin, I was not impressed with what I felt.

I am not sure if I got shit coke because my friend (who has been indulging in coke for 10+ years) said that it was 'okay stuff'. I guess that I will just finish off the rest of my stash in a couple of weeks and update the report if I've noticed any difference.

I am sort of tempted to ask my new connect for Crystal but I don't want to try something soooo risky....yet....

Edit: While doing some reflection, I can understand why users of crack can so easily become addicted. The two day binge that I did a couple years ago showed me that I could fiend for a substance despite my willpower. I am glad that I do not have any connects or the desire to repeat that experience because while I felt soooo fucking perfect when I lit that rock, I felt the lowest of lows 20 seconds later. It was insane. I have strong self control and yet at the beginning of the first night, I found myself fiending for more and begging. Thank goodness that vasoconstriction + mild disassociation began after 3 hours! I hated feeling cold and alone...
 
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Just stay away from meth. I know some people argue for it, but to be on the safe side, I say stay away from most "dirty" drugs, aka heroin, crack - which is good you haven't touched again since - and meth. Cocaine is pretty bad for you to, but as long as you don't get addicted, trying out uncharted waters doesn't hurt too much. Maybe you should try some good psychedelics, like acid or shrooms ;). Good luck!
 
DiZzyBonne said:
Just stay away from meth. I know some people argue for it, but to be on the safe side, I say stay away from most "dirty" drugs, aka heroin, crack - which is good you haven't touched again since - and meth. Cocaine is pretty bad for you to, but as long as you don't get addicted, trying out uncharted waters doesn't hurt too much. Maybe you should try some good psychedelics, like acid or shrooms ;). Good luck!
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What do you define dirty? Addiction? Either way what you said contradicts it self in every way.
 
The come-down off of "good" coke is a difficult one. I find that I get very anxious, my heart is in a lot of pain and I feel really, really angry and irritable. But, on the high I feel wonderful and everything is fantastic.
Gave up two years ago, but had a bit of a relapse in a bar a few weeks ago. I have to say, when I took it again, I was reminded of how I felt 5 years ago when I first got into it - "Was that it?".
The problem with coke is that just a couple of lines is never enough. Fuck that, an 8ball is never enough either.
My friend always adds just a whisper of heroin to his coke to take the edge off but I really wouldn't recommend that. You don't wanna do a River Phoenix. ;)
 
DiZzyBonne said:
Just stay away from meth. I know some people argue for it, but to be on the safe side, I say stay away from most "dirty" drugs, aka heroin, crack - which is good you haven't touched again since - and meth. Cocaine is pretty bad for you to, but as long as you don't get addicted, trying out uncharted waters doesn't hurt too much. Maybe you should try some good psychedelics, like acid or shrooms ;). Good luck!
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you say not to get into crack, and that its alright to test the waters with cocaine as long as she doesn't get addicted.

But have you forgotten that crack is just a different form of COCAINE? what sense does it make to tell someone who has had a fiendy relationship with crack to continue to use cocaine as long as they dont get addicted. Obviously it will be easier for her to get hooked if she gets a new connect based on her experience with rock.

just saying you should watch what advice you give out
 
pilldout said:
you say not to get into crack, and that its alright to test the waters with cocaine as long as she doesn't get addicted.

But have you forgotten that crack is just a different form of COCAINE? what sense does it make to tell someone who has had a fiendy relationship with crack to continue to use cocaine as long as they dont get addicted. Obviously it will be easier for her to get hooked if she gets a new connect based on her experience with rock.

just saying you should watch what advice you give out
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While I agree with you on certain points, I wouldn't necessarily classify my previous usage of crack as fiendish. I have since been offered the substance many times over the past 3 years, however, I just did not like that disassociate feeling that I got, as well as the extreme coldness and vasoconstriction so I don't want to do it. (It is entirely possible to never want to touch a highly addictive substance again. :)) A binge to me, may just be light use to you...but I digress. (No need to argue about usage. :))

I appreciate all the feedback that my report has gotten. =) I'll be sure to follow up in the next couple of weeks once I actually use again.

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good report. XXXXX a gram here (I edited the price out.)
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I don't think you're supposed to post prices in trip reports....
 
I think to a certain extent coke is a bit over-rated. That being said...I only recently experienced 'good' coke. I'd had cocaine about 4-5 times before this - just the odd few lines - and like you, noticed very little. Certainly not unpleasant and moreish despite lack of effects but nothing amazing (definately nothing that would justify the price tag!).

So the other weekend my friends get some much more expensive coke (not sure if you're supposed to discuss prices here, but lets say it was almost double typical street price per g in the uk). This stuff was pretty amazing. It felt like a mild mdma buzz in terms of euphoria, sociability - but much less empathetic. Much more 'I love myself' than 'I love everyone'... It also increased sex drive/stamina ridiculously - literally had pretty much continuous sex for about 5 hours straight. However, because I'd had shit coke in the past I was used to doing massive lines to get any effect - so you need to be careful and just do a small line whenever you get new coke to gauge the effects - my first line of this stuff was ridiculously huge and pretty much blew my head off!

In summary..good coke is good. I'd still love to try 100% pure cocaine (extremely unlikely)..but in my opinion it's just too expensive for what it is, and far too hit and miss in terms of purity. Also pretty horrific comedown if you overdo it...and a bit too moreish if you've got an addictive personality like me (good job I cant afford it really!). It can also turn you into a bit of an arrogant dick when you're on it!

Try mephedrone or methylone if you havent already...cheaper, 'legal' and very similar to coke I think..if not more intense. Although suspected to be pretty toxic (although cokes hardly full of nutrition!).
 
^ LOL! Funny that you mention meph/methyl as it is one of the few RC's that I'd like to try.

scripts takes a mental note to research it some more as the last time that I did was 2 years ago.
 
Yeah, coke when its actual coke can feel good for the 20 or so minutes after you take a line, similar to the 20 second of crack althought I've never felt the crack high. After that you take another line and its a little less euphoric and the game continues. It's a drug I don't even mess around with these days. It's so not worth the price for the experience. It really is nothing fantastic, unless maybe your friend is a Colombian drug lord that is offering it pure and for free.

I can compare my experiences with it to your experiences with crack. I've had many opportunities to do it in the past few years. The only time I did it was when it was in my house in my face, otherwise I wouldn't go out of my way to associate with people who sell it or to go throguh the experience.

Having a benzo on hand is also a good idea when you are fiending or just have had enough and can't sleep. A bar of xanax (or less for you depending on tolerance) would put me to sleep. It's hard to stop the fiending with just willpower. That's how addiction starts and its part of it. The drug has such a strong effect on your nervous system that simply just saying no might not always work. That's when I would take a xanax and go to bed instead of not being about to sleep and thinking about another line.

Oh, and the first time was just as good as any other time. I didn't have a period where I had to break into the drug. I just took my first line and got high, just like I did the times after that.

It also easy to get shitty coke. There is a huge difference b/w ok coke and good coke, IMO. If the coke is ok, it means usually that its cut with some stuff that might make me feel odd. The coke I got few months ago was the best I had in years, that's why I went for it. One line and pure euphoria. If I take a line now, and its not like that, I put it down and pass it on.
 
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