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Cocaine.. Help

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lh90

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Hi there im 25 and ive never been on anything like this before.

Ive recently realised im addicted to cocaine.. Im sittin in my room just now, Crying sweating and vomiting because i cant get it.

I have everything going for me im at college studying to be a makeup artist.

Last week i attempted to hit my mum ripped up £300 in cash and smashed all the doors in my house becuase i was on a bad comedown.

Last week i had 6G to myself and i finished it within a couple of house and in 1 week i owed out over £200.

Would like someone to talk to.

thanks alot.

Lynne xx
 
just realize it's psychological. the only reason i dont cry sweat and vomit (been there) is because i wont let my brain think I can't have it anymore. that really is what gets you. you freak out the second to last line more so the last cause you know you only have one left. Just smoke some weed, realize you just need to sleep for a few hours and you can wake up feeling different. thousand bucks in bongs were smashed on an oxy comedown before, went to the hospital and then had to completely cover it up and lie for a while thatit was drug induced.

stop doing so much. cokes the only drug I haven't ruined for myself yet. won't. makes me too functional. don't let you having a seizure make you realize you gotta cut back. 6gs in hours in alot are you exaggerating
 
If you want to start feeling better, you really should leve the coke alone. For a start, it is probably very cut if your doing 6g in a few hours. It could be cut with any number of dodgy RC's or anything. Think of how much money you are wasting and what it could get you. Also do you want to be paying some guys bills (the dealers) for shitty coke?

I know it will be hard at first if your that psychologically addicted to it, but honestly you will start to feel better soon if you just stay away from it.
 
Lynne I'm going to move this to the dark side for you, I think it is a far better place to help you get the support you need. I hope that you're feeling better than when you made this post <3.
 
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