^^ For fuck's sake, man! That's a lot of alprazolam!
I never got into benzos... they just don't do it for me. 1mg of Xanax will make me tired and zombie-ish, and 2mg will knock me the fuck out with no memory of it happening.
Last time I took more than a tiny dose of benzos, I took 1mg alprazolam, 10mg diazepam, and .5mg clonazepam. It was because I was about to go on a business trip in Dallas (I'm in NC), and I was really anxious about it. So anyway, I popped the pills and got ready to go. I don't even remember leaving my apartment. Next thing I know, I'm getting in a car that isn't mine, in Dallas, on the way to my company's office.
Turns out, while blacked out on benzos, I had left my apartment, driven myself to the airport, parked my car in long-term parking, gotten my ticket, gotten on the plane, flown to Dallas, gotten off the plane, figured out that I had a rental car waiting, gotten that, found my way out of the DFW Int'l Airport from the rental car area, found my way to the hotel without having printed directions, gotten my room key, gone into my room, changed into work clothes, and walked downstairs, where I came to. Talk about a time warp! That scared me pretty bad because I have no idea how I did all that as a zombie. I would have had a hard time with some of it if I was totally present mentally!