Jewfolife16
Bluelighter
Cocaine, first experiance
Okay, this was my first experience with Cocaine. I purchased what I thought was a gram for $50... later to find out when weighing it that it was only half a gram, so right off the bat I was fairly disappointed as I had anticipated the night to contain a gram of cocaine between my girlfriend and I, neither of whom have ever tried it (I did it once, but it was damn shitty). The person who got it for me, and was experienced with coke had tried some himself and said it was DAMN good and that I was lucky to have gotten a hold of coke so good, I trust him, he's a nice kid and he's experienced in terms of cocaine. I had also contained a bunch of .5mg pills of Ativan (Lorazepam) for the comedown because I had heard that benzos are the best solution for a cocaine comedown. Right off the bat let me tell you basically my soul intention for indulging in this forbidden drug. I've always had a fantasy that bluntly put, involved doing cocaine and have sex. That was it, sex and coke.
We started off the night, as my parents left the house, at 7:45, I broke a few big rocks, and a bunch of small rocks up with a mortar and pestle until it was a fine powder. I proceeded to scrape the powder onto a cd case and chop it up finely with a razor blade like any perfectionist would. Having previously weighed it out to be half a gram I eyeballed 10 lines of equal proportions so that I had 10, roughly 50 mg lines out on the cd case.
After this process was completed we continued with the snorting process, first half a line was snorted by each of us, just wanted to take precautions and make sure no one was like allergic to it, or was going to have a negative reaction. A bit of stimuli has erupted and I felt a bit perkier and sociable, so up goes the rest of the line up the nose. I have always heard stories of feeling like being on top of the world, but I didn't. I felt a bit jittery, quite sociable, and overall content. Not to overlook the possible subtlety of the experience I decided to try and enjoy its effects on my system.
After about twenty minutes of discussing quite emotionally intimate things with my girlfriend I decided maybe we should up the feeling a notch, so we proceeded to take another half a line each. No doubt I was feeling it, my face and teeth were numb, I was quite hyper, needed to walk around a lot, and very sociable.
We decided to try and have sex, everything was going smoothly until I discovered a little disappointment called sexual disfunction. I could not get it up no matter how hard I tried, I had heard that if you took too much coke then it wouldn't go up, so I think that's what happened. We did fool around a bit, but hell, it just didn't work.
Skipping ahead a few hours to about 11:30 pm (I assume you kind of got the gist of what was happening), and about 2.5 lines later (we had been taking half a line or so every half an hour) my parents came home. This was a shock to me, though I had been anticipating their arrival, I didn't think I'd act the way I did. I RAN down the stairs and gave my mom a big hug. Which isn't really unusual, it's just at this time of the night, hell, I should have been tired. Humorously enough my girlfriend proceeded to give my mom a hug as well. We were just talking and talking and in retrospect it was hilarious. All of a sudden I got a hold of myself and I'm like wait a minute, chill out, my pupils are dilated and I'm hyper as fuck. We chilled out, did more coke in my room and watched that 70's show on my computer.
One thing I did notice that annoyed the shit out of me, and probably overall made me dislike the experience was the intense jaw griding I experienced. My girlfriend didn't have any, but my god did I have jaw griding. I even took some magnesium pills and they did nothing.
Skipping ahead again, by 2:30 we had about 3/4 to one line a piece left and I was just like my lord, be gone already. Half a gram really did go a damn long time! We finished the last of the coke, I did almost a full line in one shot which kinda scared me, thinking I had maybe taken a bit too much. About half an hour later we finished up with a bump a piece in 1.5 mg of Ativan.
It took quite a while to fall asleep despite the benzos, eventually we did, in the morning felt fine, no complaints. Overall the experience was so-so, kind of what I expected as I prefer psychedelics a lot more. In terms of working as an aphrodisiac it absolutely sucked (though it intensified orgasms a LOT). What was nice was that it didn't hurt my nose going up at all, completely painless, didn't even feel it. Minimal drip (though my girlfriend experienced a lot). I think overall it would be a lot better at a party, prom, club, or get together with friends.
Okay, this was my first experience with Cocaine. I purchased what I thought was a gram for $50... later to find out when weighing it that it was only half a gram, so right off the bat I was fairly disappointed as I had anticipated the night to contain a gram of cocaine between my girlfriend and I, neither of whom have ever tried it (I did it once, but it was damn shitty). The person who got it for me, and was experienced with coke had tried some himself and said it was DAMN good and that I was lucky to have gotten a hold of coke so good, I trust him, he's a nice kid and he's experienced in terms of cocaine. I had also contained a bunch of .5mg pills of Ativan (Lorazepam) for the comedown because I had heard that benzos are the best solution for a cocaine comedown. Right off the bat let me tell you basically my soul intention for indulging in this forbidden drug. I've always had a fantasy that bluntly put, involved doing cocaine and have sex. That was it, sex and coke.
We started off the night, as my parents left the house, at 7:45, I broke a few big rocks, and a bunch of small rocks up with a mortar and pestle until it was a fine powder. I proceeded to scrape the powder onto a cd case and chop it up finely with a razor blade like any perfectionist would. Having previously weighed it out to be half a gram I eyeballed 10 lines of equal proportions so that I had 10, roughly 50 mg lines out on the cd case.
After this process was completed we continued with the snorting process, first half a line was snorted by each of us, just wanted to take precautions and make sure no one was like allergic to it, or was going to have a negative reaction. A bit of stimuli has erupted and I felt a bit perkier and sociable, so up goes the rest of the line up the nose. I have always heard stories of feeling like being on top of the world, but I didn't. I felt a bit jittery, quite sociable, and overall content. Not to overlook the possible subtlety of the experience I decided to try and enjoy its effects on my system.
After about twenty minutes of discussing quite emotionally intimate things with my girlfriend I decided maybe we should up the feeling a notch, so we proceeded to take another half a line each. No doubt I was feeling it, my face and teeth were numb, I was quite hyper, needed to walk around a lot, and very sociable.
We decided to try and have sex, everything was going smoothly until I discovered a little disappointment called sexual disfunction. I could not get it up no matter how hard I tried, I had heard that if you took too much coke then it wouldn't go up, so I think that's what happened. We did fool around a bit, but hell, it just didn't work.
Skipping ahead a few hours to about 11:30 pm (I assume you kind of got the gist of what was happening), and about 2.5 lines later (we had been taking half a line or so every half an hour) my parents came home. This was a shock to me, though I had been anticipating their arrival, I didn't think I'd act the way I did. I RAN down the stairs and gave my mom a big hug. Which isn't really unusual, it's just at this time of the night, hell, I should have been tired. Humorously enough my girlfriend proceeded to give my mom a hug as well. We were just talking and talking and in retrospect it was hilarious. All of a sudden I got a hold of myself and I'm like wait a minute, chill out, my pupils are dilated and I'm hyper as fuck. We chilled out, did more coke in my room and watched that 70's show on my computer.
One thing I did notice that annoyed the shit out of me, and probably overall made me dislike the experience was the intense jaw griding I experienced. My girlfriend didn't have any, but my god did I have jaw griding. I even took some magnesium pills and they did nothing.
Skipping ahead again, by 2:30 we had about 3/4 to one line a piece left and I was just like my lord, be gone already. Half a gram really did go a damn long time! We finished the last of the coke, I did almost a full line in one shot which kinda scared me, thinking I had maybe taken a bit too much. About half an hour later we finished up with a bump a piece in 1.5 mg of Ativan.
It took quite a while to fall asleep despite the benzos, eventually we did, in the morning felt fine, no complaints. Overall the experience was so-so, kind of what I expected as I prefer psychedelics a lot more. In terms of working as an aphrodisiac it absolutely sucked (though it intensified orgasms a LOT). What was nice was that it didn't hurt my nose going up at all, completely painless, didn't even feel it. Minimal drip (though my girlfriend experienced a lot). I think overall it would be a lot better at a party, prom, club, or get together with friends.
