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Cocaine - Experienced - "GIVE ME MORE!" - Cocaine Overdose? Horrible experience.

pioneering_south said:
Pure bliss, but I'm coming down faster, into pure pissed.
Pure wasted, because two grams I've tasted,
What a waste when I think about what else I could have made.
Over 12 hours I've flown, getting blown, and grown( after getting stoned)
"Last time for me," I always say, when I enter hades gates.
Those fiery gates, they tie me down and torture my thoughts.
They lock me up and take what I should have bought,
and they throw it up my nose, what a waste.. what a sweet taste,
for a short while, I was in the groove, and now I am considering my next move.
Half a gram, just to fel good agian, 18 bucks, and for what, a sore nose to the touch?
Yeah, I can't hardly hold a poetic phrase, cause my brain is fried and glazed.
So swweet that glaze, and then you get fat on lack of praise,
fat on the lack of feeling good, in this fucked up maze, ( of life as a Human)
The maze of life, so many tries, give me one more lord, make this comedown nice.
Thanks you for my blessings, and my curses, father, lord, guide me even farther,
So many chances in life, thank you God for giving me your hand to make it right.
The hand of self motivation, that your spirit gave us when you created all of creation.
All of creation, what you have created, you can destroy, like an entire nation.
In one move you can pull me up out of damnation, into the light of your word of salvation.

In the name of Jesus, Amen
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Hey that was a beautiful poem/prayer there. You wrote that while coming down?
 
cocaine, meth, etc is all pretty useless crap. Shitty high with shittier comedown. All I got from phets was broken teeth and broken dreams really.

Then I rediscovered hallucinogens again and fuck me dead. Eat a few tabs or a a capsule of shroom powder and you peak out far more intensely without even a fraction of the comedown.

Peace Out
 
Psychedelics are absolutely the best. But I do love the amphetamine high. The comedown is wretched, though. However, it's like comparing apples and oranges. Amphetamine and coke make you high, whereas psychedelics make you trip. Psychedelics are great because the "hangover" (usually just anxiety or body weirdness/nausea) occurs at the beginning, and you end up feeling a great afterglow.
 
Yeah this reminds me a lot of what I did this winter. I however, was never so bad as my one friend. Every paycheck he would go and spend 500 on coke at 40 a g. For two days he wouldn't leave his house, usualy a weekend, and would do nothing but blow lines for two days straight. I even saw him drink several shots of espresso with coke dissolved in it during a coke binge downtown. How he's not dead I will never know. He took shots IV and IM about 10% of the time I'd guess. But that's the kind of thing coke will do to you if you have money and a connection for very good cheap blow.
 
My boyfriend came home one night after a night out with his mates acting really nervous, felt trapped in my room and looking desperatley for his phone. I asked what was wrong, turned out they'd been shouting lines of coke for his birthday and he wanted more. He wouldn't sleep, i had to slap him to get him into bed.

There's a book called 'Novel with cocaine' i read a few years ago which turned me off the drug and after seeing my bf's reaction to it, I would never try it.

I personally find that going out every few weeks and having pills and a little speed and/or K is all you need. it's relatively safe compared to coke, meth/ice, H and GHB.
 
fuc tha girl

Sup dilated_pupils I've been blow free for like 10 or so months now. It was one of the worst rides i've ever taken, a 3 year extravaganza o'cocaine. Never let yourself stoop to the level of crack its a whole other monster. I saw many of my close friends let it consume there lives. The post about one gram limit, you can through that out the window after about a month of daily use. Personally I'm a bigger fellow and was blowing anywhere from 3.5 to 5 gm, maybe not every day but never less than two GM a day. horrible. Not just street dope either, quality. Tolerance is a horrible thing. The almost dying feeling is what I used to defer my addiction and very carefully using opiates to sooth my cravings. Coke is mainly a psychologically addicting drug. Thats the hump you have to get over. If you have any questions feel free to hit me up via messaging bro, godspeed. The tripping pupils are your body almost hitting the point of deadly toxicity. I took a line that was about .7 one day after a fight with the miss'. Worst experience of my life, as I'm sure you know. Peace
 
Thanks for your interest, and the offering of your obviously good advice! I hate to point out this was over a year ago!

If you feel so compelled maybe youd like to share your own Trip report on your experience so that others may learn from your past
WElcome to Bluelight and Trip reports
 
That last part sounds Horrible :( Luckily never tried anything like it.

Thanks for the repport.
 
dilated_pupils said:
My dealer geaked out bad all night he kept getting on the floor and "searching" as he would say. I'm telling you, he did this 'searching' for coke on the floor a good 4 hours last night, maybe more. I've never seen anyone like that.
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Was he smoking? That's WELL above-average desperation after a night of sniffing... 8)
I spend the rest of the night geaking out hardcore, wishing I would die, feeling like my heart was going to explode, my chest hurting, my nose KILLING me, my muscles tense, finding it hard to breath and sometimes forgetting to breath and having to catch myself not doing it, my jaw clenching, my migrain strong as all hell, and the worst of it all, realization that I am totally fucking up my life and it HAS to change.
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Probability -- either the stuff was cut with something like speed, or you just had an extended panic attack. Rare on coke IME, but if you get into a REALLY negative thought train... it's a potent stimulant, what can ya say?

P.S. with your dealer behaving like that, I suspect what you had there was 'more than' just cola. That's a bit unusual behavior IMO. I noticed a lot of people said you basically OD'ed, but the timing... you could have, but... hmmm.
dilated_pupils said:
<--- THIS was the problem, I did NOT want to comedown).
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That's not a problem, that's what's called "cocaine". =D I'm about done with the stuff meself. Yes. I'm done with it, I'll never date the white lady again. Yep. Done. Done. Damnit, I'm DONE. Crap. :(
 
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I like coke, good coke in the morning around 11am (a thin two inch line five hours after waking up) and another bump in the evening or if I plan to go out. I think it's all a matter of quality (that's what my friend says too).
 
I have overdone coke a number of times, back in college. Then I was hanging out with people of the mentality "however much you have is how much you're going to do in a night", and the coke was pretty impure. Then in the last year or two, a good friend of mine started to reveal that he does coke on a pretty regular basis. However, he only gets quite pure product, and on a few rare occasions he has shared it with me. The way that he does it is so much better than the way anyone else does it that I've hung out with. He does a very small line, maybe an inch long and thin. Then maybe another after a while. It provides a very nice, euphoric, and light high, and in the 5 times I've shared it with him in the past two years, I've never had the slightest comedown or craving or problem sleeping or any sort of discomfort at all. It just makes me high and energetic, and then after an hour or two I notice it's totally gone and I feel fine.

He's moved away now so those days are over. :( (the frown is for him moving, not for the lack of coke).
 
If you are going to use coke without alcohol you are just asking for a really bad comedown. You need alcohol when blowing rails to take the edge off the buzz and keep you less jittery and ancious. I used to blow balls to my face without any alcohol until I had a seizure. I dont touch the stuff anymore but Im telling you that coke is without a doubt one of the worst drugs to come down off of. I cant even find words to describe how bad the feeling is.
 
^^ True, true. However, mixing alcohol with coke produces cocaethylene, which is much more toxic than either of them alone. A fun time, but very, very bad for you. For what it's worth.
 
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