Hi,
I am a cocaine binge user who typically consumes 2 eight balls of coke in one sitting over the course of 8-12 hours. The entire time I am snorting the cocaine I am listening to EDM house music and looking at tight jeans models.
Here’s the kicker: While looking at the photos over the course of the evening/early morning hours I become increasingly impulsive due to the sexual stimuli. Anything that comes to my mind no matter how destructive seems like a great idea (I can’t give examples because last time the post was removed). All my question is is this normal while doing large amounts of blow or is something wrong with my brain chemistry to think this way? In a sober state I have zero desire to be destructive.
I am a cocaine binge user who typically consumes 2 eight balls of coke in one sitting over the course of 8-12 hours. The entire time I am snorting the cocaine I am listening to EDM house music and looking at tight jeans models.
Here’s the kicker: While looking at the photos over the course of the evening/early morning hours I become increasingly impulsive due to the sexual stimuli. Anything that comes to my mind no matter how destructive seems like a great idea (I can’t give examples because last time the post was removed). All my question is is this normal while doing large amounts of blow or is something wrong with my brain chemistry to think this way? In a sober state I have zero desire to be destructive.