skipjames
Bluelighter
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Hellos,
my career as an addict started 18 years ago, first with H (mostly smoked ) then with oxys since I ve moved to Brazil, When I was tired of popping 300 mgs of oxys per day just to feel normal, I ve took a break from opis and decided to give blow a try, I mean, it s not smack, no big deal right ? Wrong, I ve spent months doing blow almost daily . Now with some ups and downs I m trying to get my shit together and I find myself pondering : which of these addictions igt s worse?
I m increasingly convinced that despite the bad rap of opis, blow addiction is worse especially if u happen to have access to affordable cheap coke .
Opis physical w-d are a bitch, but if you plan ahead and have some kratom-loperamide-benzos are beareable , and I m generally too focused on the physical disconfort to have time to think about cravings and shit.
Coke w-d, on the other hand, might be only mental, but they are REAL, at the deepest of my addiction I felt as if I was going insane, as if even performing the most basic activities was impossible without a line ( BS btw, I just had to call the dealer and voilá, my energy was back even while I was waiting for the man) . And there s no kratom, no benzo, this shit comes from nowhere and completely control your mind.....
Effect wise, I also think that blow is worse than opis. With H and with Oxys I was ....myself, a calmer, maybe more apathetic version of myself but I was still good old me
While With blow I ve said and done some out of characer BS that still make me think wtf was wronh with me ? Who was that guy?
Last but not least, with opis generally you just need...opis; while with coke you need booze (big mistake) and or benzos and or a downer .
It s surprising how normalised blow is in Europe, while H users are considered the scum of the earth, while probably ( and at least for me, surely) blow is way more dangerous .
So what do you think: which addiction is worse and why?
Cheers
my career as an addict started 18 years ago, first with H (mostly smoked ) then with oxys since I ve moved to Brazil, When I was tired of popping 300 mgs of oxys per day just to feel normal, I ve took a break from opis and decided to give blow a try, I mean, it s not smack, no big deal right ? Wrong, I ve spent months doing blow almost daily . Now with some ups and downs I m trying to get my shit together and I find myself pondering : which of these addictions igt s worse?
I m increasingly convinced that despite the bad rap of opis, blow addiction is worse especially if u happen to have access to affordable cheap coke .
Opis physical w-d are a bitch, but if you plan ahead and have some kratom-loperamide-benzos are beareable , and I m generally too focused on the physical disconfort to have time to think about cravings and shit.
Coke w-d, on the other hand, might be only mental, but they are REAL, at the deepest of my addiction I felt as if I was going insane, as if even performing the most basic activities was impossible without a line ( BS btw, I just had to call the dealer and voilá, my energy was back even while I was waiting for the man) . And there s no kratom, no benzo, this shit comes from nowhere and completely control your mind.....
Effect wise, I also think that blow is worse than opis. With H and with Oxys I was ....myself, a calmer, maybe more apathetic version of myself but I was still good old me
While With blow I ve said and done some out of characer BS that still make me think wtf was wronh with me ? Who was that guy?
Last but not least, with opis generally you just need...opis; while with coke you need booze (big mistake) and or benzos and or a downer .
It s surprising how normalised blow is in Europe, while H users are considered the scum of the earth, while probably ( and at least for me, surely) blow is way more dangerous .
So what do you think: which addiction is worse and why?
Cheers
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