arriving home early, yet late, one night, my eyes are red from indulgences and vices
the smoke was heavy, the liquor free flowing, the music loud
i knew but a few people, yet felt connected to so many,
even that girl in blue in the bathroom, tweaking out.
i felt for her, as she examined her flat belly and proclaimed she wanted to wear an xtra-small,
wanted to drop her huge ass and cut her hair.
she rambled to anyone who looked at her, about her ex
her blowjob giving ability (I hear she demonstrated later in the men's room)
and how sad she felt over her relationship with her mom.
i wanted to reach out, but i doubt she'd listen.
the car on the way home was full of stories and laughter and occasionally silence.
we laughed over the methies we saw, but i felt sad for my Blue Girl.
arriving home, i realize the door is locked, and i have no key.
*CLINK CLINK* stones on my brother's window
success! a light comes on, suspicious eyes peer out, and moments later, a warm house meets me.
i love my mom. my dad. my bro.
undressed on the way to my bed,
flopped down, drowning in feathers...
turned on the tv (oooh...Blind Date) and then promptly fell asleep, my comfort zone reached.
the tv blared on, filling my head with preconceived notions, self deprecating thoughts...evil verbal tar, even while i sleep
the smoke was heavy, the liquor free flowing, the music loud
i knew but a few people, yet felt connected to so many,
even that girl in blue in the bathroom, tweaking out.
i felt for her, as she examined her flat belly and proclaimed she wanted to wear an xtra-small,
wanted to drop her huge ass and cut her hair.
she rambled to anyone who looked at her, about her ex
her blowjob giving ability (I hear she demonstrated later in the men's room)
and how sad she felt over her relationship with her mom.
i wanted to reach out, but i doubt she'd listen.
the car on the way home was full of stories and laughter and occasionally silence.
we laughed over the methies we saw, but i felt sad for my Blue Girl.
arriving home, i realize the door is locked, and i have no key.
*CLINK CLINK* stones on my brother's window
success! a light comes on, suspicious eyes peer out, and moments later, a warm house meets me.
i love my mom. my dad. my bro.
undressed on the way to my bed,
flopped down, drowning in feathers...
turned on the tv (oooh...Blind Date) and then promptly fell asleep, my comfort zone reached.
the tv blared on, filling my head with preconceived notions, self deprecating thoughts...evil verbal tar, even while i sleep
