gomorrah
Bluelighter
Contratulations!!! Your story sounds a lot like mine. A year is HUGE. Glad you're here.
Rarely post anymore but just had to sign in to say congratulations for this. An amazing, amazing achievement.
Greetings from the UK.
How long have you been sober/clean?
And if your not sober/clean how long was the last time you where sober and how long ago was that? And do you want to be sober/clean
i'll start
not sober; 1 1/2 months ago. Was sober for a lil over a month. Wish to be clean :/
im doing the 90 meetings in 90 days, i went strait the monday after thanksgiving, , went to my first meeting dec 1st, i missed one meeting cuz i had a work party that i had to attend and all the afternoon meetings were impossible for me to make,
all the NA folks are like no big deal you just gotta start over im like thats lame as hell, im going to meetings , enjoying them, but its like shit, i wanna spend xmas chilling with the family,
i feel like fuck im not being lazy , and coming up with excuses like uhhh i have a migraine, uhhh i worked hard today i just wannna take it easy,
man doing these 90 meetings in 90 consecutive days is harder than copping
but i gotta say the meetings make me feel a lot better than using,
but shit i havent had a nicotine urge till i started going to these things,