geraggh34
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 20, 2010
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- 84
hey guys, so since november i have been clean from iv ice and h since i was sent into the hospital for heart endocarditis and had a heart valve replaced and 5 other surgeries (except low dose opiates until i went home in january and kicked). Anyways i can't believe i've made it this far, even though its a damn struggle. I have thought about getting back on suboxone or picking up benzos so many times i won't even go into it. I started smoking pot again, which has always helped me cause it actually makes me think about things a lot more before i do them. Anyways i've gotten drunk a few times, and to be honest i've realized that a huge part of my addiction problems stem from social anxiety and just anxiety in general.
i take lexapro 20mg, i think, and seroquel in the pm. I'm also tired all the fucking time which is very irritating. I don't want to pick up benzos or start drinking more often, and i'm going to try to avoid alcohol but i need to get my anxiety in control. Most of all i need to get laid again and it's difficult for me to be around people again, so any suggestions would be great for anything involving just having more energy and controlling anxiety.
i take lexapro 20mg, i think, and seroquel in the pm. I'm also tired all the fucking time which is very irritating. I don't want to pick up benzos or start drinking more often, and i'm going to try to avoid alcohol but i need to get my anxiety in control. Most of all i need to get laid again and it's difficult for me to be around people again, so any suggestions would be great for anything involving just having more energy and controlling anxiety.