Wizeman Slim
Bluelighter
I have lost myself in the hardtoswallowness of my own self findings.
I had it all figured out and I knew I would lose it because I am too young to know this much.
Life is too long to understand it this early.
Too many paths untraveled to have made a map.
And it all made sense and still does but I convinced myself to forget it and continue a search for an answer that I've already found.
I refuse to allow my mind to understand itself.
Why... can't... I... just... live...
I have overthought as long as I can remember thinking. I remember blinking and forgetting a million things. Filled with rings and circles of revolutionary thought that spins until I'm so dizzy that it's lost forever.
and i start again.
from nothing.
with nothing.
for...
...nothing?
I had it all figured out and I knew I would lose it because I am too young to know this much.
Life is too long to understand it this early.
Too many paths untraveled to have made a map.
And it all made sense and still does but I convinced myself to forget it and continue a search for an answer that I've already found.
I refuse to allow my mind to understand itself.
Why... can't... I... just... live...
I have overthought as long as I can remember thinking. I remember blinking and forgetting a million things. Filled with rings and circles of revolutionary thought that spins until I'm so dizzy that it's lost forever.
and i start again.
from nothing.
with nothing.
for...
...nothing?
