texascommtech
Greenlighter
I've been on IR morphine, 30 mg, up to 12 a day PRN, (360 per month),for about 7 years and I've always tried very hard to only use them when I need them, but I have bad back problems, advanced osteoporosis, degenerative disc disease, osteoarthritis, fibromyalgia, and my general condition seems to get worse and worse. If it weren't for morphine I think I would have committed suicide a long time ago; when I take enough of it I am able to do so much that if you saw me you'd never guess there was anything wrong with me or how much pain I am under much of the time. But it's not working like it used to and I've been experimenting with taking it rectally for the past couple weeks. I have not reached any definate conclusions yet; I just want to stop hurting so damn bad; pain has so ruined my life, my work, my relationships, my health, and while I don't want to IV, I am willing to do almost anything. My greatest fear is running out of it, not being able to get it anymore, in which case I'm quite sure I'd have to punch out. Any advice for me? thanks; my best wishes for you all
