Chronic problems from past amphetamine/cannabis abuse - ActionLove.com?

[dimensiontripping]

I have been dealing with chronic muscle pain, ejaculatory pain, perineal and penile pain post-orgasm, back pain and joint pain, total shift in mindstate with tons of anxiety and very intense mood swings of total helplessness.

This all started with mephedrone abuse last summer of 2011 (FUCK THAT SHIT). I was a good moderate user for many years, but I totally went overboard during the summer festival season. basically one day woke up after a crazy night on mephedrone with tons of genital/pelvic pain issues. Misdiagnosed with infection and later found out I have seriously messed up muscles throughout my body with trigger points and have been seeing a physical therapist on and off for a year.

So I have been looking into the larger context of body misalignment. I have stopped all drug use and plan to return to cannabis and annual psychedelic/mdma use after a few years of time off - I seriously need it. So i found this site: http://www.actionlove.com and it has a SHIT TON of info on people experiencing tons of problems due to neurotransmitter damages and changes in brain chemistry that affect your nervous system and thus your entire body.

I was wondering, since there is such a heavy focus on the site for recovering from drug abuse, if anyone has ever used it. I am currently taking Wobenzym and Serrapeptase enzymes as an extended enzyme therapy program.

I KNOW I WILL RECOVER SOON. I am only 22 but I have been dealing with sexual pains and depression for 18 months now. Looking for both support, shared stories of recovery from long-term body/mind damage from substances and if anyone has used their supplements to heal.

thanks

 

[Polluted_Mind]

Grow up.

 

[Cohesion]

No that's not cool at all.

I abused it for a few months in spring 2011. I also still have on-and-off shooting pain from the genitals to my foot (I'm female). It seems like nerve damage. It lasts a few days like once a month. A year ago, it was happening a lot more frequently and severe. I haven't needed much medical attention. I got tested for herpes because of the sciatica (as I interpreted it) but two tests show negative. Yes there is hope. My mild condition caused by mephedrone is improving. You've noticed progress in 18 months?

 

[Monsieur]

I have been dealing with chronic muscle pain, ejaculatory pain, perineal and penile pain post-orgasm, back pain and joint pain, total shift in mindstate with tons of anxiety and very intense mood swings of total helplessness.

^Why I will always let the guinea pigs discover the side effects of RCs before I put them into my body. Sorry if I sound brash, I really do feel for you and hope you get back to normal ASAP. Keep going to PT, it really is the best thing to retrain your brain.

However, I'd wait until your symptoms disappear before going back to MDMA. I've experienced problems with the jewels when taking high doses for an extended period of time, such as barely being able to piss (It would literally take me 10 minutes of pushing like I was in labor).

A little trick I learned to help when this happened: Sit in the buddha position, relax your pelvic area as much as possible, and breathe as deep as possible-> focusing on getting the air into the bottom of your lungs first (no puffed-out, chest gulping breathing, check out alligator breathing for more info). Basically, your relaxing those muscles and forcing them with the pressure from your lungs to release.


I don't know if you're had that problem, but MDMA definitely affects the same muscles. I wouldn't risk prolonging those symptoms for a buzz. I'd be scared shitless myself and VERY motivated to correct the issues.


RCs are bad, bro. Especially with the speed of government nowadays to prohibit one structure that causes the chemists to alter it a little bit and put it back onto the market. This causes for VERY little time to study side effects and even carcinogenic effects.

It's all about money, man. The ppl selling this stuff just want your money and they're relying on your weakness of wanting a quick, cheap high to do that. Don't fall for it anymore.

 

[dimensiontripping]

No that's not cool at all.

I abused it for a few months in spring 2011. I also still have on-and-off shooting pain from the genitals to my foot (I'm female). It seems like nerve damage. It lasts a few days like once a month. A year ago, it was happening a lot more frequently and severe. I haven't needed much medical attention. I got tested for herpes because of the sciatica (as I interpreted it) but two tests show negative. Yes there is hope. My mild condition caused by mephedrone is improving. You've noticed progress in 18 months?

Ya i have noticed. I couldnt ejaculate literally without causing more intense pain for days on end. Now I am down to a few hours and the pain during orgasm has gone from a 50/50 blend of pleasure and pain to a 90/10 blend of pleasure and pain. I can have sex now with only few hours of pain. I can do anal penetration probably twice a week with no rise in symptoms if I want to.

I have noticed improvements but I do not notice any improvements unless I am seeing a physical therapist. I have been off physical therapy for the past 4 months due to moving temporarily and I have been at a stand still so i know i need support. I think my issues is a blend of neurotransmitter damage causing some sort of central nervous system issue because I get full body pains and then also chronically affected muscle tightness that can be relieved.

A HUGE portion of this is attitude also. I was totally depressed for months thinking my life (and at some points the end of my drug life which was upsetting) was permanently altered. I have just started to get over the depression and hopelessness as I cant live like this and I know I can heal. I think this year by 2014 I will make full recovery and not use drugs for another year or ever again. I will never touch RC's again, even the psychedelic variety. not worth it.

 

[SpunkySkunk347]

I have been dealing with chronic muscle pain, ejaculatory pain, perineal and penile pain post-orgasm, back pain and joint pain, total shift in mindstate with tons of anxiety and very intense mood swings of total helplessness.

This all started with mephedrone abuse last summer of 2011 (FUCK THAT SHIT). I was a good moderate user for many years, but I totally went overboard during the summer festival season. basically one day woke up after a crazy night on mephedrone with tons of genital/pelvic pain issues. Misdiagnosed with infection and later found out I have seriously messed up muscles throughout my body with trigger points and have been seeing a physical therapist on and off for a year.

So I have been looking into the larger context of body misalignment. I have stopped all drug use and plan to return to cannabis and annual psychedelic/mdma use after a few years of time off - I seriously need it. So i found this site: http://www.actionlove.com and it has a SHIT TON of info on people experiencing tons of problems due to neurotransmitter damages and changes in brain chemistry that affect your nervous system and thus your entire body.

I was wondering, since there is such a heavy focus on the site for recovering from drug abuse, if anyone has ever used it. I am currently taking Wobenzym and Serrapeptase enzymes as an extended enzyme therapy program.

I KNOW I WILL RECOVER SOON. I am only 22 but I have been dealing with sexual pains and depression for 18 months now. Looking for both support, shared stories of recovery from long-term body/mind damage from substances and if anyone has used their supplements to heal.

thanks

i hate to advocate opiates, but a one-time therapeutic session of opiate use has been shown to alleviate OCD-esque symptoms indefinitely

after a long amphetamine binge, I can not shake off the lingering anxiety and panicky feelings... They will last for months and months.. The only way to get rid of them, for me, is by taking a dose of opiates.. It just does something to the brain that re-prioritizes everything

 

[laugh]

Grow up.

fail! bl aint about the bs bro. leave it at high school.

time heals, hope time catches up with you soon op, your only young. hopefully lesson learned re rc's. its such a shame all the tried and test chems are banned and kids have to resort to rc's. shame on society and government, the blood is on your hands!

 

[dimensiontripping]

fail! bl aint about the bs bro. leave it at high school.

time heals, hope time catches up with you soon op, your only young. hopefully lesson learned re rc's. its such a shame all the tried and test chems are banned and kids have to resort to rc's. shame on society and government, the blood is on your hands!

never again on amphetamine RC's. I only intended to try it a few times and ended up doing it 10+ that summer and got hooked on the insane horniness, like binging. I am taking a huge break from drugs in general. I realize I have become a model of DONT DO THIS SHIT but it has taught me a lot. In the long run I might look back on this and be thankful as it pulled the plug on a lot of drug use that was starting to interfere with every area of my life. Until then though, I hate the pain and mental stress from damaging my body so bad.