I'm sorry, mommy
oh so sorry, mommy
I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
I should have been at home
with you and daddy
sitting round the Christmas tree
telling stories in front of the fire
sharing hugs and hot chocolate
oh wait,
we don't do that anymore
because we don't like each other anymore
so I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
I should have spent time
with my Nan and Pop
they're getting old
they're going to die soon
is what you said so I'd
feel guilty
because me not being there
can only mean I don't care
I'm a terrible person
a terrible, terrible person, mommy
because I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
But they're the ones I always see
they're the ones who've been there for me
who showed me love
who gave their hearts
so you see,
I DID spend Christmas Eve with my family
I did, I did, mommy
I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
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Still trying to find the Christmas spirit today, it's struggling. Trying to put the past away and smile real smiles instead of fake ones. While things may not be perfect, at least I am sitting at home on Christmas, even if half of it is pretending, I will not be jaded today. I will not think about what I don't have, but all that I do have, and at least I'm damn lucky to have such good friends that I can call my family.
Much love,
~kimmy.
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~*~I hope you take a piece of me with you...~*~
oh so sorry, mommy
I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
I should have been at home
with you and daddy
sitting round the Christmas tree
telling stories in front of the fire
sharing hugs and hot chocolate
oh wait,
we don't do that anymore
because we don't like each other anymore
so I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
I should have spent time
with my Nan and Pop
they're getting old
they're going to die soon
is what you said so I'd
feel guilty
because me not being there
can only mean I don't care
I'm a terrible person
a terrible, terrible person, mommy
because I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
But they're the ones I always see
they're the ones who've been there for me
who showed me love
who gave their hearts
so you see,
I DID spend Christmas Eve with my family
I did, I did, mommy
I spent Christmas Eve in a coffee shop
getting high with my friends.
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Still trying to find the Christmas spirit today, it's struggling. Trying to put the past away and smile real smiles instead of fake ones. While things may not be perfect, at least I am sitting at home on Christmas, even if half of it is pretending, I will not be jaded today. I will not think about what I don't have, but all that I do have, and at least I'm damn lucky to have such good friends that I can call my family.

Much love,
~kimmy.
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~*~I hope you take a piece of me with you...~*~