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ive seen it all i use to say, until i saw you
you were my everything my world, my heart
when i was with you i knew i could do anything.
Ive seen it all ive felt it all until that day....
You called me me crying
saying that your tired, scared
that it had to end
that you were doing it for me
That you cant go on like this
you didnt want me to see you like that
dieing, everyday fading a little more
you said "im doing this for you, my love."
I cried out to you, "dont do it, dont kill my heart."
I raced to you challenging the metal monsters i pass on the road.
Dont you dare stop me
dont you dare interfear
I came to late, the damage was done
i found you on the floor
curled in a ball
blood everywhere
i stood frozen in the doorway for what seemed like an eternity
than rushed to you
cradling you in my arms
kissing your hair
telling you how beautiful you are
how much i love you.
Telling her stories of better times
of things we use to do
things we wanted to
and everything in between
Its funny the things you remember.
i remember looking at her wrists holding them close to me
noticing the care
The perfect lines she etched into her self
I remember thinking i was strong and how i thought i could make anythign go away
i remember feeling helpless.
Why wasnt i strong enough to save you?
Love should have healed all wounds.
I remember feeling you heart fade
looking into your eyes feeling your cooling body against mine
i remember how content you looked...
I remember all this and smile allowing myself one selfless thought
Shes happy now....
-phil-
How do you know the chosen ones? “No greater love hath a man that he lay down his life for his brother.” Not for millions, not for glory, not for fame. For one person, in the dark were no one will ever know or see.
 
well phil, you made me cry again. i dont have to tell you this again, but i want to: meeting you and talking to you has changed my life more than you could ever imagine. your writing is genius, your talent is beyond this world, and your aura is amazing. Never stop breathing.
Evan
 
Wow phil. That was very touching. I love it when you allow us a bit of insight into your past. It is such an.. interesting one to say the least. You are a very strong and brave man. I love you, brother.
-Spencer
 
Phil-
You are an amazing person. And I too, like Spencer, love reading your words. I love to get to know you a little more through your writing. I miss you.
 
This couldn't have been easy for you to share in this way...thank you so much for giving us the chance to see it
~brooke
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Your a darling with words my dear..though i don't post much, I have watched this board almost since it started, and your words are definately something to be inspired by. The memories I have myself that came up afterwards made me cry...
Peace
~ReD
[This message has been edited by Ms.ReD (edited 28 November 2001).]
 
Love should have healed all wounds.
... you would think.
this was very heartfelt and emotional. you really opened up a part of yourself to write this, and i think you're great for it. this girl was lucky to have had you be the last person to smile at her beauty.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."
 
You are constantly finding the beauty in others and the world around you, phil. I'm always happy when I get to see the beauty in you darling. And your writing is so pure and full of honesty and honor. Wonderful.
 
wow, what an incredibly moving experience. i'm sorry you had to go through it but i'm sure it's very much a part of you now and you're a better person from it. stay strong
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"curiouser and curiouser..." -alice
 
that was incredible.
i am so moved at how honest & touching that was! i'm sorry you ever had to go through that, but when someone has a problem inside of them, its very very difficult for another person to do anything.... even with love.
*bump*
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*p*l*u*r*
love love, love life, & love yourself :D
 
thats so tragic......almost shakesperian.
I loved it,it mad me sad.
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"und keine eire"
 
thank you all for your kind words. sorry im replying so late ive been extremely buisy and havnt had steady internet access. It feels good to let something liek this off my chest to free a part of her from me......if it makes sense. well thanks again
-phil-
 
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