Chimes

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Sleeping dreams hum in rhythm
inside
a shout of help
around, a stolen spine lay somewhere round
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different photos
life reenacting resurrecting
relived unintentions


spinning spinning spinning inside a ball - unbreakable.
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if one could invoke the strength of herculean might
pulling ones own hair could be a delight
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a bald- lacking breathe wench
a monster any child would fear to be
on halloween
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If i would receive the most thoughtful gift
it would be water proof pen and paper


i get these tunes in my head of winding words
with impeccable form
and when the time comes to record
it all comes out like dribbling piss from a catheter
.


I delighted in a demerol twilight.
to bring back down my haste and vulgar


I read about queen elizabeth.
i relate all too well with the fire of temper

if my words were a​
tangible weapon
the shrill is like napalm

unfortunately, not just the intended victims get burned

inside something get
s taken away.
erased

i must recall, all is not what it seems
and have faith

its like sometimes the universe and all
forgets who or what you are​
and after forgiving and forgetting the day

there was some part of you that was
not returned​
and one day it all flows through you
burning within and all around interfering

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh​
just wanting to be free of something like everything

why cant i pull myself out of the messes i put myself in

why does it seem my own shadow ran away

where is that great embrace
real love

i haven't endeavored in a psychedelic for seemingly an insurmountable time

but i concerned about my fragility in psych

as though the entire world where invisible to me and i to it

one of these days you and me universe will be together again- in love again with one another. all passions rushing through and healing all burdens. my back a feather my feet wings. my hands the most beautiful tools of engineering and my mind blossoming into that gorgeous genius sweetest flower. i long for these days. i will have those days again - for always this time.
 
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