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Chicago Heroin v. Please refrain from offing yourself.

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Tommyboy said:
Memphis, I'm doing alright. A lot of ups and down, but I'm working 6 days a week and taking care of business so can't complain.



Yea I get really red, dry cheeks too, but no flaking.

As for not being able to pee, that's called urinary retention and we've got a whole thread for it here. IME the best way to deal with it is to sit down to pee, run the faucet, and put a rag soaked in warm water on your dick, and to help even more you can squeeze the rag so some of the warm water runs down your schlong. Taking a shower works too, but this method is for if you can't be bothered with taking a shower each time you get too high to piss.
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im right there with you dude. these folks dont believe in giving me days off at all.
 
yeah, itchy - i got the same feeling, I'm just clean for now, who knows for how long? although i gotta say, it beats the mental agony of trying to score every other day or whatever. I've managed to keep my physical habit pretty light over the past 2 yrs (I know what a habit is) and then I got on subs...to stay clean, but they also keep the sick off if you wanna fool around that way.

right now, my habit is k-pins and subs, both scripts from real Drs., and i'm tapering both - I really wanna be 100% clean - and the lower I go the trickier it gets. Right now I just have bad dreams when I actually fall asleep, and then wake up and lay there with anxiety. Which makes me think about picking up a jab, so I can taper off the sub with h. Genius.I got the idea on here...

And Scag, i started my dope thing in the late 80s in college. dope from nyc, i don't know if naming streets from that long ago counts, but right off Tompkins Sq Pk, which was the homeless tent city at that time, from a spot called the Laundromat or the Laundry. LES was all drugs, all the time, all open air, cops didn't care under Dinkens, it was wild. The police riots and all when they tore the tents down...like a movie more than reality. I moved back to chicago, and when I visited NYC again, the LES was basically all yuppies. All gone.

Anyway...what ya gonna do. They invented the cell phone and all that street shit disappeared. I mean, I used to use pay phones and pagers, man. Anyone here remember that shit?
 
northsideboy said:
of course now i'm posting about nyc shit in the chicago thread. sorry.

back the hockey game. carry on.
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...HA! Payphones?...What's that? Kidding. Yeah, fuck them too! I remember pay phones and beepers(I'm probally a couple of years older than a few BLs) LOL! One time I caught a nod(just to test the shit. fucking dumb) in the alley on the WS, to wake up all my shit gone! Dope, phone, wallet, change, even my half drunk 40oz in a paper bag! I kept walking around forever asking people if they know where there's one so I can call my girl, no one knew, finally, I see one and it looked like an oasis in the middle of the desert, I come up and the reciever's gone! I didn't know what to do considering it's a loong walk to the Northern subs. Luckely, my g/f was driving around looking for me and knew where I shopped and found me . How did people used to function before cellphones? Idk. Nowadays the world would stop. Thanks for the NYC geography lesson. What no mole-people? HA! I think I'm more addicted to the "thrill of the chase" more than anything. That's why I hate even going remotely near the city cause it seems like everywhere I'm at in the city, I associate it with getting fucked up. Even the bad memories are good on some level.That's how insidious this shit is.
Do you remember when McDonalds was giving away "brick phones" for like $10.00...but it was $1.oo a min. ?
You have alot of positive things going on in your life and you should keep that in perspective.
Anyway, got my baby-blue polyester leasure suit, looking like Tom Hanks from "castaway"(from being on house arrest for a month), shirt with ruffles dusted off for court tomm. I'm gonna stroll up there like a PIMP!
" yo honor, I aint did shit!, they put that shit on me! On my baby-momma!"
Yep, the Hawks are doing it!...
Later man.
 
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Haha pagers and 911 pages or the 911911911 those were the days. What's up with this chi weather? Sux. Man got paid today since my leave nice to have $ again.
 
fantom13 said:
Haha pagers and 911 pages or the 911911911 those were the days. What's up with this chi weather? Sux. Man got paid today since my leave nice to have $ again.
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Well whoop-te-do fantom, good for you, you have $again...I have no$ again! LOL! :) Spent it all on a lawyer but they dismissed the case on lack of probable cause...probably didn't even need him. I'm pissed. Everybody in lock up told me don't even bother but I couldn't chance another felony. I'm just trying to console myself with reminding myself of how much money I used to waste on dope and booze. Yeah, this weather almost made me late for court(traffic sucked). Left the house at 7 didn't get to the ghetto till 9. Hows work going? How you doing man? Hope you're good.
 
Just got my first paycheck today as well. First one since January. It's fucked up how the first thought I had was to call up my guy. Not to brag but it's crazy how much money I make and I used to always be just getting by. More than 2/3 of my check went right to dope every Thursday and the rest to bills. Now today I actually put money into a savings account. Still got that itch though. And speaking of itches, glad to hear court went good for you itchy, that's awesome that it got dismissed. I know it sucks having to pay for a lawyer but better safe than sorry. So you're a free man, that must feel great. Congrats!
 
goodtymes123 said:
Just got my first paycheck today as well. First one since January. It's fucked up how the first thought I had was to call up my guy. Not to brag but it's crazy how much money I make and I used to always be just getting by. More than 2/3 of my check went right to dope every Thursday and the rest to bills. Now today I actually put money into a savings account. Still got that itch though. And speaking of itches, glad to hear court went good for you itchy, that's awesome that it got dismissed. I know it sucks having to pay for a lawyer but better safe than sorry. So you're a free man, that must feel great. Congrats!
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Thanks alot bud, I appreciate it.
Feels GOOOOOD just to be able to go take a walk(not that I ever took a walk for enjoyment before,lol. but it's nice to know I can) I wish 1/3 of my money would cover some of my bills. But whatever money I didn't use for(always late)bills I used for dope and booze. So it's kind of the same thing we were both broke in our own kind of way.
Or I used to buckle down sometimes start saving then spend it all real quick.
That's the first thing I thought of doing today too is to "reward' myself for putting up with all this suffering".lol. But somehow talked myself out of it. Idk, maybe because it was raining and I had a suit on or the fact that I was with my g/f and her sister...or the simple fact that I'm next to fucking broke but somehow didn't do it. "put money into a savings account" seems like a normal function of life for alot of people but IMO, it's a huge accomlishment for people such as us and for some it's harder to keep it there. You should feel like that's a huge step man. The very important thing imo is not to get overconfident. That has been my downfall EVERYTIME. Yeah! I can sleep tonight without that shackle on my leg. They put it on tight..."It'll loosen up..." bullshit!
Don't be scratching no itches. Later man.
Take care ppl.
 
itchyscratchy said:
Thanks alot bud, I appreciate it.
Feels GOOOOOD just to be able to go take a walk(not that I ever took a walk for enjoyment before,lol. but it's nice to know I can) I wish 1/3 of my money would cover some of my bills. But whatever money I didn't use for(always late)bills I used for dope and booze. So it's kind of the same thing we were both broke in our own kind of way.
Or I used to buckle down sometimes start saving then spend it all real quick.
That's the first thing I thought of doing today too is to "reward' myself for putting up with all this suffering".lol. But somehow talked myself out of it. Idk, maybe because it was raining and I had a suit on or the fact that I was with my g/f and her sister...or the simple fact that I'm next to fucking broke but somehow didn't do it. "put money into a savings account" seems like a normal function of life for alot of people but IMO, it's a huge accomlishment for people such as us and for some it's harder to keep it there. You should feel like that's a huge step man. The very important thing imo is not to get overconfident. That has been my downfall EVERYTIME. Yeah! I can sleep tonight without that shackle on my leg. They put it on tight..."It'll loosen up..." bullshit!
Don't be scratching no itches. Later man.
Take care ppl.
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LOL that was the same thing I was thinking when my shackle came off was being able to take a walk. It was the first thing I did too. I had that fucking thing on for 3 months. But yeah, putting money in the savings felt like a huge accomplishment for me and is somewhat of a motivation to keep my nose clean and keep saving. Like you said, it should be a normal human function
But for us, it just wasn't a priority. I mean, it's just ridiculous the amount of money I've spent on dope and that I actually still have the urge to go cop knowing how ridiculous it is. But I feel like a lot of the urge is simply from the feeling I would get just going to the west side to cop. It was like a rush in its own being out there in that environment. Well, time to get ready for work. Stay out of trouble ichy, you dodged a bullet this time. Just remember how good freedom feels. lol. Peace!
 
Congrats to all you living the straight and narrow. I been good for abt 10 days myself. Had a good month run.
I hear its beyond hot out on the blocks. Stay away kids.
EnVee
 
nitevision said:
Congrats to all you living the straight and narrow. I been good for abt 10 days myself. Had a good month run.
I hear its beyond hot out on the blocks. Stay away kids.
EnVee
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"BLOCKS ARE HOT! STAY AWAY KIDS", unless you are accompanied by an adult of legal age OR at the very least a sugardaddy with acceptible moral fortitude and exeptional references."
"This has been a BL public anoucement in the interest of harm reduction..." We now return you to your regularly scheduled programing...=D
 
Yeah, a buddy of mine said that the open air spot he uses and I would use every once in a while has been dead for the last 2 weeks and has a CPD unmarked SUV sitting in the parking lot at the end of the one way block. Our main phone connect would meet right in that area as well and my buddy said he's been having him drive and meet 7 miles further east in an area that is mostly yuppies now because it's been so hot in the area. He was saying it, though, like he was complaining but shit, I would've gladly driven the extra 7 miles to cop in a safer, less patrolled hood.
 
goodtymes123 said:
Yeah, a buddy of mine said that the open air spot he uses and I would use every once in a while has been dead for the last 2 weeks and has a CPD unmarked SUV sitting in the parking lot at the end of the one way block. Our main phone connect would meet right in that area as well and my buddy said he's been having him drive and meet 7 miles further east in an area that is mostly yuppies now because it's been so hot in the area. He was saying it, though, like he was complaining but shit, I would've gladly driven the extra 7 miles to cop in a safer, less patrolled hood.
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Idk, whenever I had a phone connect they never picked up the phone and the one dude that did, always had underweight garbage.(I guess I'm just lucky that way)So I always copped in open. Sometimes I had a swarm of brothers run up to me as soon as I got of the bus(fuck loosing your car AND getting arrested)and other times I had to walk all over to score. But GT what you're saying is that CPD is keeping the ghetto safer by keeping the white people out to conduct their business in yuppieville. I got it. Good strategy.
Now we can get a latte, biscottie and a blow at the same time!
Thanks CPD.
I too would have went 10 mil. out of the ghetto.
 
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LOL, I didn't think of it that way. That's a good point. All they are doing is forcing the drug deals to go down in nicer neighborhoods. Which I was thinking about, earlier, it could be just as sketchy if the connect is meeting all his customers at the same spot more than a couple times and a resident catches on to what's going down and informs CPD, then all they gotta do is stake out that location until a deal goes down. And they'll definitely nab as many customers as they can first to try and get them to roll on the dealer. It's not like the hood where all of the residents know not to talk to the cops.

"I don't talk to the cops, I don't speak pig latin..."

Edit: I've never had a phone connect not answer. I've had them answer but say they are not around, and I've had times where I'd call and find that the phone has been shut off and never work again. But it always seemed to me that the phone connects were higher up the chain than the street guys and always had the same product as what they had on the street and just gave better deals. Like my main phone connect always gave 14 in a jab compared to if I went to the block where they had the same bags, they would only do 12 in a jab.
 
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goodtymes123 said:
LOL, I didn't think of it that way. That's a good point. All they are doing is forcing the drug deals to go down in nicer neighborhoods. Which I was thinking about, earlier, it could be just as sketchy if the connect is meeting all his customers at the same spot more than a couple times and a resident catches on to what's going down and informs CPD, then all they gotta do is stake out that location until a deal goes down. And they'll definitely nab as many customers as they can first to try and get them to roll on the dealer. It's not like the hood where all of the residents know not to talk to the cops.

"I don't talk to the cops, I don't speak pig latin..."

Edit: I've never had a phone connect not answer. I've had them answer but say they are not around, and I've had times where I'd call and find that the phone has been shut off and never work again. But it always seemed to me that the phone connects were higher up the chain than the street guys and always had the same product as what they had on the street and just gave better deals. Like my main phone connect always gave 14 in a jab compared to if I went to the block where they had the same bags, they would only do 12 in a jab.
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Didn't think of it like that. Good point. That's why the dealer should meet in a busy parking lot where there's alot of shit going on.
Yeah, that's what I meant. Phone disconnected.
HA! "...I don't speak pig latin"
Man I hate this shit! Sometimes I type up a reply on here and then it tells you "too few characters"...I swear I hate computers and I swear they hate me! I never ever got a jab off the street!...They never have that much shit on them or they say they have to go get some more and I just want to keep it moving and never wait. But I never got any kind of play, doesn't matter how much I buy.
Carane op. Good gig!
 
Yeah, I really do love my job. I would be devastated if I ever lost it. It's almost like playing a video game for a living, except there is a lot more at stake if you "lose". As far as buying jabs on the block, I would only do it at that spot I was talking about cuz I know it's good and they aren't gonna rip me off. But I've also had them say they gotta get more in which case, like you, I don't wanna wait so I just buy whatever they got on'm and get the fuck outta there. And I'd only fuck with the street guys when I'd call my connect and he'd say he wasn't around and to hit the block. All this talk about copping is making me wanna go do so.
 
I,have bought a jab off the block before,but fuck that,my phone connect has consistent fire,he gives me 15 and I never wait more then 3+5 min,i call when im bout,5 blocks away and,he pulls up immediately,the other thing is I never,got bad d from him ever.I only been dealing with him a year but one time only I had to wait like an hour before I left my house. All those years ive waited an eternity for thwm to show,but not anymore.
 
I've bought jabs off the block a number of different times.. Most I ever tried to cop was 2 jabs off a dude.. but he only had one and I wasn't about to wait out west on the block WITH a jab on me. Of course you never know whats gonna happen, so its best to stick with the phone connects if its a bigger order.. As I ended up getting robbed for $50 on the same block, (different guy, it didn't feel right, but i was sick so i went for it, thats the game though) about 5 weeks later. That was the only time Ive been robbed copping off the block though, so I had a pretty good record going while I was still a junkie.
 
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