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Chicago Heroin v. No Touching of the Hair or Face

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JustFlying said:
Thanks for the advice and help guys. I've done 2 dips of the match head like I mentioned earlier and I think I'm good. I'm not rocked but I feel so peaceful. There was a little rush but it was perfect and didn't overwhelm me at all.

I hit the highway and grabbed a cold soda and have just been feeling great all night. Definitely going to keep these vibes going for awhile. Will probably hit another bump in an hour or two. Looks like this bag is gonna last forever and I'm great with that.

Hope all is well on everyone else's end.
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yup the good old days.. becarefull man the honeymoon period will pass u fast
 
Sup guys? I had a great time yesterday. Just chilled out at a friends for most of the night the came home and bumped a tiny bit, then slept so good. Woke up a little groggy today and felt kinda depleted but it was strangely a good feeling. Don't think I'm gonna do it again today but am considering downing a few brews. Still have so much left out of this little ten bag. Gonna take a few days before I dip in again. Love it so far though and wanna keep it under control.

Thanks for all the good advice and looking out yesterday peeps. Helped me a bunch.
 
^^^do yourself a favor and dont use again til atleast the weekend, the longer the better..


bhannon and I didnt get along on here cause the kid was so naive and we told him from the begininng and with in the psan on 3-4 months of posting he went from taking pills to im pretty sure slamming dope..but he would talk about how he would give peoiple rides and do all these things for dope and half of it no one believed in the first place..

i didnt like bhannon but that shit wasa in the past i dont want to see no one die..i just wish he would have listened to us more, i always partly put the blame on us sometimes when i se members dieing bc we kind of glorify dope us with all out stories and all the other bulshit and people see that we use everyday or everyother and think its not that bad but we lose what 5-10blers every year from ODs and those are just the ones we know about cause they posted and we became freinds outside of bluelight..

i still cant believe tally(chris) is gone, the same with tom (melange)...phreex too, and i xan name so many more and those guys knew what they were doing when it came to drugs
 
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For sure Chinky. I'm not trying to go into this like a fool, ya know? Plus I've lurked here for quite some time, enough to understand many of you here have that knowledge. Much respect.

Prob won't use till Friday night anyway. I don't wanna play this out and make this expensive or let it take over. I've studied on this so much and have prepared myself mentally before diving in the other day. I trust the advice i've received from certain people and my instincts.
 
chinky said:
^^^do yourself a favor and dont use again til atleast the weekend, the longer the better..


bhannon and I didnt get along on here cause the kid was so naive and we told him from the begininng and with in the psan on 3-4 months of posting he went from taking pills to im pretty sure slamming dope..but he would talk about how he would give peoiple rides and do all these things for dope and half of it no one believed in the first place..

i didnt like bhannon but that shit wasa in the past i dont want to see no one die..i just wish he would have listened to us more, i always partly put the blame on us sometimes when i se members dieing bc we kind of glorify dope us with all out stories and all the other bulshit and people see that we use everyday or everyother and think its not that bad but we lose what 5-10blers every year from ODs and those are just the ones we know about cause they posted and we became freinds outside of bluelight..

i still cant believe tally(chris) is gone, the same with tom (melange)...phreex too, and i xan name so many more and those guys knew what they were doing when it came to drugs
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Great post chinky. Everytime i start to believe your a self absorbed dick you post something that pulls my heartstrings like that.
 
LOL Chef.

Hey JustFlying, as far as i know, nobody went into this trying to be a fool...some were probably more foolish than others. It doesn't really matter how much research you did on some website on the internet, you're messing with some serious shit. Of course you know all this and you have a plan and aren't gonna let it get outta control. Same here with all of us.

Good luck dude. Or dudette.
 
BTW i just read your last post again. You trust your instincts, huh? The instincts that said it was ok to do heroin, cause you were prepared and could handle it....cause those instincts could never be wrong or lie to you, right?

I'm not trying to be a dick or bust your balls, but really man, this isn't some test you study up for. There's all kinds of different theories, people here probably have very different opinions, but let's see, you did heroin a few times, you actually liked it, so you considered doing it again, and you did it again, and liked it. What do you think the chances are you are "predisposed" to "liking" heroin enough to become addicted to it? Cause it's pretty addictive by all reports....

Again, just a word of caution, which I guess is coming too late now...
 
OpiateGuy said:
Chinky, you have 9300 posts.. holy shit man.

I remember that Bhannon guy, he was so full of shit.
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9300 is alot but damn i wouldnt be in the top 100 when it comes to alltime posters...and i gotta guess at least half my posts came from TL, back in the good ol days before the mods made it a bunch of bullshit and took all the fun out of it..like most of the mods in every other forum on this place

JustFlying said:
For sure Chinky. I'm not trying to go into this like a fool, ya know? Plus I've lurked here for quite some time, enough to understand many of you here have that knowledge. Much respect.

Prob won't use till Friday night anyway. I don't wanna play this out and make this expensive or let it take over. I've studied on this so much and have prepared myself mentally before diving in the other day. I trust the advice i've received from certain people and my instincts.
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ill tell you this right now...dont trrust anyone in your real life who uses dope, if you have questions or concers or really anything that might have to do with dope, ask and trust us..we have no skin in the game when it comes to you..we are the ones who are gonna givce it to you real and uncut wether you want to hear it or not..and you may think we are assholes but its the truth. we or at leasdt i have no reason to lie to you, your friends will givce you half truths at best, you think the kid that gave you your first sample just dabbles but i bet hes alot deeper in it then you think and i wouldnt be suprised if he is looking for someone new to introduce and be the middleman for..now of course that can be 100% inaccurate and i couldnt be farther from the truth but im letting you know there is atleast a 50% chance that it is true...

crimsonjunk said:
Great post chinky. Everytime i start to believe your a self absorbed dick you post something that pulls my heartstrings like that.
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i speak the truth and alot of times that makes me look like a dick but im not a bullshitter, im not here to showoff and glamorize the use even though it may seem like it..thats why i come down so hard on noobs and people who come here with little or no posts and thinkin someone is gonna hook them up..and the sad part is there are somne people out there thatr do help those people out and it drives me nuts, why would anyone give up their connect or one of their many connects to someone they dont even know, it just doesnt make sense to me..if you want to do heroin, go out on the streets and go get it yourself like the rest of us.

chefman said:
Oh chinky you pulled my heart.strings too,and thats not all.
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dont be a smartass, you got no idea what youre talking about, that shit aint funny
northsideboy said:
LOL Chef.
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the same goes for you too noob..theres nothing funny about that shit

this shit aint a joke, those were real members who i considered friends and they are now dead and most of them from the drug we all talk about and more or less glamorize and alot of those people where the ones who wrote the book on these drugs when it comes to this site...sure they might have been online friends but i still tlaked to them everytime i came on this site for years and on AIM/email and even the phone and now they arent here any more...and in my real life im up to the point where icant even remeber how many friends/aquantiances i know who i have lost to ODs over the past 4-5 years and its only been the poast 4-5years.

i tried dope for the first itme in highschool i think soph/junior year and it was even before i tried pills, maybe i took a vicodin or 2 but thats it. but one of my freinds had it, and we would do coke sometimes at the time so we didnt really care cause we were into doing drugs and we tried everything. so i did a bag and pretty much fell asleep instantly and dont remember nothing no high or nothing, and i said it was a waste of money and so i didnt try it again until years after. one reason i didnt try it again anytime before that was because my friend who introduced it to me, also introduced it to everyone of our friends and got a handful of them hooked and they started shooting and it consumed them and well we pretty much cut off all ties to the kid and a couple others who fell in with him cause they became scum bags. stealin, robbing, introducing and getting people hooked and ripping them off...just typical junkie behavior as i see it now but back then it was "fuck him, ill beat his ass if i find out he gave that shit to someone else i know"..

back then 2001-2004ish that kid single handly gave heroin a bad name in the area cause of how many peoples lives that one single kid fucked up. now i was no better cause by 2004 i was poppin pills which i didnt know then but know now, is basically the same thing. my grandma had both knees replaced at the time and had hundreds of 5/500s and so we all started popping pills but it was on the weekends and maybe only once or twice a month and it lasted until all of our parents cabinets ran out and we started to look for others...so in a way i was no better then he was but i set and kept rules to my use and in highschool no one really does that

i can keep goin but im just gonna flash forward to nowadays and how pills are talked about and paretns now lock them up and count them and now they are so expensive that kids cant even afford to buy the pills to try or they can but dont see the point cause theres just so much dope around, that logically why would you spend 30x on 1 pill that gets you 1 high, when you can buy 3 bags for the same porice as the pill and get high for 2,3,4,5days? and back then and still to this day ive never touched a needle but kids nowadays cave to peer pressure, where as when i was in highschool you might get pressured to snort some coke or pop a roll or i spicifically remeber trying to be pressured to smoke crack one day and i didnt but now adays kids are different its "your already snorting it, you might as well try shooting it" and peer pressure is a motherfucker, no0t many people say no when everyone else is doing it and i 100% feel that if i did highschool now instead of 10years ago, i would more then likely be dead and if i was lucky to be alive i would know 20-30people who be dead and not the 10 or so i know now..

also to this day ive never givin out a number to one of my connects to someone who didnt already have it, meaning if you gave me someones number and they got a new number or you lost your phone, ill give the number back to you but i dont ever give out my numbers to anyone new who deosnt already have it. and its for the simple reason that you cant trust no one in that business. you might tell one person and tell them to tell no one but before long they give it out to a few people and they give it to a few more and its not too long befoer someone gets popped snd gives up the number..ive been asked by my dealers a few time if i knpow anyone else and that they would hook me up but i alwayts tell them "yeah, but i dont trust that uf they get popped that your name and number wont be the first thing out of their mouth..i figure they have enough other people who talk, they dont need me to do it.
 
i know that last post was super long and TLDR so most of ysall wont read it but..

i wwant to also point out the fact i think that the media does nothing but promote heroin and they do it to let parents know but its informing the kids more then informing the parents IMO..by putting on the front page headlines " the heroin highway..." and and then giving the definition and mentioning streets and areas to go to so now its like for those kids too afraid to try it cause they dont want to ask someone they know or they might know the generally area but dont know exactly where to go or they were getting middle manned and knowing they were getting ripped off and now they just have to open the front page of the paper and it gives them a map on where to go get the drugs..everytime i see the headlines or the newscast it just makes me shake my head cause its giving the dealers basically free advertisement "multiple overdoses in so ans so area" any junkie who reads that and live somewhere close enough to get down there will go looking for the source of that dope cause they know its a good batch.. i used to love reading the stories and seeing wehere people got busted and checking out everyblock and it was just fun and i would post the stories here but i stopped posting the stories cause they do nothing but promote the dope spots, sure they took down the one group but that just lets everyone know that the area is now open for a new click and within days it is back up and running like clockwork..although i will post links to some of the major seizures of dope in chicago, like when they get KIs, but i stopped posting the ones about the local crews.
 
Hey Chink, I think you misunderstood me, maybe not, I ain't worried about it that much, but just to clarify - i wasn't LOL'ing about nothing but the image that you were pulling something else along with Chef's heartstrings.
I certainly wasn't making fun of some kid that od'd, some kid I never knew, but obv touched a nerve here with you.
You're not the only one that's been around long enough to lose friends to this shit, directly or indirectly. Some are lost when they die, some when they disapprove and you drift apart after years of close friendships.
If you read my post of advice to the new kid, justflying, I'm telling he/she to stay the fuck away from this stuff.
It's all fun and games when you're late teens/early twenties, no habit & no record, never eeen through rehab or to the er....but it ain't so cute when you're pushing mid-40s, married with kids, and risking all that shit Evweytime
 
@Chinky I really don't think northside meant it like that. And I remember Melange (Tom), he was so sweet. It was shitty hearing that he ODed. One of my best friends ODed in 06 and was found in a Burger King bathroom because his "friend" just left him there to die, and another good friend died in 08 from this shit. A kid I went to school with ODed in his parent's garage while they were on vacation and his brother found him 2 days later...you can imagine how that looked (and smelled). :( It's sad... people doing dope and dropping dead with no warning... but that's the risk we take. To the new guy: I hope you know what you're getting yourself into. No amount of research can prepare you for the shit you'll go through as a dope fiend. Like I said before; be careful. Take it from all of us, lol. Dope brings problems-- you're playing with fire.
 
I don't know anyone who has used dope for a decent amount of time who hasn't said at some point.. "I wish I would have never started this shit".. take that for what you will, new guy.
 
Chinky, for sure dude. I respect that straight up, rawness. I'm not a fool and I have hustled up plenty in my time. But this, I've never messed with up until now, and believe me, I am all ears when it comes to many of you cats around here. Yes, you too opiateguy. Much respect to you guys for looking out for myself and the other, "noobs", that might be curious about posting here ormay post in the future. Again, nothing but respect and thanks for the knowledge.


And for the "noobs" that post here like myself. You guys are awesome and much appreciated.
 
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