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^ or "my allergies" are acting up..thats why my nose is clogged..or i domnt know what i ate last night but im shitting my pants today

i swear i think ive subconciously became a mouthbreather cause even days when i havent used in days and im breathing fine i still find myself breathing with my mouth instead of breathing threw my nose, cause imn just so used to my nose being clogged..and i was big into sports and breathing threw my nose during that and like i said i have to remind myself to breath threw my nose even days when its not stuffed up

Gado said:
Lmao this is absolutely 100% true. My mom is the exact same.
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and it would always lead to the biggest fights cause shes is accusing when youre sober and i would get so pissed. then i realized well when you start smoking weed when your 14 and you do it everyday, she prolly got used to my being high she proly took the chinky eyes and the way i talked as normal and so she noticed when i was sober cause my eyes would be alittle more open and i might talk a little faster or different.

i really think thats what it was
 
My thing has always been to admit to something bad to cover up for the worse thing that you really did.

Like the other day when I was high as a kite off of some dope and done, I told my parents that I was wasted from doing some day drinking. I don't think that they would think I would make up that I was day drinking to hide the fact that I took methadone, so I got away with it that day.

Let's face it, no matter how good we might be able to hide being high, our parents are the hardest to fool, so they definitely won;t go for some denial b.s.
 
Cool stories.. Funny chinky I am from the nw burbs and go back here and there for holidays... A year or two ago when I was only on pulls before I got back on H after being clean for 7 + years I did come clean to my family. It was hard but felt so good. Yeah now it is a secret again between me and the dealer. Would love to get benzos to take a break on subs. Another summer of wearing long sleeves... Sux but this is the path I unfortunately choose. Funny hearing OG nodding all the time. God I would give anything to nod again. Lol seems I keep in check just to get high but not over do it. Hope everyone is doing well and go SOX!!!
 
Well FML. Planned to look for a new spot tonight after work, but due to circumstances, I end up acting like a responsible adult and went home, which happens more often than not recently. I work downtown. left work a little late, going west hit rush hour traffic (lol, right? if anyone gets the reference). Had to pick up the family to go to a wake later tonight, so when it got just too close to being late and having to make up BS excuses, I just quit and went home.

All the talk about family above, I know for a fact I'm just better off not lying and scheming and hiding and whatever, cause she usually figures it out in the end. And that always turns things to shit at home for a while.

Taking the day off tomorrow to go to the funeral (a close friend's father), so maybe after that, I'll have some free time and give it another try.

TG for the k-pin collection I have. Better than nothing.
 
Welderman said:
^ the " I am just tired" excuse doesn't work forever. Lol
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BlueHues said:
My mom had no clue for a long time, but once she started going to support groups for parents of addicts, it was all over....no more nodding out in the mash potatoes on Thanksgiving without "comments", at least!
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Yep, my parents had no idea until I got arrested and they decided to attempt to educate themselves on what to look for. They like to think that have it all figured out and they're so far off.
 
Welderman said:
^ the " I am just tired" excuse doesn't work forever. Lol
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Haha....It'a always like, "Are you feeling okay, you just look kind of....well IDK....Are you sick?"

"No, I'm just a little tired....I didn't get much sleep last night and I'm just kind of draggin today....."

If somebody actually suggests I'm high when I really am high, I still get mad!!

"What?! I don't appreciate people just coming out and making accusations based on nothing! What am I doing right now that makes you think I'm on drugs! How would you like it if I just came out and accused you of something?!" lol
 
BlueHues said:
Haha....It'a always like, "Are you feeling okay, you just look kind of....well IDK....Are you sick?" "No, I'm just a little tired....I didn't get much sleep last night and I'm just kind of draggin today....."
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This.
 
chinky said:
lol

its funny when i was younger everytime my mom tried callin me out about being drunk or high, 9/10 i would be sober..but the days i was shit faced and pukin, i didnt get so much as a look let alone a question
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Gado said:
Lmao this is absolutely 100% true. My mom is the exact same.
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chinky said:
and it would always lead to the biggest fights cause shes is accusing when youre sober and i would get so pissed. then i realized well when you start smoking weed when your 14 and you do it everyday, she prolly got used to my being high she proly took the chinky eyes and the way i talked as normal and so she noticed when i was sober cause my eyes would be alittle more open and i might talk a little faster or different.

i really think thats what it was
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yea, when you're on something all the time people see sober you as different n then think you're high, used to happen to me all the time

but sometimes parents just dont wanna think about it if its bad, like that dontdodrugs commercial were they say yea my mom has been in denial for years yada yada yada, i can totally relate to that, i was always a pot smoker since like 14 as well n they werent kool with it but it caused enough arguements n i argued my case for smokin fairly well to the point where they only would say something when they caught me in the act, if the garage or bathroom smelled like weed or i was obviously high they never said anything n just let it ride but they knew, even with the heroin they knew something was up they just didnt know it was heroin, and even to this day my mom doesnt seem to want to allow herself to believe i was on heroin, whenever she talks about my drug use its "the pot" i was doin, i mean they put me on suboxone when i ran outta money doin Oxy n then when i was like a month or so clean from H i told em i had been usin H n they said they knew i was doing something, cuz i was either sick, really happy or just out of it, so its not like they dont fully know now but even to this day anytime its brought up no matter what drug just the general topic of my drug use is referred to as "when i was on the pot"

i guess for some denial is the easiest way to deal with something so difficult, not sayin its good or the right way to deal with it but from others stories too denial seems to be pretty common, i loved n hated that commercial all at the same time
 
Well its a little later now, but 1230-130pm or so today, heavy LEO presence on near west side. Marked cars & white shirts parked on known spot corners.
The 2 crews out that I tried said "no, keep drivin" even though they were out there, lookouts and all, maybe 10-15 deep on 2 blocks.
Wrong time of day? Bad luck? McCarthy's spring clean up push?
Radio was talking about a big GD bust, but that was gun dealing.
Anyway, be careful if you're out there in that area.
 
I mean not really.. theres tons of blocks, what does 2 blocks matter? Just keep driving a few more blocks and youll get what you need.. this is chicago
 
Agreed OG,.....usually it's bizness somewhere. But i ran into the same thing last Friday, south of today, different spots, again with the parked squad cars on the block.

I really wonder if there's a push on right now. Esp after the announcement about "back to the foot patrol beat cop" last week. I mean, that was referring to a whole different area of Chgo, the southside, and it was about gunplay, not the dope game, but...

Maybe they just making a scene cause it's finally warming up out.

I'm sure it'll be back to biz at those spots soon, they can't sit on em all day, and of course other spots'll be open, but i didn't want to drive around for more than 1/2 hr.

And i don't listen to a scanner in the car, but I love seeing the boys on the corner holding their tablets. Pretty sure they ain't checking facebook.
 
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Hey, but I'm new here, so what do I know ? LOL

just playing.....Thanks OG. You have restored my faith in the blocks.....but i got no love for the cops.

I know they're just doing they're job, but....
 
Well i guess ill crash and get up and go cook for a bunch of hungry people,i thank god i have good skills.Goodnight my doper friends.
 
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