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Opioids Chicago dope thread

Woa, you are an evil, conniving, manipulating- what's that word?... Oh yeah! Woman! Do what you want but one of these days, someone is going to want to collect.
JJ, to answer your question of the missing $200.00, no, man I didn't get that fucking $ back YET. I'm starting to think I never will. At this point, brah, the notion of me having to work like a dog for hours to make that is wearing off, I'll make more fucking $. What's pressing me towards action, is the fact that this cocksucker took the fact that I trusted him for granted. What makes it easier, is that I'm a lot more fucking active off the dope. Goodmove, motherfucker.
JJ, don't misunderstand me, I'm the nicest, most loyal friend somebody can have but if you fuck me, there's a very different polarity to my actions. I will fuck you up with a pickax, as you're contemplating what you're gonna have for dinner. Is that wrong? Absolutely not. If we lived in a society where "eye for eye tooth for tooth" was a fact of life, motherfuckers would think twice about fucking up. People used to duel at dawn. I think I have made an erroneous assumption in regards to his mental faculties because, I basically know everything about him. Enough to cost him his job...for starters. He knows where I work at but the difference is, I don't give a shit about my job. He has a sweet gig that I'm sure his mommy got for him. Gots to be a fucking submoron. Maybe he's just a fucking pathetic hype. Idk, barring him being locked up, or dead, I don't even want to hear fucking rollodesk excuses.
I will accept an alien abduction. ...Only if it involves serious, deep, persistent, relentless probing. ...That's how that motherfucker will feel after I get done.
...On a lighter note, I was reading my last to the last post and just want to say that I have nothing but the most utter respect for the posters on this board.
That was my attempt at satire, I hope, someone found it somewhat funny, otherwise, fuck you. I was drunk.
JJ, do what you have to do. Don't fuck up your probation. I was on probation for 2 years before, luckily, I only had to see my PO once a week. That's how I kind of developed that dope(non-practicing) discipline.
Hey, you said what I wanted to say for a while. ^^^
GOLF!? ...Uh...Sorry to hear that. Exiting!! I used to go to a bar on Sun. and they would have golf on TV, I felt like I fucking died. Couldn't wait for the commercials! ...I hear it's diff. when you play it. Worse? Blahahaha...
 
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Itchy... Whatever;) the friend that's been helping me out is my ex. I saved his life a few years ago. He od'd on my bedroom floor, was the scariest thing I'd ever seen. I could dragged his ass outside but I called 911 and they revived him. The narcan I administered (3 times) didn't work. I got a couple misdemeanors (dropped now, after completing probation). Anyway, he and I have quite the history. I posted on here all the times he hooked me up, but there were many instances this past week when I paid for the hard. He loves crack. So, I wasn't just mooching. ;)

My OTHER friend just texted me saying he is getting meth tonight. I have never tried meth, but always wanted to. I'm gonna shoot it no doubt. I'm a liiiittle nervous. I'm also expecting my weed delivery tonight. We'll see... Ya'll be safe.
 
Agreed golf is the most boring brutal sport in the world especially as a spectator "sport" I believe it falls in the same category as that game where they sweep the ice and make the thing hit the target (wtf's that called?) , but when your driving a golf cart with a jab in your pocket. TIGER WOODS BITCH! Lol... Also I kept my blows hidden in my golf glove cuz I knew my ex girlfriend would never look there.. Apparently it was an excellent hiding spot cuz I forgot to look there... Shows how much I golfed too... Oh yea that sport is curling... Me thinks. idk as far as sports go I just keep interest in my four favorite animals (Bulls,Hawks,bears,Cubs) yes I'm a Cubs fan, can't help it and was birthed into as a 3rd generation n.sider. My poor grandma still lives in her little apt off of wells and division 88 years old and never seen them win the series, prolly never will too.
 
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WOA, I don't know you, I've read a lot of your posts and while You seem to be very enthusiastic about how ecletic your use is can I please just say that meth is like the nastiest most fucked up drug ever, two/ three years ago when I was finishing up my fucked up life in LA I kept it simple, dope (tar out there yuk) Oxys and Xanax.... Then my dealer came over with some meth one night, "oh I'll just try it I said" yea well I tried that shit and 3 days later I was still up in my DTLA loft cutting holes in my walls and calling the LAPD & telling that their was and I type this is verbatim "a kitten torturing factory in my apartment" if you think you get paranoid off of crack or coke get ready to have your soul removed and go crazy with hiloucinations to match... That shit is fucked up, never thought I'd ever say this but if you can, stick to crack, and if you head my warning do not to shoot it...
 
I take your warning seriously. Im nervous/scared but also excited. I hate staying up on uppers, I texted my friend (he was once a meth cook. Spent a long time in prison because of it) and told him I'd rather do it in the morning. I know this sounds stupid and I do not believe my own words but I'd ideally only wanna do one shot. Lol. Then, who can ever only do one shot. The good thing is I'm broke, am spending the money I do have on weed, and therefore cannot get any'more'.

I'm not proud of my drug use. Not at all. It'd be cool to be one of those people who enjoyed life substance free. Straight edge is hardcore. I'm just not there yet.
 
@woa I totally get it, sounds like you've been in a few rehabs (like myself) so I'm sure your familiar with all the phrases of "reaching your bottom" but let me tell you that it's an endless pit that can get worse and worse but you and only you gotta be ready to stop, and you'll know when that is. I mean you know just as well as I do that I can tell all day how fucked up shit is and you can smile and nodd (no pun intended) but you know just as well as I do that as soon as that shit is in front of you , all bets off... It took me some time locked up and a long term treatment to finally start the path of being "dope free" I still drink now and then and do a little blow but for me it's being free of the physical and mental part of opiate addiction... Believe it or not the physical part is the easy I struggle with the "mental obsession" everyday... I have a lil over 6 months clean from opiates, do my best to stay active and healthy but damn shits hard... Be safe and maybe a small step in the right direction would be saying no to meth... Just a thought
 
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Itchy... Whatever;) the friend that's been helping me out is my ex. I saved his life a few years ago. He od'd on my bedroom floor, was the scariest thing I'd ever seen. I could dragged his ass outside but I called 911 and they revived him. The narcan I administered (3 times) didn't work. I got a couple misdemeanors (dropped now, after completing probation). Anyway, he and I have quite the history. I posted on here all the times he hooked me up, but there were many instances this past week when I paid for the hard. He loves crack. So, I wasn't just mooching. ;)

My OTHER friend just texted me saying he is getting meth tonight. I have never tried meth, but always wanted to. I'm gonna shoot it no doubt. I'm a liiiittle nervous. I'm also expecting my weed delivery tonight. We'll see... Ya'll be safe.
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WOA, the first time I unknowingly did meth was fucking crazy! I got a huge fucked up capsule of what I was told was molly. I took it and three days later, I was STILL awake. It was great for about 15 hours but then I just couldn't come down. I ended up driving up on the sidewalk at NIU (Northern Illinois University) and got pulled over. I was tweaking so hard but I told him I was just having a hard time seeing the road. He let me go!

I want to try it again but know that I'm actually doing meth and not thinking it's molly!
 
itchyscratchy said:
Woa, you are an evil, conniving, manipulating- what's that word?... Oh yeah! Woman! Do what you want but one of these days, someone is going to want to collect.
JJ, to answer your question of the missing $200.00, no, man I didn't get that fucking $ back YET. I'm starting to think I never will. At this point, brah, the notion of me having to work like a dog for hours to make that is wearing off, I'll make more fucking $. What's pressing me towards action, is the fact that this cocksucker took the fact that I trusted him for granted. What makes it easier, is that I'm a lot more fucking active off the dope. Goodmove, motherfucker.
JJ, don't misunderstand me, I'm the nicest, most loyal friend somebody can have but if you fuck me, there's a very different polarity to my actions. I will fuck you up with a pickax, as you're contemplating what you're gonna have for dinner. Is that wrong? Absolutely not. If we lived in a society where "eye for eye tooth for tooth" was a fact of life, motherfuckers would think twice about fucking up. People used to duel at dawn. I think I have made an erroneous assumption in regards to his mental faculties because, I basically know everything about him. Enough to cost him his job...for starters. He knows where I work at but the difference is, I don't give a shit about my job. He has a sweet gig that I'm sure his mommy got for him. Gots to be a fucking submoron. Maybe he's just a fucking pathetic hype. Idk, barring him being locked up, or dead, I don't even want to hear fucking rollodesk excuses.
I will accept an alien abduction. ...Only if it involves serious, deep, persistent, relentless probing. ...That's how that motherfucker will feel after I get done.
...On a lighter note, I was reading my last to the last post and just want to say that I have nothing but the most utter respect for the posters on this board.
That was my attempt at satire, I hope, someone found it somewhat funny, otherwise, fuck you. I was drunk.
JJ, do what you have to do. Don't fuck up your probation. I was on probation for 2 years before, luckily, I only had to see my PO once a week. That's how I kind of developed that dope(non-practicing) discipline.
Hey, you said what I wanted to say for a while. ^^^
GOLF!? ...Uh...Sorry to hear that. Exiting!! I used to go to a bar on Sun. and they would have golf on TV, I felt like I fucking died. Couldn't wait for the commercials! ...I hear it's diff. when you play it. Worse? Blahahaha...
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Itchyscratchy THANK YOU FOR THIS! I am a huge fan of Westerns (John Wayne is the fuckin bomb). I always say that men (and women) should settle shit WESTERN style. Dueling. Fairly. 3 counts to the draw and whoever is left standing or whoever wins, that's it. Problem solved. Or just a good old fashioned fight. Not beating the shit out of each other but enough to settle whatever is going on.

I was able to get some for the weekend. I couldn't buy a rig right off the bat so I snorted it and omg, the BURNING. Holy shit man. It was like meth; rocket fuel haha. I ended up smoking it and got really fucked up. I was able to get away long enough to go to Walgreens. Most of the time I have to dump the rest of the clean syringes because my family will search my car if I am even five minutes late back home. Anyway, I hit it and omg, it burned in my arm so bad and afterwards, I had hives all around the spot. I got a good nod but...what is up with the burning? I've never had that.
 
Damn. To be honest, when I first got the text this morning saying 'got some method coming' I felt my heart sink. It was kinda depressing. Having just got off h and onto suboxone, I want to avoid all the hard shit and just smoke weed. I wanna be the little hippie girl I once was... id always wanted to try method, and its unheard of in Janesville this chance may never come again... man, I don't know what I'm gonna do. Ugh. Friday night a friend withwhom I usually do coke/crack. (Smoked/IV) with climbed a ladder to my window and pounded for quite sometime, shouting for me. I didn't move and ignored him because I HATE stim binges, not sleeping. Now the meth... I guess ill update later or tomorrow depending on what I choose. I most likely will he working this afternoon till 5, when the meth and weed will arrive. I know ill regret it if I choose to try it. I'm not dumbbell enough to think ill just do one shot or one hit or whatever route of administration is used. Hmmm.. I have seroquel for the comedown. I also don't wanna get stuck sleeping at this guys house. Another reason to avoid the shit.

Btw, yay gay marriage legalization... even though its federal (!?)
 
woamotive said:
Damn. To be honest, when I first got the text this morning saying 'got some method coming' I felt my heart sink. It was kinda depressing. Having just got off h and onto suboxone, I want to avoid all the hard shit and just smoke weed. I wanna be the little hippie girl I once was... id always wanted to try method, and its unheard of in Janesville this chance may never come again... man, I don't know what I'm gonna do. Ugh. Friday night a friend withwhom I usually do coke/crack. (Smoked/IV) with climbed a ladder to my window and pounded for quite sometime, shouting for me. I didn't move and ignored him because I HATE stim binges, not sleeping. Now the meth... I guess ill update later or tomorrow depending on what I choose. I most likely will he working this afternoon till 5, when the meth and weed will arrive. I know ill regret it if I choose to try it. I'm not dumbbell enough to think ill just do one shot or one hit or whatever route of administration is used. Hmmm.. I have seroquel for the comedown. I also don't wanna get stuck sleeping at this guys house. Another reason to avoid the shit.

Btw, yay gay marriage legalization... even though its federal (!?)
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Woa, I feel you girlfriend. I have an adderall script I wanted to fill from last month (90 20mg IR) but fuck, I'll eat those up in a week. And the come down from them sucks SO bad...almost as bad as crack. It's just not worth it to me. I only started taking it to stay skinny after I had my 3 girls and it worked. But, I breastfed all of my kids exclusively so I had to stop taking it. It was affecting their weight gain.
 
Your last post cracked me up itchy. It's nice to see some humor despite all he bs we go through dealing with this shit. WOA be careful with meth. I get so paranoid on blow and crack I couldn't imagine shooting meth the first time you do it. It doesn't take much and you will be up days. On another note, The dude who I go to got caught stealing from best buy so he's in jail. Im
hoping I'll stay on the subs now that he's gone!
 
What do you know, those elementary school DARE programs were onto something! Today I 'just said no' to method and that was that! ;-) Except it didn't go without consequence -dude was pissed and didn't get me my Fucking weed! I am so frickin irritated. I spent today with my OTHER (actual REAL friend) who was supposed to be getting off h along with me. Anyway, I watched him get high as hell over and over and over (talk about hard to do), and we did some crack. So, at least I got to get high somehow. I'm waiting to hear from another person who gets off work in ten mins to see if he can sell me some of his weed. I Fuckin hope so... WHAT A DOUCHE! (Guy #1) uuuuggghh.

I practically begged my friend today for a shot, but he knew I really didn't want to, he would've given it to me but when it came down to it I decided I didn't want to have to go through the hell of initial detox a-gain. I'm glad he didn't try to pressure me and that he challenged my attempts to persuade him that the sub wouldn't block the h (I knew it would, mostly). Man, all I want is some weed.

And some benzos.

Thanks everyone. I think its awesome that nobody said 'yeah go for it'!! I appreciate that. Ill stick to my sub, and well... basically most all other drugs except method, Lol. I'm gonna get a nice amount of crack with my next check and share with my friend (legit) who always helps me out. I mean, I've given him a handful of strips, and endless my prescriptions but that's nothing against all the h and hard he's hooked me up with asking NOTHING in return (minus the time I bought that dub off him). --day 1 sub complete
 
Nice work WOA, I'm not gunna tell people not to get high, especially on dope, pills, crack whatever. But I can promis you you made the right choice with the meth, shit is just fucking garbage and it fucks you up in the worst way. I used to mix it with tar when I lived in LA and it was such a waste of dope cuz I'd always just feel methed out, now a real speedball on the other hand... But hey look at me reminiscing about the good ol' days... Got 9 months sober tomorrow (sober for me is everything but alchohol and maybe a key bump here and there) feelin pretty good today tho... Anyone else on this thread have clean time off dope?
 
I've got 10 days ChiRaq. Still dragging ass and still having a runny nose. The only thing is is that I drink a lot more now. Religiously every day. Alcohol for me, has always been a monster so I gotta watch that shit.
YeAh, good choice, WOA.
I've never tried meth but I heard its kind of a shitty high. You guys kind of reaffirmed that assumption.
Got a new update on my ilussive Price discussion is not allowed.!!! Lmfao!! Gotta charge the phone up a little and then I'll elaborate.
JJ, you holding up, man?
Bbl.
Eastwood, what part of me losing Price discussion is not allowed. and me going to fuck somebody up and catching a charge did you find funny!?!? Lmao!
Some ppl have a weird sense of humor! Kidding. You can laugh at my loss. ...if you want... :(
 
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Price discussion is not allowed.seems to be the golden number for gettin ripped off. Last year my dumb ass was waiting for my PC at his old drop off spot by an old hospital, I'm sick as fuck and this dude pulls up in some pos gold car & honks at me,,, I and I guess he just new the spot was a d/o area & cuz I was in such a hurry to grab my 2 jabs I just though maybe he was a new runner.... God damn I bought a piece of folded up paper in a Baggie for Price discussion is not allowed.... when we our desperate it's crazy how our boundaries for trusting people is pushed a little bit further... Idk shit sucks but kinda part of the deal
 
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Hi everyone. Ive been a longtime lurker on this particular thread. I was inclined to write today for a couple reasons. One, smack intrigues me. Ive never done it, and I pray to the Cosmos I always have the strength to refrain. (The first time I read here I wanted to figure out how to avoid the crap). The second reason to post was curiousity about the bust in Lawndale. Im curious from people with "boots on the ground", hitting spits or whatever, is that Lawndale bust more than a miniscule "drop in the bucket"? Does a drought even seem likely? Has someone else already filled that guy's outfit, or ring with new blood?

There was an episode of Vice a few weeks back that illustrated and touched-on, via the corruption and disarray in the region, how much dope/opium is now being grown in Pakistan and Afghanistan. It's RIDICULOUS! 75% of the population grows Poppy. So like, Id think droughts would suck huge balls, but with all the dope being made these days are droughts a thing of the past? If I go to Douglas Park will there be just as many users and syringes laying around the park?

One last thing. I am not a clean-living Nun. I like my green and occassional booze. Hmmm, what is it, "SWIM" (very well) used to enjoy pain medicine. I knew that person SO well, if you know what I mean. That person went into debt and had a 200mg (or more) a day habit. Anyway, that person loved how much energy and work could be done with a little opiate help. But eventually all that work didn't offset rising cost due to a rise in that person's tolerance.

Here's what helped that person, and maybe it can help anyone reading this that really wants to kick. First, don't try to stop unless you TRULY want to stop (otherwise you are setting yourself up for defeat). Make your mind "want" to quit, convince yourself it's the right move. For eg., SWIM doesn't even like pain meds anymore bc that person knows they are fleeting, and not grounded in reality.

Here's the hypocrisy (but it worked for SWIM). Remember, SWIM did pain meds to work and endure long hours. So SWIM cut back on work and started enjoying life again (whatever you dig, cribbage, golf, dominos, film, art, fishing), and the other super helpful "aid", was that person got a script for Adderrall. SWIM told me its not the same (speedy vs opiate), but the Addy helps give energy and maintain focus. SWIM got a script for an anti-anxiety as well, and the two compliment each other.

SWIM thinks drugs are a choice, all should be legal, and prohibition never will work (only increase price and levels of crime). So, SWIM went "legit", doesn't crave Addy unless work is busy, and managed to suffocate a gnarly opiate habit.

I dunno, just wanted to say Hi. Probably won't be signing in too much bc the H is something SWIm never wants to try bc that person knows it must be damn good. But, 200-250mg a day was pretty tough too and SWIM knows what its like to be dopesick.

Be Strong, Be Safe. You can kick, trust SWIm, just don't kick bc you are being told you "have to", et. To successfully Kick, you gotta WANT it. Which I know most of you already know. Being (arguably) clear-headed isn't so bad. If you love your dope, which is totally cool, Id save up a little money (and I do mean little), and go live in Kazakhstan for a couple years. Id guess 20k can keep you in food, shelter, rigs and fire for 2yrs, maybe longer. Dare to dream!
 
Too much SWIM! It's unnecessary to use SWIM on here, we all know what you mean;) its all good, just letting you know what's up!

I've got 5 days now (since my last shot of H), been using sub almost daily (forgot one day!) switching between in the Shnoz and IV. Still no fucking weed, though! Why the hell is it so hard for a bitch to grab some herb, maaaan!? Haha. Ohhh, soon....

My friend B (ex boy) called this morning saying he grabbed some H and some hard so I went to his place to smoke some and did one shot of it (the hard not the h). Was nice, but a TEASE. Then I had to go to work but only for a few hours. My gooood I need to get off my lazy ass and get a job, another job! Damn, what a waste of a degree. It's just been so long since I graduated my Spanish is rusty...

Anyway, tomor morning between 8 & 9 a buddy is coming over to shoot some coke. Productive, huh!? I don't think I'll be working tomor afternoon but I hope so. Otherwise I'm going to the transitional living place I left a few months ago to see my ex girls son. I saw him today... Miss him so much. I should have the energy to bike over there am I right? ;) I'll be straight to interact with him. IV coke doesn't really have much legs.

Nice job Itchy on ten days! Watch the drinking though, man. Alcohol has been the most detrimental and destructive drug I've been addicted to. I had respiratory failure with a BAC of .49. Went to detox 56 times in a year (3 years ago) shiiiit the cops were at my house three days a week. I was a fucking mess. Vodka was my demon for far too long.

Anyway, peace! Keep on kickin! (Wahahaha)
 
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