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Opioids Chicago dope thread

Our water running over here doe, they aint stoppin nuthn 8) #Nods@Soldiers

Team Nod... assem.. should I even say the rest? SQUADDD
 
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Nothing to embarrass me about itch.........it was a just a movie reference...........anyways I got a stupid question to ask and a stupid question deserves a stupid answer-I was/am taking 12 mg subs for more than 90 days(was in treatment) and I made it 95 days b4 picking up again. It was a 2 week run.........so I stopped takin the subs during that run and last wed b4 tonight was the last time I used and then started to taper down by cutting in half and then today in a.m. I cut it into 3 pieces. Do you think after tomorrow when I run out of the diesel-will I start to get wd's from the subs? I felt minimal wd's already(runny nose and the sweats) I think my body got used to the 12 mg's.
 
You know what, I myself, a very novice sub user. I can share my experience and what I read on the subject but that's just my experience and should not be treated as gospel(gospel shouldn't be treated as gospel).
Anyway, what I did was, as soon as I quit dope l started using 6mg. (Reason being is because I heard less is more) once a day until I felt the dope WDs almost disappearing. I then only took the 6 only when I needed it(which was about every 2-3 days) after that I split the 6 and did that every day and then when needed. Now I'm on 1.5 every day. From what I'm reading, at 2 mg. is where the battle starts. I think if you're coming off a 2 week run, you should have no problem going back to 6. Remember, sub has a half life of about 3 days, so if you're going to to take it everyday, you'll just be "stacking". Which will make it harder to come off in the long run.
Good luck. Let me know if I maybe misunderstood your question or if you have any more.
If I know the answer, I'll tell you.

What up folks!!!!?:)
How's everything and everyone?!
 
Man BL mobile has been sucking lately. Ive been losing some good posts. Im even losing posts after I post them and see them on the thread! I even lost this post trying to post it lol
 
Ha! Welcome to my world, JJ. Remember when I was going through the same shit? "Copy and paste!" ...that shit used to piss me off! I would be able to post my usual dumb shit but once in a blue moon, I actually have something worthwhile to say, it's "you're not logged in" and I say fuck it.
"Worthwhile" is subjective anyway.
What are you doing up young man!?!? Lol! :P
When in doubt, keep hammering the smileys. :)
 
how's it going? I've been reading this thread for a couple years. The last time I did dope was October 2013, in cook county jail, having smuggled it in in the classic fashion. I did the gateway thing there, more rehab on the outside, halfway house, probation, etc. Anyway, here I am 2 years later, and a lot of things are better than they were back then, at the same time, a lot of things are just as bad, my wife has not forgiven me, she constantly kicks me out of her apartment. I'm working, but for a lot less money than I used to make. I don't make enough to afford a car, so I ride a bike everywhere, which I like, but it kind of hurts my pride. I destroyed my credit, so I have a hard time finding a real place, currently residing at an extended stay motel. I completely fucked my arms up from shooting, I have huge scars on both, i'll be in long sleeves for the rest of my life. I'm starting to feel like, is this worth it, staying away from dope, i still smoke weed, drink a little, eat kratom, but i'm longing for that relief that I find in dope. Anyway, anybody out there feel the same? Thanks for reading, I needed to get this out there.
 
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how's it going? I've been reading this thread for a couple years. The last time I did dope was October 2013, in cook county jail, having smuggled it in in the classic fashion. I did the gateway thing there, more rehab on the outside, halfway house, probation, etc. Anyway, here I am 2 years later, and a lot of things are better than they were back then, at the same time, a lot of things are just as bad, my wife has not forgiven me, she constantly kicks me out of her apartment. I'm working, but for a lot less money than I used to make. I don't make enough to afford a car, so I ride a bike everywhere, which I like, but it kind of hurts my pride. I destroyed my credit, so I have a hard time finding a real place, currently residing at an extended stay motel. I completely fucked my arms up from shooting, I have huge scars on both, i'll be in long sleeves for the rest of my life. I'm starting to feel like, is this worth it, staying away from dope, i still smoke weed, drink a little, eat kratom, but i'm longing for that relief that I find in dope. Anyway, anybody out there feel the same? Thanks for reading, I needed to get this out there.
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everyday my friend...everyday. Keep ur head up, even if it seems like there is no reason to do so.
 
I just don't want to have wd's from the sub itchy bc it's just like diesel wd's-maybe worse..........
 
neutrino said:
how's it going? I've been reading this thread for a couple years. The last time I did dope was October 2013, in cook county jail, having smuggled it in in the classic fashion. I did the gateway thing there, more rehab on the outside, halfway house, probation, etc. Anyway, here I am 2 years later, and a lot of things are better than they were back then, at the same time, a lot of things are just as bad, my wife has not forgiven me, she constantly kicks me out of her apartment. I'm working, but for a lot less money than I used to make. I don't make enough to afford a car, so I ride a bike everywhere, which I like, but it kind of hurts my pride. I destroyed my credit, so I have a hard time finding a real place, currently residing at an extended stay motel. I completely fucked my arms up from shooting, I have huge scars on both, i'll be in long sleeves for the rest of my life. I'm starting to feel like, is this worth it, staying away from dope, i still smoke weed, drink a little, eat kratom, but i'm longing for that relief that I find in dope. Anyway, anybody out there feel the same? Thanks for reading, I needed to get this out there.
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Thats what we are here for. I dont know exactly where to start because there are so many factors that go into where life takes us but as a good friend told me, 'lets not ask ourselves how we got here, but how to go forward'. I assure you going back to dope will not help in any way, not even psychologically like you think it will. Do you enjoy waking up refreshed instead of fiening/in pain for opiates? The ability to enjoy your natural happiness/high is a beautiful thing. Work on things with your wife, that would probably do you the most good. We are humans made to love one another, embrace it and try to respark what initially brought you and her together.
My woman would be very hurt if all that happened, trying to forgive me but I know she wouldnt fully for a while if I was locked away for however long.

After being put in a cage, value your FREEDOM. Only those who have been in a cell will actually understand life on the other side of the fence. its hell incarnate in ur own mind...at least for me. But now you can appreciate you made it out of jail, the halfway house. Some ppl get stuck in the system and never get out after getting in for fights defending themselves, caught using drugs to cope with the stress,ect.

*harm reduction* stick to what you doing now to get by if you feel you must. your longing for something more but you need to seek something in life to grab ur attention & bring some happiness to you. Dope in the short term will seem like it, but you think you dont make alot of money now. Wait till its draining all the rest of the money you have. Think your wife is guna wanna stick around for part 2?? Dont lose your love over this vicious drug. My woman is the majority of my focus nowadays, us doing things together. Even taking a walk outside, ect it doesnt have to cost.
I found the hobby of riding sport bikes (could find a older but good condition motorcycle). Much cheaper than cars, mpg is crazy 50 isnt uncommon. dont get a super sportbike or ur insurance rates will be high. I pay $40 insurance for insurance and it would be lower if I wasnt so young. You said the thing about credit so you would have to save outright but hell you can get a bike for $1K-2K. Just thowing in my 2 cents gotta head to work now. We humans may not like to work but we are made to work & get rewards. That is sustainable happiness, otherwise you eventually dont respect it.
Same thing with woman right? lol If everyone could get her, no one would want it.
-JJ
 
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Thats what we are here for. I dont know exactly where to start because there are so many factors that go into where life takes us but as a good friend told me, 'lets not ask ourselves how we got here, but how to go forward'. I assure you going back to dope will not help in any way, not even psychologically like you think it will. Do you enjoy waking up refreshed instead of fiening/in pain for opiates? The ability to enjoy your natural happiness/high is a beautiful thing. Work on things with your wife, that would probably do you the most good. We are humans made to love one another, embrace it and try to respark what initially brought you and her together.
My woman would be very hurt if all that happened, trying to forgive me but I know she wouldnt fully for a while if I was locked away for however long.

After being put in a cage, value your FREEDOM. Only those who have been in a cell will actually understand life on the other side of the fence. its hell incarnate in ur own mind...at least for me. But now you can appreciate you made it out of jail, the halfway house. Some ppl get stuck in the system and never get out after getting in for fights defending themselves, caught using drugs to cope with the stress,ect.

*harm reduction* stick to what you doing now to get by if you feel you must. your longing for something more but you need to seek something in life to grab ur attention & bring some happiness to you. Dope in the short term will seem like it, but you think you dont make alot of money now. Wait till its draining all the rest of the money you have. Think your wife is guna wanna stick around for part 2?? Dont lose your love over this vicious drug. My woman is the majority of my focus nowadays, us doing things together. Even taking a walk outside, ect it doesnt have to cost.
I found the hobby of riding sport bikes (could find a older but good condition motorcycle). Much cheaper than cars, mpg is crazy 50 isnt uncommon. dont get a super sportbike or ur insurance rates will be high. I pay $40 insurance for insurance and it would be lower if I wasnt so young. You said the thing about credit so you would have to save outright but hell you can get a bike for $1K-2K. Just thowing in my 2 cents gotta head to work now. We humans may not like to work but we are made to work & get rewards. That is sustainable happiness, otherwise you eventually dont respect it.
Same thing with woman right? lol If everyone could get her, no one would want it.
-JJ
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I love the brains of addicts. While we aren't the best with self control or moderation, most of the people I've met are extremely knowledgable about the human condition and extremely intelligent. Maybe we are intelligent to a fault...I've had more than one counselor, friend, colleague tell me such. Keep on keepin' on all. Safe endeavors.
 
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No, You did not kill the thread on the contrary thinking addition is more than welcome on this thread.
Versus "my mom put me in rehab" bullshit. As of late, there are only a few people on here that I can actually say "understand me".
The rest is just ink.
Double vision makes for typing difficulty. JJ, if you accuse/classify me of being a "degenerate", I will challenge you to a duel at sunrise.
You, sir will defend your honour or forever hold your dignity in lesser regard. You may choose your pistol.
(Adjusts monocle)
Lol! JJ, hope everything is stable and tolerable in your world and everything you care about is alive and thriving.
Too drunk to read the above discourse but I will later.
Where's our girl!?!? Lol
Later man.
Hope everyone is content and safe.
Put the rig down people and enjoy this record breaking weather! :)
 
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Yellow dope, yellow bars. The sad life, the bad life. Behind blue eyes.
 
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Yellow dope, yellow bars. The sad life, the bad life. Behind blue eyes.
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Soooooo jealous... Not of your habit, but of your shit. I used to have that habit...can't say I miss much of that..hustle just to be 'normal'...its just so exhausting mentally to wear that much weight on your shoulders. I feel for ya man.

Man Newphone, I remember you posting back in early 2010, back when chinky, phantom pt2 (rip buddy...I miss you), et al.... I had the same sn minus one z (can't for the life of me remember my old pw and my @uwm.edu email addy is no longer). Funny how life moves on..I'm older but not much different. I still yearn for it like crazy...oddly enough I even miss some of the bad..maybe I'm just twisted like that. Stay safe man.
 
Love ya , Itch. Long story short Im using H again. Tried just smoking weed to distract from cravings for h or IV opiates in general. Got three days and was fiiiiinally feeling stable on suboxone. I drove 90 minutes to buy some hard, waited an hour to meet dude and get it. He said he only had h!! Me and my Girl were just pissed.. and messed up (emotionally). Ie--weak! So we spent even more on boy than i intended on girl. Shiiiiit, right?

So ran to the Rock earlier. Was one of the best runs lately in terms of waiting for dude. We actually didnt have to wait much at all. Running back tomorrow morning. Its sad--when not shooting h ever day I dont have that first morning shot I dont have THAT drawing me out of bed. That is such a motivating factor that my days seem SO unrewarding on sub. My energy the first couple weeks is generally very low.

I am super stoned. Anybody else been getting killer herb lately? For REAL!

Edit: 1240am....just got arrested. Book and release. Sad when both the officers that pulled me over and the cops at the station know my name/face.
 
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So last winter (maybe fall through winter) used to screw over one of my other friends by taking 4 bags each, generally I was driving (30-45 min) & he was the connect. The other friend was generally getting large quantities too, I'm sure if we got caught we would have been fucked. We used to split her bags in half as a result. Now she won't let me go without her & I only get 1 bag per trip. What would be your conditions & would you take not going over getting at least the promised bag?
 
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