This is just a little poem I wrote about a year ago whilst on MXE. This was the first draft so it's not perfect, I can't find the edit anywhere. Hope you enjoy it 
Waking up from a sleepy haze
The start of a brand new day
No day is ever the same
Sometimes filled with laughter
Sometimes filled with shame
Chemical thoughts race through me
Swaying me back and forth
Letting the thoughts be
Controlling my own reality
I use my own biology
And the knowledge of my mind
with tools I have come to find
Creating a consciousness
That is not blind
But abstract
Keeping this little mind on track
The control is addictive
The idea of it,
Attractive
Thick ice sliding down my throat
Now I feel like a boat a float
Riding the waves of the sea
Just letting the world be
Life is a fairground
A rollercoaster to most
But I wont line up at the same post
I see the bigger picture
I try the other rides
In search of new things
A new perception
Of the things that I have known
Gaining the knowledge
These chemicals have shown
The beauty
The reality
The lack of community
The wonders that can be
If we could only
Set our minds free
Legally
Chemically
free
Waking up from a sleepy haze
The start of a brand new day
No day is ever the same
Sometimes filled with laughter
Sometimes filled with shame
Chemical thoughts race through me
Swaying me back and forth
Letting the thoughts be
Controlling my own reality
I use my own biology
And the knowledge of my mind
with tools I have come to find
Creating a consciousness
That is not blind
But abstract
Keeping this little mind on track
The control is addictive
The idea of it,
Attractive
Thick ice sliding down my throat
Now I feel like a boat a float
Riding the waves of the sea
Just letting the world be
Life is a fairground
A rollercoaster to most
But I wont line up at the same post
I see the bigger picture
I try the other rides
In search of new things
A new perception
Of the things that I have known
Gaining the knowledge
These chemicals have shown
The beauty
The reality
The lack of community
The wonders that can be
If we could only
Set our minds free
Legally
Chemically
free
