Chemical bag (Off Heroin and on Buspar)

[Magicneverdied]

Hey everyone. I am new to Bluelight and seeking answers about medications. I have been clean from heroin for 11 days and I just started taking Buspar. There are some significant reasons why I am depressed, outside of just getting clean again... so it's hard to say if I am being affected by PAWS, this new medication, my circumstances or all three. Buspar is making me feel like nothing is real and floaty but not euphoric. It's also making me feel numb/depressed, hot, insomnia, anxious excitement, nausea and a stomach dropping feeling. I have been in active addiction for ten years, and been on a handful of prescription medications. Right now I am on Wellbutrin, adderall, gabapentin and this new addition, buspar. I've only been taking it for a few days but I feel uncomfortable and foggy. It's difficult to explain really. I'm trying to decide if I will continue this medication or try something else, and I am curious to know what experiences you have had with buspar, and other medication options for mood stabilizing/anxiety and depression relieving. I've hardly been out of bed in a week, and I want to start being productive. But when I get up I get dizzy and feel so weak. Thanks in advance!