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There are a lot of blog posts about heroin addiction!

I've been off all drugs (except caffeine and nicotine) for over five years now. AMA

I'm back in college. I am halfway to a bachelor's. I'm trying to work in non-profits either in a fundraising or management capacity.

So there's this woman I dated. Well, I met her for coffee twice... anyway now she's engaged and has fake tits.

I know that my mind is still sick because I fantasize about what I would say if I bumped into her. I mean, they're huge. And they are obviously not the same tits she had when we had coffee.

That shit is so disgusting to me! Would I pretend not to notice? Would I act like I approved?

What I would probably do is see her before she saw me and intentionally avoid her. I learned that skill from the best.

Someone commented on a blog post I made two years ago that perhaps I should take my experience with addiction to TDS. I think that's a great idea.

 

Heyyyyy!!!

I'm so proud of you, N. And I definitely think you should visit TDS. You may not know it, but you've helped me through a lot just by being around and showing that you care. I'm not always the best at keeping up with my friends unfortunately, but you really have been a true friend to me. Thank you for that.

 

congrats on the clean time!
and about the tits lol i know what you mean
i literally walked by a girl at my school the other day while talking on the phone and my mind went blank in the conversation i literally lost the ability to think about anything else this girls boobs were ridiculous they were huge and popping out of her tiny tank top ... i cant imagine trying to teach a class with her as a student and i mean i am a female lol

 

Heyyyyy!!!

I'm so proud of you, N. And I definitely think you should visit TDS. You may not know it, but you've helped me through a lot just by being around and showing that you care. I'm not always the best at keeping up with my friends unfortunately, but you really have been a true friend to me. Thank you for that.

It's my pleasure. I know what you mean about not keeping up. I think social networks really help us to distance ourselves from each other if we aren't actively conversing. I could rant for pages about that but all I'm trying to say is I'm always happy to hear from you. Hope you're doing spectacular and keeping warm up in Wisconsin.

congrats on the clean time!
and about the tits lol i know what you mean
i literally walked by a girl at my school the other day while talking on the phone and my mind went blank in the conversation i literally lost the ability to think about anything else this girls boobs were ridiculous they were huge and popping out of her tiny tank top ... i cant imagine trying to teach a class with her as a student and i mean i am a female lol

Thank you. I can't believe it's been so long, really...
Where I live plastic surgery is so common it is frightening. I am terrified of the day I stop noticing it or being disgusted by it. I typically shy away from telling people what choices they should make but I think it is a symptom of a very sick culture.