Cheap, little flousy
February 24, 2001
I thought that last night was real
So real I could taste it
It was oh to true
Arms, legs, heavy breathing, and much to emotion
It’s still swirling in my head
Almost to make me sick
I wished that it had never happened
I don’t feel the same
Not that same little one that talked to you in the coffee shop 2 days prior
Nor that little naïve one who was determined to make the best of what she had
First it was your back seat
Nothing had ever felt so right, and yet so wrong at the same time
It’s all been a whirlwind of life, emotions, and ecstasy
I came home last night thinking you’d always want me
I thought walking out of your house last night; you’d always be there
Sinking into the carpet in a cold bitter room
Not knowing what was happening
Except I was just “there”
Never again will I look the same to myself
Knowing if you’re reading this you’re feeling like an ass
It’s something I can’t ever take back
And I know now why I waited so long
Afraid of a morning like this
Wishing I could just hold and tell you to stop
But in the heat of the moment it couldn’t be stopped
I told you I loved you as I shut the car door, watching you drive away with something much more
Watching you drive away with my pride, and all that I thought I had
Never had my pride, nor my feelings been devoured in such a time
Not afraid of telling you
Just afraid to see
What I had hoped wouldn’t be…
Just to see that all in one night….
You had taken all of me…
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Sorry to so drab, but I had to write before my head exploded......
[This message has been edited by xDymnd9x (edited 24 February 2001).]
February 24, 2001
I thought that last night was real
So real I could taste it
It was oh to true
Arms, legs, heavy breathing, and much to emotion
It’s still swirling in my head
Almost to make me sick
I wished that it had never happened
I don’t feel the same
Not that same little one that talked to you in the coffee shop 2 days prior
Nor that little naïve one who was determined to make the best of what she had
First it was your back seat
Nothing had ever felt so right, and yet so wrong at the same time
It’s all been a whirlwind of life, emotions, and ecstasy
I came home last night thinking you’d always want me
I thought walking out of your house last night; you’d always be there
Sinking into the carpet in a cold bitter room
Not knowing what was happening
Except I was just “there”
Never again will I look the same to myself
Knowing if you’re reading this you’re feeling like an ass
It’s something I can’t ever take back
And I know now why I waited so long
Afraid of a morning like this
Wishing I could just hold and tell you to stop
But in the heat of the moment it couldn’t be stopped
I told you I loved you as I shut the car door, watching you drive away with something much more
Watching you drive away with my pride, and all that I thought I had
Never had my pride, nor my feelings been devoured in such a time
Not afraid of telling you
Just afraid to see
What I had hoped wouldn’t be…
Just to see that all in one night….
You had taken all of me…
---------------------------------
Sorry to so drab, but I had to write before my head exploded......
[This message has been edited by xDymnd9x (edited 24 February 2001).]
