chasing

[Shuddr2Think]

frustrated.
that is all i ever am anymore.
its an odd thought
something that could make me so happy
is making me so
insane
i just wish
this noise in my head
would
stop.
once and for all
why can't i pursue something
worth my time
fuckin bullshit
chasin after people has become my life.
its safer that way
i suppose.
but....
why can't i be chased?
[ 07 December 2001: Message edited by: Shuddr2Think ]

 

[harraser]

patience,itll come and youll be happy

 

[libertyman323]

bump for the quality.

 

[Gescom]

^
word.. this is really good. give it time, as lame as this sounds, it always happens when you LEAST expect it.
Ry.

 

[Shuddr2Think]

^
^
^
if only it were that simple..
*sigh*
*gag*
*falls over*

 

[E-girl]

why can't i pursue something
worth my time
why dont you try looking at it a little differently? i believe that things happen for a reason. and i believe that we chase after things with our hearts, not our heads. i think that honestly, if you pursue something, it IS worth your time, because its something that you feel strongly about. and even though fate doesn't always hand you the winning cards, dont throw down the whole hand... ya know what i mean? a pair, or 3-of-a kind is better than nothing at all. (i dont know where i was going with that, lol)
the advice i am gonna give you is more ironic than anything, but its just something i picked up. i used to do a lot of chasing too. and it was very frustrating. but it was only when i gave up, said "fuck it", that things turned around. for example, when me and fiance first broke up, and i still wanted us to get back together, and to work things out, i went out of my way to do everything for him, i did a lot of ass-kissing and crying and pleading... and all it did was turn him away from me even more. but when i threw in the towel, he started getting closer to me again. he started kissing MY ass.
i dont know why life has to be that way. but i wish you the best of luck.