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BlindHelperMonkey

BlindHelperMonkey

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back during my misguided youth, on weekends our group would usually make our way into brum, enter the rave around 10pm.. do what ravers do till 6am, then leave bitter, cold and jaded. then make our way back - zombie like - all the while, enduring disapproving looks shot from 9 to 5'ers on their way to work. sometimes the few initiated among us would detour off to numb the mdma comedown with our new love - heroin. we used a stairwell in a multistorey carpark to do the deed. well, one morning, on my own.. after a particularly intense night of drug use. while sitting running lines, i heard my two friends having a totally normal sounding conversation in there with me, i raised my head to reply... only then realising i was on my own. it kept happening, each time falling for it. all the way home i was reacting to hearing voices. remember thinking 'so this is what its like to be schizophrenic'
truly thought id fried my brain. i felt sober, which is what scared me



share some vivid/bizarre/scary hallucinations
 
Once I thought I was BHM and created a shit thread.

=D

:sus:
 
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BlindHelperMonkey said:
im sorry guys :(


im all topic'd out. threadbare, if you will. suggestions on a derailment topic?



i vote knocks last wank. duration, subject matter etc
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you don't need to keep making new threads.

Just keep adding to other people's threads.

You could have told the auditory hallucination in a multi-storey carpark story in the Gibberings thread. Or any fucking thread really, the're all gibberings after the first 5 posts.

EDIT>>>to stay on topic, I once thought I saw someone wearing glasses after I'd taken lots of drugs. They weren't!!
 
BHM is trying to be a helpful monkey and I for one appreciate his original mind (usual caveat, when he's not being a dick). I don't see anything wrong with this thread.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
BHM is trying to be a helpful monkey and I for one appreciate his original mind (usual caveat, when he's not being a dick). I don't see anything wrong with this thread.
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okay... now i really must be hallucinating 8o


new threads are the lifeblood of forums. new members may not have either the inclination or time to search the fully apposite thread. and sometimes quite simply, a twenty-page monster thread can be intimidating for those unused to such things and/or be perceived as having an air of antiquity around them, be that justified or not



thanks shm
 
There's nothing wrong with the thread.

There's just no need for a new thread for what is a random gibbering. I'm not gonna delete it or owt, just reminding that there is a gibberings thread, for gibberings.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
BHM is trying to be a helpful monkey and I for one appreciate his original mind (usual caveat, when he's not being a dick). I don't see anything wrong with this thread.
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I concur on all aspects.

(what the fuck is afoot here?!?)

The being a dick thing hovers over dealbreaker status, mind ;)

Most insane hallucinations I've ever had have largely been peev-binge related so mostly dwell within the peev thread. I'm pretty sure I can recall some fresh material with a bit of effort though. Or at least rehash old material in new and exciting ways. Will ponder and see if I have any worth posting that aren't scattered elsewhere. A Greatest Hallucinatory Hits compilation thread has potentiall Goodness attached even if it contains few new tracks though. Your auditory hallucinations stuff reminds me very strongly of many peev-based follies, BHM. And, let's face it, a large part of the peev threads ongoing success is that the psychotic breaks make for great popcorn material =D
 
took some pills one night years ago thinking they were mdma, but they weren't still not sure what they were. anyways when i got home and went to bed after i closed my eyes i thought i was with people i had been with earlier in the night, i was talking to them and could see them clear as day, until i opened my eyes and realised i was still in the room. weird shit. it was at a time i foolishly didn't test pills before consuming
 
great leader.. gibberings is patently unsuitable for this particular subject. if it had happened recently perhaps, but not a historic event being viewed (fairly) objectively. especially as i genuinely do wish to hear experiences. seems to me gibberings is there precisely to avoid such specific, comeplex and exclusive subjects


shambles - please do, its either stories or i'll get rid of it. dont want a link to bullshit up there near cc's name

fwiw i think my experience stuck in my mind because it was just so different from what youd expect a drug to be. it had happened before, mildly - always with heroin being the catalyst - drug like, in waking vision but with all the echoes of sleep deprivation (dream like i.e realistic) i realised there werent people talking to me, but when voices you know call out your name & ask you plausible things its hard not to reply each time, which i did.. even on the bus


knew a guy who ran screaming from a (nonexistent) mutant spider on gas 8o
 
Freakiest audio hallucinations of late was on my last big peev run. If anybody recalls me disappearing for several months a while back... A window into my Away From Bluelight world...

Was my heaviest straight-through peev run yet. 10g back to back. Wasn't even all mine. Not summat I'm proud of. At all. But was so far gone I lost the power of speech. And thought. So didn't really feel up to dealing with responsibilities :\

Anyhoo, it got pretty freaky by the 4-5g mark. Had the usual stuff - stuck in endless loops, incapable of coherent thought or deed and the traditional Ghost Radio, naturally. This time it was from outside though which is a first for me. Could very clearly hear a talk radio show being broadcast from the window opposite mine. 24/7. And - of course - it was discussing me. Complete with phone ins from initially amused "viewers" (cos my flat was filled with cameras and microphones naturally, that goes without saying :D) but gradually the callers and host got more and more concerned for my welfare.

Got to the point towards the end of the run that there was a constant running commentary from the host broadcasting my increasingly schizotypical behaviour and all the mockery was gone. A constant refrain was "Come on, Shambles. You can do it. You know you have to stop. It's killing you." and the like. All day everyday complete with folk calling in - sometimes to chastise, sometimes to mock, sometimes to encourage. And, of course, I was talking back to them cos they could hear and see me via the hidden microphones and video feeds. Tragicomic so it was.

There is a climax to this lil anecdote but will save it for next post cos dins is ready. The ending is worth slogging through the vaguely sad lead-in though. Was pretty nutzo stuff even by peev binge standards :D
 
wow. when there minutia like that involved it just blows my mind, as to how we're akin with our brains to monkeys playing on a jcb.. only getting brief glimpses of the true power of what we're sitting on when we randomly hit the right buttons (i.e alter our equilibrium) every now and then


look forward to second part.
would also be cool to have a thread for different entities met while on drugs, as some tend to be familiar to a particular drug - salvia and dmt both have their 'regulars' i believe


look forward to last past shambles. i dont visit peev thread - which is, i assume, why you utilise it more often than not ;)
 
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