Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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i don't have any spectacular life advice or answers for you bk

gotta love yourself for what its worth and learn to accept a concrete spacetime without free will

i was half way through that before I became eternally stunned by inaction by the abyss
 
i just need someone to tell me that it's going to be ok. i think bk and madness already have on multiple fronts. maybe i need that irl. not having any human contact is probably wearing away at my ability to tolerate others. i cannot stand people anymore and everything gets under my skin. and i was not like this.

ugh.

not sure if anyone can relate

cannot stop thinking about the reflection
 
nothing like getting fucked up by a relationship bc the life ones are hard enough. damage. depressed from pain which will eventually be paranoia of the hardened arteries. and stuff.
stabbing pain in the heart. What direction should I go ? Can't take it with you, even when you die slow. Sorry if I am feeling a little, kind of low.
 
Okay, i had a good morning.
Wake up next to a woman who's naked, her body looking amazing.
I got some buprenorphine, so i make each one of us 1.5mg shot of it.
Shoot it up and think about "Oh yeah, Bluelight. That's a great place"
Then I come and I see @Coxenormous posting pictures of his fucking ugly face.
I almost had a seizure.
Why are you looking for acceptance here? Your parents don't give it to you?
 
Hylight said:
nothing like getting fucked up by a relationship bc the life ones are hard enough. damage. depressed from pain which will eventually be paranoia of the hardened arteries. and stuff.
stabbing pain in the heart. What direction should I go ? Can't take it with you, even when you die slow. Sorry if I am feeling a little, kind of low.
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hylight you speak the truth <3
 
DeadManWalkin' said:
Okay, i had a good morning.
Wake up next to a woman who's naked, her body looking amazing.
I got some buprenorphine, so i make each one of us 1.5mg shot of it.
Shoot it up and think about "Oh yeah, Bluelight. That's a great place"
Then I come and I see @Coxenormous posting pictures of his fucking ugly face.
I almost had a seizure.
Why are you looking for acceptance here? Your parents don't give it to you?
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I can ask you the same question... Why are you here? Is it for acceptance? Do your parents not give it to you?
 
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Coxenormous said:
I can ask you the same question... Why are you here? Is it for acceptance? Do your parents not give it to you?
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Because this is a great community, where I can enjoy company of similar-minded people.
I also like the harm-reduction forums, I like philosophy forums and sometimes I even write poets.
There's little bit of everything and I enjoy some parts of everything. I like it here.
I'm not looking for acceptance.
If i was, why would I be against you?
You Cox, have ruined everything. This community was so much better, before you joined there.
 
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