am horny too..
i think am gonna fuck her tomorrow
I sent her to do some stuff, so she had a busy day
i wanted to wind off, you know.. all time being a traffic light
it's stressful
i have found inner peace again
which will be fleeting soon I'm sure but I can wait
my peace is self hatred and knowing i will be beneath the dirt and asphalt and cement, that i was once up above it, now I'm down in it
i take solace in my living corpse and non-linear temporal gravitational attraction to death and nihility, like a moth to the flame, like ashes to the air, dope to the nose, dissolving, dissolving, gone...
when we are all dead there will be nothing but dirt and bones, of all extinct species, fossils, slowly fading away, no one else will know this, we are killing earth and we are proud of it, ecocide and self annihilation within pollutants, overpopulation, disease... we do not take care of these issues because we seek out the inner coffin
...thighs chafing...
...DID I?... ...DID I???...
shuffling like a gross geisha
i hate myself, what i've become
where is this place
let's go home now
